Rd came really late back home. He went and peeped to see her sleeping and then he saw the tear stains.

Rd pov

Why am i being so rude to her. Because of her parents or i'm not able to convince my mind she that girl with no looks is my wife. I have changed a lot,for me my family and sister is the only reason for her being here. She too came into this relationship with many dreams and hopes for a happy life,and what I'm doing,dumping her more into the pit of inferiority and ignorance. Why can't i behave like a normal person around her. I need to try and what happened today isn't fair. Arpita and her flirty ways,i need to talk to her and ask her not to come close to me.

He left to his room.

Next day morning rd was confused how to start the conversation with sanyu. Will she understand his pov or won't give any reaction to his words. He was determined to make her understand.

Rd: hmm.hi.good morning
S: with shock. Good morning
Rd: i need to clear that arpita and me are just friends not more than that
S: ok. I didn't find it awkward because I've seen my classmates giving pecks to their besties.
Rd: wokay.i thought you might have taken all the scene in another way
S: not at all.I was just upset that you don't even consider me as a maid too
Rd: I'm..I'm..don't know and he turns to leave
S: i don't blame you because I've gone through this from my childhood .have your breakfast and leave
Rd: hmmm and sit there. He had his food in silence and take his tiffin.

Later she got the message of her unknown friend.
Uk : hello anamika.how's the morning today S: good i guess.today I'm happy for an unknown reason.and you don't have work
Uk: I've but now a days my morning starts with your talks and end too with yours
S: cheesy lines
Uk: i know will try a new one tomorrow
S: yeah right
Uk: so what you do
S: sit at home
Uk: don't get bored
S: yes, i don't know anything than this
Uk: are you illiterate
S: no.I'm a graduate but noone gave me chance to prove myself
Uk: hmmm.it's time to say cya
S: bye

Sanyu thought about her day after graduation and her broken heart.

Sanyu came back to home after finishing her studies. Her mom came to her after ages and looked at her.

A: sanyu I'm proud of you
S: thanks ma.why you suddenly remembered me
A: i always love you but I'm frightened to show my love to you because of your dad and brother
S: i understand
A: i need a favor from you
S: yes mom
A: hmmm.you did well in studies next will be your dream to get a job
S: yeah. I'm planning to work in our company
A: your dad doesn't wants to see you employed. You should leave this dream
S: smiled sadly and with hurt. Mom when  I fulfilled my dreams,my life was always depend on dad's words. He ask me to sit i do that,no to  go there I follow that blindly.

For saying this you took so much pain to come and talk. I appreciate your love mom in a sarcastic way. Her mom goes.

Her memories got a break with a ring of the bell. She was hesitant first then she opened the door to see the gaurd at the door step. Gaurd scanned her from head to toe and hands her a set of papers and left.

Sanyu looked at those and got to know they are their bills of month. She saw and travelled through another blow of her past.

Kishore came home and called all the members including sanyu,which was a surprise to all. Kishore said that Mr Mehra and his family is coming to see sanyu and she has been introduced as kishore's bestie daughter and they passed away in an accident all of you should memorise this.

S(i.m): what a life.people change their lovers and dresses but in my case its my birth parents first maid,now best friend daughter when will my family say I'm their own blood and sighs.

Two days later family of the guy came. A beautician was appointed to doll her up,the make up artist asked how much they can do . It's the limit. Sanyu came down and the family choked the tea which they were drinking.
Guy dad: kishore who is this make up box Kishore: this is the girl
Guy: I'm not mad to marry this clown
Guy dad: we are not so wealthy like you but we can't ever accept her even if you bribe us with whole property of yours
And they goes from there.

Many came no one showed the interest in her and she was cursed daily.

One day kishore came to her room and threw few papers on her face.
Kishore: look these are papers which shows how much I spend on you from your birth till now. Why can't you get out of our lives. Atleast run away or die so that we can live peacefully than banging our head on your life.

No guy is ready to accept you,you are like the black spot in my life and goes.

S(i.m): my dad kept the bills secured just to remind me that how big burden I'm in their life. Why I'm living but I won't run away like a coward. Someone will be there for me who will guide me to live.

Present

S(i.m): how can i foregt all those incidents. Randhir too will see me as a unwanted expenditure in his life. I need to think,next bills I too need to share. I can't see the same hatred towards me in his eyes. I need to think fast.

She was in her thoughts that another message came.
Uk: missing me
S: no.why
Uk: bad.i got hiccups so guessed it would be you
S:as if there's nobody around you
Uk: exactly.so tell me something about you
S: i told you I don't have an identity
Uk: then make one
S: i have to
Uk: I'll give you a simple tip.just close your eyes and think what makes you happy. There will be your answer.
S: bye

She was in the balcony and wind blew and she closed her eyes unknowingly and spread her arms . And she thought about her life till now.

Will continue in next part her dream and her first step to her life.

I need to tell you guys that in this story sanyu will be like this she won't transform to a diva. I want to showcase that you should be accepted the way you are not by appearance.

Next sanyu was lonely and always wanted love in her life. She didn't get that from the people surrounding her including rd but from an invisible person who didn't weigh her about her outer beauty. It's not love nor attraction but someone to hear her out.