I gasped as I felt Ryan's breath at the apex of my thighs, both cool and hot on my wet cunt. "Has he touched you yet?" Ryan's voice was low and demanding as he brushed his nose against my center. "You smell fucking divine."
"He touched me earlier tonight," Ryan dug his nails into my skin in response, "he couldn't get me wet." I could feel Ryan's smile on my inner thigh as he kissed me, like this was exactly what he wanted to hear.
"Good, because your pussy fucking belongs to me and to no one else." I didn't have time to register his words because Ryan wrapped his arms around either side of my thigh, bent down and licked me from bottom to top.
"Fuck!"

I let out a loud moan and tightened my thighs around Ryan's head as he wrapped his mouth around my clit and began licking. I've never felt anything like this before. Not even with my own fingers and a few toys I've experimented with over the years but this? Holy shit.

"Ryannnn," I whined, not sure what to do with my hands as I tensed up. One found their way into his curly hair, pulling and tugging him as I pushed his face into my cunt and the other grabbed a fist full of his duvet as I gasped and cursed out his name.

I couldn't even begin to describe how Ryan's tongue felt; licking and lapping at my wetness as he circled my clit and then dipping down to tease my entrance. He didn't rush, taking his time like he had all night to enjoy the feast in front of him but I felt that rush began to grow and grow until I was calling out his name in pleasure as my thighs began to shake.

"Fuck," Ryan cursed, making obscene noises as he licked up the endless wetness from my first orgasm as he wrapped his mouth around my sensitive nub again.
"Ry," I breathed, sitting up on my elbows and watched as his tongue darted out to lick me as his eyes met mine. He stared at me with a wicked gleam on his lips and pressed down on my hips to hold me in place.

I was unprepared for his fingers, so much so I began to lash out and cursed Ryan's name to heaven as two fingers curled in and out of me at a lazy pace. Ryan laughed against me, telling me to stop moving so much or he'd stop. I obeyed, allowing myself to fall for the way his tongue licked me from top to bottom, around my clit and then down to my entrance were his fingers were deep in me, twisting and curling to find that spot that had my legs jerking around his head.

I felt my orgasm deep within my core, Ryan's fingers reaching for it until I felt a wave of warmth and pleasure wash over my body. "Ryan," I moaned, completely out of breath and gasping for breath. "I'm close," I warned, knowing that any moment his tongue was going to take me to paradise.
"Fuck," I can't take this anymore." Ryan stood up, pushing his jeans down far enough to release his cock and took it in his hands.

For a brief second I thought he was going to fuck me, but then he got down on his knees again. I hated how disappointment ran through me, but now wasn't the time. Ryan promised me I would experience everything that I wanted and I knew us having sex was going to be the last thing and if that was going to be it, then I wanted it to wait.

I'm not ready to let Ryan go, not yet, not when he knows his way around a woman's body, not when he knows how to make me wet with just his words. Giving up Ryan meant I would lose all of that and I'm afraid if I let that go, then I would lose him.

If I lost Ryan, I would lose everything.

"Danielle," Ryan moaning my name broke me out of my thoughts and the look on his face had me grabbing the back of his neck and pulling him up onto the bed.

My lips crashed against his in a hungry frenzy as I wrapped my legs around his center. "Condom?" Ryan breathed, looking down to where we were almost connected, his cock between my wet lips.
"I'm not going to last much longer," I breathed, moving against him and moaning when I felt the ridge of his cock, this new sensation causing my clit to twitch.
"Dani," he groaned, making a strained face. "I can't..." Ryan's hips jerked forward as I squeezed my legs tighter around him. I knew what he meant, the temptation was too strong.
"I want to, so fucking much, but..."
"Soon?" He breathed against my lips.
"Yes," I gasped, arching my back off the bed as his cock rubbed against my clit just right that had me clinging onto him. "I'm close," I confessed, running my hands down his back, pushing his jeans down further so I could touch his ass as I looked for that relief that was almost instant.
"Dani!" Ryan came with my name on his lips, his hips stuttering against me as I felt his warm cum land on my stomach. His orgasm brought my own, sending me over that blissful edge as I gave myself completely over to Ryan.

