A Heart To Heart and Mommy Issues
Author's Note: Thank you to @LilGalaxyTiger from Quotev for the idea used in this chapter. I am so sorry for the long wait. I hope you enjoy and please let me know what you all thought as feedback is always helpful. Anyway, now onto the story.
"Okay we should be safe here," Jane told Evie as she led her to a secret area in the school where Jane would always go to get away when things would become too much. Jane was basically the only person who knew where this place was and now Evie did too.
Evie smiled a little as she looked around. It was obvious this place was a safe place for the younger girl. It reminded her a lot of her own safe place, the hideout back on the Isle.
The hideout was the only place that had ever truly felt like home. It was their safe place to just be themselves and to get away. Evie would be lying if she said she didn't miss it. Evie just sighed as she knew that wasn't possible right now as they had to get their baby back first and she knew deep down there was a very strong possibility they would never go back there.
"Okay good so what did you want to talk about?" Evie asked the young fairy as she just sat down in one of the chairs and pushed aside her memories of the hideout that were starting to fill her brain.
Jane just closed her eyes as she opened them again. "It's just that I don't know. I mean I know my mom loves me but sometimes I just feel like I'm not her main priority," Jane began as some tears started to fall down her face.
Evie just slowly nodded as she pulled Jane close to her. Evie knew that again she was breaking her act, but she just couldn't help herself.
"I understand that things can feel that way but I assure you that you are definitely her top priority," Evie told Jane as she knew that sometimes things were hard, but no matter what a good mothers top priority is their baby.
While Fairy Godmother could be annoying and kind of frustrating with how she treats them Evie could tell that she was still a good mother and cared a lot about Jane even if it didn't seem that way to the young fairy.
"I don't know, I mean I know that she loves me. I just wish that she wasn't always so busy. It's like the coronation and Auradon Prep are both more important than I am to her. I know they're both really important but shouldn't I be important to her too?" Jane rambled out as more tears began to fall.
Evie just closed her eyes and took a deep breath. She wanted to help the younger girl but it was also hard when she knew what a horrible mom was like and hearing Jane complain when she had a good mom was starting to really upset and frustrate her as Jane honestly shouldn't be complaining right now.
Jane got to live in Auradon her whole life. She had never experienced hunger or true fear like they have. She has been living with luxury and riches with a nice family that loves her while they all suffered on the isle. Having to fight just to survive and having the only thing that had brought them joy and hope taken and ripped away from them by their own horrible monstrous parents.
Jane honestly had no clue what it was like to have a bad mom like Evie did and like most villain kids did as well. While Jane's mom can sometimes be oblivious to things she would never even come close to being as bad of a mom as the Evil Queen who used to beat Evie every day if she as much as messed up her make up. And who kidnapped her own granddaughter and just laughed as Evie kicked and screamed and begged her to not do that to her. Jane had no clue what that was like and she never would.
Not to mention that Evie was a mom herself and Evie while still pretty new to it all she knew how hard it can be to juggle between taking care of your baby and still accomplishing the daily tasks you need to complete especially when these were Fairy Godmother's jobs and how she made money.
Back when Mal was still her normal age Evie had struggled a lot with still being there to love and cherish on her baby while still trying to complete the important tasks like protecting the hideout and dealing with injuries from Carlos, Jay, Dizzy, and occasionally from Celia and the Smee twins as well.
It was something she still secretly regretted and felt guilt about when it came to being a mom. Evie loves her baby but sometimes she questions if she was ever truly as good of a mother as she had thought.
Maybe Jane was right that she should have spent more time with her baby. Maybe if Evie had spent more time with her that she wouldn't have been taken from her.
"Evie? Evie? Evie? Evie are you okay? Evie!" Jane cried out as she began to shake the older girl quickly snapping Evie back to reality as she just looked back at Jane.
"Oh sorry I must have dozed off so um what were you saying again?" Evie asked the young fairy in her ditzy voice trying to cover up the fact that she had been thinking about the Isle again and her baby girl who she was still trying to get back to her.
"Okay good sorry I thought something really bad happened you like started to just stare and not respond to anything for a few minutes it worried me," Jane told Evie who just nodded as she was feeling bad for scaring Jane like that she hadn't meant to just zone out like she did but sometimes it was just hard not to.
"Right sorry I just kinda do that sometimes I think Mal calls it daydreaming? Anyway back to what you were saying again," Evie told Jane in her fake ditzy voice trying to play it off and to avoid being questioned.
Jane just gave Evie a small smile as she began to continue again. "Yeah I've done that a few times. Anyway what I was saying was that I know my mom loves me and stuff but I just wish she wasn't always so busy. I want to have time with her to go do things or to just be together but she's always so busy and I never get to see her ever. And I've been trying so hard to live up to the Auradon standards and to fit in with people but it's just been so hard. Sometimes I feel like I just don't belong anywhere," Jane rambled out again as she started to cry making Evie feel bad as she just pulled Jane close to her.
Evie knew exactly what it felt like to feel like you weren't good enough or didn't fit in anywhere. Evie had honestly felt that way a lot, not that she would ever admit that to anyone as that shows weakness and Evie Queen is not a weak person.
"Jane it's okay I know it can be hard sometimes but I guarantee that your mom loves you and you're her number one priority. Have you ever spoken to her about how you feel?" Evie asked the younger girl who just shook her head no.
"I can't she'll get upset and I don't want to upset my mom. Besides these jobs are important and she loves them. She'll never forgive me if I end up making her lose this job," Jane cried out, making Evie sigh as she unfortunately also knew what it was like to be afraid to talk to your mom, especially about something like that.
"I understand that trust me my mom is definitely not the best person to have a heart to heart with also but I do think you should give your mom a chance," Evie told Jane as she hugged her again.
"Yeah you're probably right I'll think about it um thanks Evie I just really needed to get this off my chest. I should probably go home now it's getting late and my mom will freak out if she sees I'm gone," Jane told Evie as she quickly started to get up.
"Yeah I should probably get back also Mal will be terrified if she wakes up and sees I'm gone oh and Jane don't worry too much about fitting in," Evie told Jane as she quickly hugged the younger girl one last time and made her way back to her dorm just hoping that she would get back before Mal woke up which she knew would be very soon.
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