"Love can't based on a reason..If love is based on one reason,when the reason finished,Love will be gone.."

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🎀 Prologue 🎀

It's been three years i last saw him..i have hold him..hugged him..kissed him..

That unbearable pain i am feeling,It's not new to me..i've been facing it for three years..

🍓🍓flashback🍓🍓

Three years ago,i lost him in an accident..We were going on a vacation on Busan to meet his family,suddenly the bus broke its balance and fallen down the Han river..

Many people got injured and some people got missing..i got several injuries as i woke up in the hospital bed three days after..

Ar first i didn't recognise the place and the incident..suddenly i remembered and paniked..i saw my brother sitting beside my bed and also my parents are standing as tears rolled down on their cheeks,when i lookef at them with pitiful eyes..

"Oppa..How is Tae?is he okay?" i panicked..

He stares at me blankly..

"Oppa..why don't you say anything??Oppa..he is okay, right?" but no one answers..

Tears beamed in my eyes.. "omma..where is Taehyung, Omma?i wanna meet him.." i started sobbing..

I began to remove all of the tubes and bandages from my body But I couldn't move my body because of several pains..

Oppa stopped me.."Eunji ah..can you please clam down?"

I sobbed loudly.."why don't anyone tell me anything?i just want to see my Tae.."

"We searched for him since the accident.. It's been 4 days..but nothing found..no traces for him..so,police suspects that he might not be alive..they searched every possible places..but nothing found.." he sighed..

"What do you mean he may not alive?what the fuck is going on with you guys?how can he not be alive?are you fucking got mad?" i shouted..

He come closer to me and hugged me tightly.."Eunji ah..clam down..It's not good for your health..your spines are badly injured.."

"You are joking right,Oppa?"i want to see the playful sight on his eyes,but i see only grief..

" baby..i am sorry.."he kept stroking on my back..

I sobbed loudly and suddenly all of my surrouding getting blurred and i became unconscious..

🍓🍓End of flashback🍓🍓

I came to Busan two months after the accident and met his family. I grew closer with his sister Meera..We became best friend..She is lot more Similar to him..she reminds me his caring nature..

I started living with my grandparents and made a strong bonding with his family..

My parents didn't let me live alone as i can't overcome him..But after time passes,my pains started to heal..

I still miss him like crazy..But I have Meera..She comforts me,cares for me and loves me..

My memories with him gotten stronger with his family's touch..he always kept saying about his family,his sister..so,it took a few days to befriend with Meera..

As time passes my sadden feeling becoming more strong..He is not with me,but his love still stays..

Meera always wants me to start a new life with someone..but i don't dare to do it..My All feelings stays for one person..i can't break anyone else's heart..

Love only flattenes once in a lifetime.. and i give all my love to Tae.. i've always thought that i can't live without him..

Yeah surely, because he is not with me now,but i have plenty of memories.. I can live with that..

As years passes by Meera began to start up blind dates for me and kept nagging..i've went to a few dates,but nothing works..i still don't like anyone else..

One day Meera got a scholarship in Seoul National University.. It's her long lost dream to read there, fulfil Tae's dream..he want to be a great musician and he gonna be surely one..but,God didn't let it happen..

I left Seoul for him and Meera is going to Seoul also for him to fulfil his long lost dream..

I am gonna miss Meera..she's been an angel to me..

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Please ignore my grammetrical mistakes..

Thank you..