JUVIA BLUE LANGSTON
manhattan, new york

juvia was currently laying down on her floor coloring in her hello kitty coloring book when kay busted in her room. the young girl was unfazed by her brothers presence as she continued to do her thing.

"juju, we gotta talk." kay spoke up as he started touching random things on juvia's dresser. "okay," the younger girl replied as she sat up from her original position. "wassup?"

"what happened between you and notti and don't lie and shit." juvia wasn't sure if she could really tell kay the truth. "if i tell you, you gotta promise to not crash out and start beefing with oy." juvia held out her pinkie, starting the promise. kay rolled his eyes as he locked his pinkie with hers. "aight, i promise, so what he do?"

juvia sighed before finally telling kay what notti did. "he cheated, that's all." kay scrunched up his face so quick. "fuck you mean he cheated?" kay yelled. juvia could tell he was getting mad, but it was pointless. "chill out kay, it's been like a month. i'm over it." juvia shrugged her shoulders acting unaffected, but deep down she was still hurt by the sudden betrayal.

"nah, that shit ain't cool. allat shit you did for him, you deadass made two gangs who hated each other become cool. ain't nobody out here doing no shit like that." juvia sighed. "yeah i know, but remember, you promised that you wouldn't do anything to them. just keep your distance and speak when need be." juvia needed to reiterate what she said cause kay can be a hothead.

"also, do not be mad at anyone in oy besides ethan. david and darrian have nothing to do with it and i still talk to them on a daily. they not even fuckin wit ethan right now." kay nodded his head in response. "aight, aight. i hear you, but im rey tell dougie." kay said as he ran out of juvia's room. "KAY, WAIT!"

"junieeeeee!" ddot said as he hugged juvia. besides his mom, shayera, rory and the guys, juvia was one of his favorite people. "dottie!" juvia replied back. once the two released from a hug, juvia immediately went searching for ddot's mom. "where's my second momma?" juvia asked as she traveled through ddot's house.

"she went to the store, she heard you, shay and rory was coming over so she wanted to cook fa yall." hearing that made juvia's heart feel all warm and fuzzy. "awwww, that's so sweet. off topic, but what are you getting shay for valentine's day?" juvia curiously asked as she made herself comfortable on ddot's bed.

the younger boy shrugged his shoulder. "i got ideas, but ion know what she really wants. shay has every fuckin thing." ddot sighed as he sat in his streaming chair. "no, no." juvia started as she sat up from her laying down position. "she was telling me about this sparkly chanel bag. i doubt she's gonna get it anytime soon because it's vintage and cost hella money."

ddot rolled over the juvia and dapped her up. "bet, send me the link. i'll get her that, her usual pink roses and take her to a nice dinner, that sound good?" ddot asked as he went on his phone to look at the link. "of course darrian, she'll love it. you know she loves anything that you give. you could give shay a rock and she'd still cherish it."

before ddot could reply, juvia phone rung loud as fuck. "yo junie, yo ringer does not have to be that damn loud." ddot spoke annoyed. juvia stuck her tongue out and waved him off, taunting him as her phone continued to ring. "oh, it's shay. hey baby!" juvia smiled as the phone connected.

"juju, me and rory are listening to ya song and that shit is PAIN." shay smiled as she began to hum the lyrics. "notti is gonna be sick as fuck when he hears this shit." rory laughed as she drove. "aw thanks babes, i'm just glad people fuck with it." juvia replied as she sheepishly moved her hair behind her ears.

"fuck with it? bitch the people love this shit. have you checked ya mentions?" shay replied as she put juvia on pause to go on instagram. "like look at this shit, people out here making edits of you and notti with ya song in the back."

juvia laughed and scrolled through her tags. shayera was right, people made edits and it was kinda heartbreaking and bittersweet to see anything related to her and notti. she tells everyone that she's over it, but she's not.

she deleted everything of him. pictures, videos, number, she even blocked him on all social media, even pinterest and her email. she thought doing that would make things easier, and it did to a certain degree.

