"Why do you write sad things" is one of the hardest questions i've always been asked. How could i answer that? How could i tell you that all I have is sadness, and I can share to the world is sadness? How can I tell you that every time I get a little glimpse of happiness, I always just save it for myself, keeping it close to my heart, memorizing every detail and feeling, and not writing it down because writing it down feels a lot like giving it away, like I am letting that little happiness go. How could I tell you that I write said things to purge it out of my system? That it is impossible to write sad things without sadness consuming you to the core to the point that all you can do is bleed it out on paper. How could i tell you that? That i write sad things to let it out, hoping that one day it would never come back, that maybe one day, I will finally succeeded in writing on my sadness away.