My heart was in my throat as I watched Ryan lather his body up with soap. I bit my lip, watching his hands go over his arms, his toned stomach and then down to his manhood that stood at attention.

The ache between my legs was unbearable and I hated how I couldn't make love to this man, not yet, at least. I knew it would be soon, only a matter of days but standing next to him in this small shower was absolute torture. Especially when he moaned my name as he jerked himself off.

Ryan turned to me, lathering up more soap and washing my body with his gentle touch. I gasped when he went over the swell of my breasts, my nipples already super sensitive from our earlier activity, down my sides, turning so he could wash my back and my ass.

Ryan's lips were on my neck, pushing my wet hair off to the side so he could place open mouth kisses at my exploded skin. I fell back into him as his hand snaked their way around my stomach and then down to the apex of my thighs where I so desperately needed his touch.

It didn't take him long to bring me to pleasure, his fingers moving against my clit that had me grasping onto Ryan with my every fiber of my being as I went to that blissful place. I reached for Ryan's mouth, needing to kiss him as he touched my wetness once more. Small, tight circles in a slow motion. My heart rate picked up as I began to pant into his mouth. Ryan broke the kiss, whispering sweet nothings in my ear until I came on his fingers for the second time in only a matter of minutes.

The way Ryan touched me was indescribable, lighting fire on my skin with every touch.

I turned in his arms, wrapping my hand around his thickness as I reached up on my tippy toes to whisper in his ear. "My turn to please you." I looked up at him with innocent eyes and he cursed as I got down on my knees with the hot water cascading down my back.

I bit my lip staring up at Ryan and then smiled to myself as I finally got what I wanted. I've been waiting for the perfect moment to have him in my mouth. Even though I didn't know what I was doing, I wanted to show him that I'm willing to try anything with him. That my love for Ryan goes so far that I want to please him with any way that I could.

So tonight, it was going to be my mouth. Something I've been longing to do ever since I first got the chance to touch Ryan, maybe even before then.

I know I wasn't going to be a pro, or remotely good at this, but I knew that didn't matter to him. He looked down at me with love, underlined with want and need. I could tell by the way he held his breath he was waiting in anticipation. I took him in my hands, jerking him off a few times before I opened my mouth and pressed a soft kiss to his tip.

He cursed, trying not to jerk his hips towards me but failed. It edged me on, knowing that was a good thing. I repeated the process, looking up at him the whole time so I could judge his reactions. He liked it when I licked around his crown and then down his shaft, but not when I accidentally nipped him with my teeth.

I took him into my mouth, hollowing my cheeks and sucked. The curse that fell from his lips had me pulling harder, so much I had to catch my breath and let go of him.

I wrapped my hand around his base, knowing I wanted to get as much of him into my mouth. I relaxed my jaw, opened my mouth as wide as it would let me and pushed past my gag reflexes. "Fuck!" The curse that fell from his lips was worth the pain as I pushed myself further onto him.

I groaned around his length, tasting his precum for the first time as it landed on my tongue. I was surprised at how sweet it was along with a taste of saltiness.

It tasted like Ryan.

"Dani," he moaned, pushing my wet bangs out of my face. "You're doing amazing. Your mouth feels so good." His sweet praises was all I needed to push myself further. I went off his moans, repeating what I was doing until he cursed or his hips buck.

"I'm close," he growled as I took his balls into my hand, gently massaging them as I jerked his dick a few times with the other. "If you don't want me to cum in your mouth..." he couldn't finish that sentence as his thighs tightened, showing off his strong muscles and his dick twitched on my tongue.

I opened my mouth wide, sticking my tongue out as I jerked him as fast as I could. "Danielle," he moaned as his hot seed spurted out of his tip. I kept my mouth opened, jerking him through his orgasm as his cum landed on my tongue, lips, and everywhere else on my face. He looked down at me with pure adoration, like he couldn't believe I just got him off with my mouth and also that I just made him cum.

Ryan let out a few shuddering breaths, running his fingers through his wet hair before bending down and giving me an open mouth kiss. I moaned into it, his tongue finding mine in sweet dominance as he pulled me up from my knees.

Ryan's hands were in between my legs again, I let out a loud moan, falling into him as his fingers dipped inside of me. Normally I would be against this, but the water washed away any evidence of my period and truth be told, I needed him. My desire was more than I could bear so when his thumb grazed my clit, I completely lost it.

"Ryan!"
"That's it, baby," he coaxed, drawing out my orgasm in only a few strokes. I came with his name on my lips, like a whisper in the night as he held onto me tightly. I felt the waves of pleasure washing over me, more powerful than the one he gave me earlier and I knew if it wasn't for him holding me up, I would be a puddle on the floor.

I held onto Ryan as he pushed us back under the spray of the water that was now lukewarm. He lathered both of us up again, rinsed off and wrapped a towel around my shivering body. The sun was down at this point and for the shower being outside, I felt the coldness seep into my body.

"Let's get dressed and I'll cook us something to dinner." My heart leaped out of my chest when he kissed my forehead. I smiled up at him, kissing his nose in return.

**

Ryan's way of cooking was actually reheating a few In-N-Out burgers. I laughed so loud when he pulled out the bags from a cooler. He gave me a sheepish look but all I could do was wrap my arms around his shoulder and place a kiss on his cheek.

We managed to reheat them over the open flame which just made the experience of camping and eating a delicious burger so much better.

I snuggled up next to Ryan, sipping on a hot chocolate when my mind started to wonder. Things between us were good now. Our feelings were out in the open and we've broken up with our respected partners. Well, I shouldn't have been with Erik in the first place. He is not good boyfriend material, if anything, he's just good for a good hook up - if that. I just needed a distraction from Ryan and when he came calling, I answered.

Which, I should have never done, but if I didn't, I wouldn't have been in Malibu at the right time for everything to go down. Ryan and I would still be messing around, both of us obvious to our feelings. I hated to think how long that could have gone on before one of us decided this wasn't a good thing for us.

But everything led to this moment; where I was wrapped up in his arms beneath the stars in the Arizona desert, his heart beating softly in my ear as I laid my head on his chest. I synced my breathing with his, knowing our first night together as a couple couldn't have happened at a better time.

Ryan sighed, holding me tighter as he laid his head on top of mine. "Penny for your thoughts?"
"Just wondering what's going to happen when we get back home."
"What do you mean?" He sighed again and I didn't like that.
"Madison, she still lives with me and it's not like I can ask you to move in right away even though that's what I want." I breathed a little sigh of relief. I was wondering if he was regretting things with us but I should know better than to think that.
"Oh, well, I'm sure Madison will move out when she finds somewhere new."
"Yeah, I guess I'm a little selfish and want you with me, sooner than later."
"Ryan, I'm not going anywhere." I pulled back so I could look into his eyes, "I'm with you now and I'm not going to let you go. If you want me to move in, I will. There's no rush when we have forever."
"Forever?" He smiled, looking down at me.
"Yes, forever. I don't want anyone else but you." He closed his eyes and sighed against me again. This time I could tell it was in contempt.
"I don't want anyone else, either. You're my forever, Dani, and that's never going to change." Ryan leaned down, kissing me until we both lost our breaths. When he pulled away, I knew he really meant it.

I was going to spend forever with this man and I couldn't wait.

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A/N: Super short chapter but I felt like this was a good place to finish it before Ryan and Dani head to Phoenix for the race. Let's just say, things are going to get interesting...