"bitch, these fans rey kill bout you." shay said as she sent juvia a post basically saying notti ain't shit, won't ever be shit and how he didn't deserve her. juvia laughed, but it was only to hide her pain. she never would've thought that notti would do something like that to her, especially not on his birthday party that she planned.

the doorbell rang and as ddot was about to get it, juvia got up faster. "i'll get it, don't worry." juvia sheepishly smiled. ddot knew juvia like the back
of his hand, he could tell something was wrong with her, but he wasn't gonna press her about it because if she wanted to talk about it, she would.

juvia sighed as she closed ddot's room door. she needed a quick break to get herself together. as she descended down the steps, the bell rung once again. "i'm coming, one second!" juvia yelled as she jogged down the steps in attempts to open the door faster. julia huffed as she finally made it down ddot's many steps. as she walked over towards the door she could hear laughing outside of it, laughing that sounded all too familiar.

"david!" juvia smiled as she opened the door and saw her "favorite" reyes brother. "juju!" dd hugged juvia like he hadn't seen her in years. "ow, dd, that hurts." juvia lightly slapped his back, letting him know he was crushing her. "oh, my bad lil sis. it just feels like ian see you in a grip." juvia squinted her eyes at the curly headed boy. "david, you saw me yesterday at the deli."

"girl whateva." dd sassily rolled his eyes and stepped into the house. "where everyone at?" dd asked as he removed his shoes at the front door. "momma at the store, and the girls are on the way." juvia explained as she began to walk up the steps.

dd followed juvia up the steps and just as they made it to the top, the bell rang again. "dd, can you get the door?" juvia asked as she continued to walk up the steps. dd sighed, but did what he was asked to do.

"nigga did you follow me here?" dd asked aggressively. juvia stood at the top of the steps and heard dd's sudden aggression. she slowly started walking back down the steps and she could hear dd whisper yelling. she knew dd was too focused on yelling at whoever was at the door, so she took that as he opportunity to sneak up behind him.

juvia stood on her tippy toes and peeked over dd's shoulder. unfortunately for her, dd was too tall and she couldn't get a good look.

"nigga, go home bro. she's not gonna talk to you and ian rey ask her to talk to you." dd sighed as he continued to hear out whoever he was talking to. hearing that, juvia decided to just tap dd's shoulder, that caused him to suddenly move over and he accidentally revealed notti.

"via, can i-" - "yo notti, go fuckin home bro." dd cut his younger brother off and immediately closed ddot's front door in notti's face.

"david... you didn't have to shut the door in his face like that." juvia spoke lowly as she began to play with her necklace. this was something she did when she was sad, nervous or upset. dd looked down at her neck and realized she still wore the necklace notti gave her for their six month anniversary two years ago.

dd sighed as he rubbed his hands across his face. "do you wanna talk to him?" that simple question made juvia's heart stop. did she wanna talk to notti? what is there to even say? "i'm not gonna stop you from talking to him if that what you want to do junie. i love you and ion want you to get hurt by him again. he my brother and all, but you my sister and what he did wasn't right at all." dd said as he sat down on the living room couch.

to be honest, dd really didn't want juvia talking to notti right now. he didn't think she was healed or even half way healed from what notti did to her. he really has her best interest at heart, but he cannot control her or tell her what to do.

dd hasn't even been fucking with notti since he cheated on juvia. he really can't wrap his head around the fact that notti would do that to the girl who has been down for him since they met. juvia is really the best thing that has ever happened to notti and he's only just now realizing that and that's the problem. it shouldn't have took notti losing juvia for him to realize what he had.

"if i did talk to him, what do you think would happen?" juvia asked as she continued to play with her necklace. dd shrugged his shoulders. "i couldn't really tell you. i haven't been talkin to him." this made juvia frown. seeing juvia's facial
expression, he sighed. "don't think that our relationship changing is your fault, ight? he did what he did and he gotta live with the consequences of that shit. he's my brother, so imma still be there for him and shit and make sure he good, but other than that, ion wanna do shit else for him. the whole family ain't jacking him right now."

hearing that didn't do anything, but make juvia wanna talk to notti. she felt like he had no one in his corner, which is his own fault, but still. the young girl can't help, but to be worried about him.

