**So  my BVB Concert was amazing. I'll never forget it  2~7~15 forever, man. They were more than amazing. I got some pretty good pictures and videos. Though my videos were cut off some, because I kept running out of storage space(Godamn G/G/B music video.....I mean what?) But I got to hear my two favorites from Ghost Town, "Carnival" (How coincidental to this story cx) and "You're So Creepy", Those were actually the only ones I got to see them perform, since I was a little late. But Memphis May Fire rocked it. "Vices" and "Miles Away" though. Feels for life. c': There was some serious mosh pits right in front of me. I swear I almost died. That was how close they were. I could have been dragged in xD I was almost right at the edge of it! But anyways, Black Veil Brides...was...the...fucking...best...gah! They played "Coffin" and "Goodbye Agony". It brought so many feels, you have no idea. (': I loved every second of this concert! Oh, and Danny Worsnop made an appearance and sang "Fallen Angels" with Andy cx Best night...ever. And I got a hoodie cx

Did you guys hear about Spencer and Jon hanging out together a few days ago?! They hadn't seen each other in forever! I may have cried a little....

Anyways...carry on! I hope you enjoy this chapter.***

The red and white tent. It stood about thirty feet high, and could fit a whole football field inside. My heart started racing. This was it. The moment I've been waiting for. I take a deep breath before heading inside. The lights and the sounds consumed me...

Then, there was silence...and the beaming sunlight. Why do all good things come to an end? Is there a way for me to live in my dream world forever? Because I sure as hell would like to know.

"Hey dude." Brent looked over at me from his bed. He was resting against the backboard and had his grey comforter covering his legs. He was still holding his book open. "You snore quite a lot." He chucked.

I felt heat rise to my cheeks. But I hope he didn't see. "I wasn't aware of that. I'm sorry." I let out a sigh.

"You talk in your sleep too." He says. He closed his book and set it on the nightstand next to him. "You really do like the circus, don't you?"

"Keep talking me down." I laugh. "And it's all I really ever think about. It was the only memory I have of my mother other than our argument."

"Well I see why you love it so much." He smiled. He picked up his book again, and went back to reading. And I had nothing to do. I really never had anything to do during the day. "So," His eyes never left the page. "This place got any good food?"

I laugh a little at his comment. "Eh, it could be better. But its alright. Do you want to go and see what they're serving up?" He looked up at me and smiled. Showing his perfect teeth.

"Thought you'd never ask." He jumps out of bed and runs for the door, and I was closely behind.

~A Month Later~

"Hey, we should go and to something." Brent's voice broke through the silence filled room. I glance over at him. His back was on the ground, while his legs were up on his bed. If that's not a position you'd be in when you're bored, I don't know what is.

"I don't really feel like doing anything." I reply back to him and sigh. It's not that I didn't want to do anything, I just won't be able to focus. My thoughts have started to control me. They're haunting me, quietly alone. It's killing me. It feels like all I can see is the color red. All I can hear is the sound of the cheers and laughter that's held within the circus tent. I feel like I may be going insane. Julie even offered to get me some medication to help me with my focusing, but I declined. And I'm kind of regretting it. It's getting so out of hand, I can't even read a page of a book without  my thoughts getting to me.

"Dude, what's going on?" Brent stands up from his awkward position and sits on my bed next to me. "You've been acting weird lately." His blueish eyes studying my face.

"I can't take it anymore." I bring my knees to my chest and wrap my arms around them. Brent puts his arm around me and squeezes my shoulder lightly. He didn't take his eyes off of me.

"Ryan, you've been shutting me out the past few days. How can I help?" Something about the way he talks makes my insides feel better. It's a little distracting. Which in this case, I wish he'd continue.

"My thoughts." Those were the only two words that I had to say to let Brent know what's going on inside my head. His eyes showed sympathy. And his smile made my heart race. There was just something about him that made the world around me feel...real. I'd probably be lost in my thoughts completely if it weren't for him. I wouldn't know what was real, or what was fantasy. Brent was real. He's the only thing keeping me from going insane.

"An exact reason why we should go and do something. Maybe it'll clear your mind a bit." He squeezes my shoulder once more.

"It's worth a shot." I smile. And that just makes his smile grow bigger. And this time showing teeth. I don't think I've ever seen Brent smile like that. I know I've only known his for about a month, but it's true. We just kind of stayed there for a moment, smiling at each other. But Brent broke the gaze and looked away. He chuckled to himself, pulling his hand away from my shoulder.

"Why don't we go for a walk or something then?" He stands up and straightens out his red flannel. "I hear there's a park down the road." He extends his hand towards me. I take it and stand up also. Brent always looked so much nicer than I did. All his flannel shirts and skinny jeans, and his converse sneakers clean and perfectly laced. His hair perfectly brushed and swooped over his eyes. Me on the other hand, I have all my skinny jeans that are torn open at the knees. And don't forget to mention all my shirts. Usually just a plain white or black button up tee, depending on my mood. Then my shoes had been through hell. They were all scuffed up on the bottom. I swear they're going to have a gaping hole in them one of these days. And my hair. Oh god, I looked like a squirrel crawled up and died on top of my head. Maybe my thoughts really were getting to me.

"Let's go then. Before Julie finds out and stops us." I try to smooth out my hair a bit as we rushed out of the room. Julie was nowhere to be seen. We were golden.

It had only taken a few minutes to walk to the city park. And to be honest, Brent was right. Doing something other than sit on my bed, was helping my mind slip away from the unwanted thoughts. I know, I need to get out more often. But Julie never trusted me out in the world alone. She thought that I'd have a mental breakdown and I wouldn't be able to find my way back.

"Well I know the way back. I've got you if something happens." My heart stops for a second and I feel heat rise to my cheeks as I realize what I had said. It wasnt at all intended to be heard.

"I...I don't know how to react to that." I run the back of my neck in an attempt to look away and not show how embarrassed I was.

"Just take it as a good thing. I'll be here for you if something happens." He says in return to my awkwardness. This guys is like the best friend I never had. It was amazing to be around him.

Looking up at Brent, I see him smile.and chuckle to himself. "You're so shy and quite. We need to fix that, dude. You're now friends with the amazing trouble maker!" He stands proud with his fists at his sides. "With the one and only sexy Brent." He wiggled his eyebrow while he said his last statement. This was it. This sent both of us into hysterics. The few other people in the park looked our way and gave us dirty looks. But we didnt care.

It took us a few minutes to catch our breath. All I could do at thay moment was look up at Brent. "I needed that." I really did. I hadnt had a good laugh in a long time.

"I'm glad you agree." Brent winks at me, before going over to sit at one of the benches nearby. Fuck, he heard me. Brent taps the seat of the bench with his hand, indicating for me to sit next to him. So I obligue and sit down.

And we just sat and talked for a little while. Brent had ended up with his head on my lap. What really caught me off guard, was that I found myself playing with his hair, as he drifted off to sleep...