A list of things you can never know:

-I hope you never know how my soul sets a fire from a match set by your golden eyes.
I hope you never know that if I glance away first, it's to conceal a mild blush.

-I hope you never know that sometimes I watch you from the corner of my eye just to see if you glance at me too.

-I hope you never know how your touch lingers on my skin for hours.

-I hope you never know how much I love touching your strong and calloused hands.

-I hope you never know that I search for you face in ever crowd even when I know you won't be there.

-I hope you never know that I get envious I get when you hug other girls and never me but am to shy to ask for one myself.

-I hope you never know that I constantly replay the way your voice cradles my name before I fall asleep every night.

-I hope you never know the way I will wear that dress because you said you loved it.

-I hope you never know that I keep the leather bracelet you took interest in on my nightstand or close to my heart.

-I hope you never know the sound of my heart breaking every time you leave.

-I hope you never know how I cried myself to sleep and refused to take care of myself for days after you started dating her.

-I hope you never remember how I stopped eating lunch and refused to look your way.

-I hope you never recall the blank and hopeless stares I had for everything and the way a smile never dated to cross my face. 

-I hope you never know how much I needed to hold you that day your mother died.

-I hope you never know how it was because I was afraid I'd lose you in losing her.

-I hope you never know how much it hurt to watch you act strong when I knew you we're breaking inside.

-I hope you never know how my life is a hurricane but around you I feel as if I've reached the eye of the storm.

-I hope you never know how I often you cross my mind because you almost never leave.

-I hope you never know that you're not the first guy I've ever loved.

-I hope you never know what my cry sounds like when I remember what lost love feels like.

-I hope you never know I'd give up everything for you.

-I hope you never know I'd put everything on the line for you: health; love; relationships.

-I hope you never know how much I love you.

And as long as you love her, you can never know.