"gimmie ya coat real quick." juvia asked. dd sighed as he took off his coat and gave it to her. "imma talk to him, but imma keep everything you said in mind, i'll be back. love ya." juvia blew him a kiss and went out the door. a "love you too." came from dd, but juvia was already out the door.

even though the two didn't discuss this, he decided that he was going to keep her and notti's interaction to himself. he knew ddot, rory and shay were going to be extremely mad at her for that and he knew she couldn't deal with that right now.

juvia looked and tried to see if she could spot notti from anywhere. thankfully for her, she saw him leaving the deli which was only a block away. she thought about running up to him and trying to catch up to him, but she has asthma and it's cold as fuck outside and she's not tryna have a asthma attack.

she also was worried about shayera and rory seeing her talking to notti because she knew they would be pulling up any minute now. juvia did the only thing she could do. "ETHAN!" the young girl yelled. notti immediately turned around at hearing his government.

he turned around and saw juvia standing on ddot's porch waving her hand telling him to come here. he couldn't lie and say he wasn't happy as hell to see her. he smiled as he made his way over to her.

the lightskin boy finally made it over to her and she instantly pulled his arm. "i wanna hear you out, but i cannot talk to you in front of darrian's house. we gotta talk in the alley." juvia spoke so fast and notti could barely keep up.

juvia eventually lead notti into a alley way. once they stopped walking, juvia immediately started coughing due to the cold air being in her lungs. "you need ya inhaler?" notti asked as he reached into his coat pocket. juvia shook her head no as she tried to get herself together.

"so, what did you wanna talk to me about?" juvia asked as she coughed one more time. "i heard ya song, it was good." juvia nodded her head at the compliment.

it was silent between the two teens and it was awkward. notti was scratching his neck out of nervousness and juvia could feel an asthma attack coming on, but she wasn't trying to deal with that right now.

"can we, uh talk about what happened?" notti asked nervously. juvia coughed again before replying. "what is there to talk about? i threw you a birthday party, and you cheated on me with some girl neither one of us know. is there a part that i don't know about?"

notti looked away from juvia and tried to find the right words to say. "no, that was my first time cheating on you and i regret it." fortunately, that actually was notti's first time cheating, but it didn't go down the way juvia thinks.

notti has never and i mean never ever thought about cheating on juvia. juvia was the apple of his eye. without juvia, notti wouldn't have even pursued his rap career. juvia played such a huge part in his success that she doesn't even know about.

as notti looked at juvia he could tell she was struggling to breathe. her cheeks were extremely red and her hand was on her chest. the second she noticed notti was looking at her, she dropped her hand in attempts to seem like she wasn't having an asthma attack, but notti knows her.

even with the two of them being broken up, notti keeps her inhaler on him at all times. "take your inhaler, via." notti handed her, her pink blinged out inhaler and watched as she took it. he could tell that her breathing was becoming easier for her, but she needed to go back in the house.

"i know you havin a asthma attack even though you tryna hide it as if i don't know you or something." he slight laughed as she watched her take her last puff. she rolled her eyes at him. "shut up."

"i wanna finish our convo, but you can't even breathe right now. imma just walk you to ddot's house." juvia immediately shook her head no. "no, i wanna hear you out. i'm not gonna lie, i did immediately block you on everything and never even heard your side of the story. to be fair though, you did cheat, so i didn't wanna hear you lie to me and say things you know i would wanna hear."

"nah, i get that. i don't know if this is a lot to ask of you, but can we talk another time? i deadass really need you to go back in the house and get better. this convo can wait." notti asked. "yeah, we can talk later. i'll unblock you, but please keep this under wraps. well, you can tell dd, but no one else." notti nodded his head and began walking out the alley way with juvia beside him.

"ion wanna get caught with you, so you don't gotta walk me to ddot's house. i'll be good from here." - "right." notti shoved his hands into his pockets and watched juvia make her way back to ddot's house.

"oh wait!" juvia accidentally yelled. she didn't realize she barely walked away from notti. juvia walked back over to notti and gave him back her inhaler. "keep this, never know when i may need it." she smiled at him. notti couldn't resist the urge to hug her, so he did. juvia hugged him back with zero hesitation. she couldn't lie, the hug was much needed.

"aight, bye ethan." juvia let go of the boy and made her way back to ddot's house.