Guess who's having a moment?

Me!

I just want to say Jem Carstairs is currently melting my soul. Just thinking about Jem is killing me right now. I love that boy.

I was trying to write a list a reasons why Jem was perfect (for another chapter) a moment ago and I ended up rolling around thinking completely about my love for Jem.

Jem!

JEM!!!!!!!!!!!

JEMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!

I swear if cassie kills him in TDA or TWP I will be very very mad.

And I shall express my very very madness in this book.

I swear this is gonna become more of a ranty book about ranty shadowhunter and Jem Will Jace stuff.

But really I read somewhere that Julian was gonna be even more perfection than Jace Will and Jem. I mean HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE!!!

HOW COULD YOU POSSIBLY OUT PERFECTION MY BABIES!!!!!

But then again there was that but in CoHF when it was like *btw spoilers but you already knew that*

Emma: parabatai is a big deal Jules. Its forever.

Julian: aren't we forever

And I was just like OMG OMG HOW OMG JULIAN I LOVE HIS SO MUCH!!!!!!

and he was 12 then.

What's he gonna be like at 17.

Prepare yourselves I have I feeling we're all gonna fall in love with Jules (even though I could never leave my Jem and Will behind)

I was talking about Jem a moment ago and now I'm unintentionally talking about Julian who we know very little about...

Life of a shadowhunter chronicles fangirl is all I can say....

But really jem okay I'm gonna shut up before I start again.!.!