I came back down from my high to Ryan staring at me, he was still hoovering over me, not moving, but staring intently into my eyes. He was giving me the same look from earlier and I still couldn't grasp what it meant.

"Say something." I whispered, desperate to know what he was thinking as my heart beat wildly out of my chest. Ryan just shook his head, shifting to his side, pulling me close to him and pressed his lips to mine.

I sighed into the kiss, knowing this was different somehow, but I wasn't going to ponder over it, not when his tongue is caressing mine in a way that had me whimpering and digging my fingernails into his soft flesh at his hips. Ryan moaned, tilting my head to deepen the kiss. I could feel desire stir in the pit of my stomach and I knew if he kept this up, things would go further tonight and even though he wants to, I'm not so sure that I'm ready.

Ryan rolled over, pulling me on top of him as the kiss got more frantic; his hands went to my hips, pushing me down until I felt his semi against my center. I moaned loudly, my already sensitive clit causing my legs to shake with every pass of his cock. "I'm going to cum again if you keep that up." I breathed into Ryan's neck, nipping his skin with my teeth lightly.

Ryan's answer was to move faster against me, his cock fully hard now and all I would have to do was shift lightly and he would be inside me. "We don't have to tonight," Ryan breathed, pushing my hair out of my face. He must have seen the anguish on my face and I wish I could tell him why we couldn't. I was afraid that I would lose him if we did, not because I wasn't ready. "This is perfect, just like this."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, Dani, you have no idea how good this feels. Your wetness rubbing against my cock." Ryan groaned, biting my lip as he did. "As much as I want to be buried inside you, I want to drag this out as long as we can. I feel fucking selfish when it comes to you." My body began to shake at his confession, the ridge of his crow drawing out another orgasm as his hips sloppy moved against mine.
"Then be selfish, Ry," I licked his ear, squeezing my legs together to trap his dick between my pussy lips. He moaned out my name, arching his back off the bed as he came.

Watching Ryan come undone was a beautiful sight that I wanted to see for the rest of my life. His eyes fluttered shut as his mouth fell open and then the string of curses before settling on a soft smile.

Watching him had my heart fluttering and I was so fucking gone for this man.

Ryan's eyes opened and locked with mine as a small laugh left his lips, then he cursed looking over my shoulder. "What is it?" I looked to where he was looking and saw his security monitor. Both Bubba and Chase were standing at his door talking. "Shit." I jumped off of Ryan, running into his bathroom as I gathered my yoga pants, silently thanking Ryan for not undressing me totally. "Here," I threw him a washcloth as he cleaned himself up and pulled up his jeans. I was about to shut the door for some privacy when he stopped me.
"Stay? I know Chase knows about us, but I can say you were just laying down?" I bit my lip, pondering about staying but I know I shouldn't.
"Bubba will see right through us, it's already bad enough that Chase knows even though I trust him. Bubba? Not so much." The doorbell rang and suddenly Bubba was calling out Ryan's name.
"Do you want me to go out so you can leave?"
"No, I'll figure something out." Ryan hesitated for a second, looking over his shoulder to where we both could saw Bubba walking up the stairs and then he kissed me on the forehead before shutting the bathroom door.

I stood there, shell shock.

He just kissed me on my forehead.

I reached up, touching where his lips just were and I could still feel the ghost of them. Is this what he meant when he said he still felt my kiss on his cheek hours later?

I looked in the mirror, taking in my messy hair and bruised lips. I knew I couldn't stay here and ponder why he just kissed me like that. I quickly got cleaned up, raided his medicine cabinet and snagged a BodyArmor off of his nightstand.

"Thanks, Ry, found what I was looking for." I shook the bottle of pain pills, ignoring the dropped jaw of Chase and the dumbfounded look on Bubba's as I made my way to the door. I briefly glanced over my shoulder to Ryan. "I'll return these in the morning." I hope he caught on to what I was saying, because walking out of his RV tonight was painful. I already wanted to see him again.

"There you are! I kept calling you but you must've left your cell phone in my RV." I jumped when arms wrapped around me and lips pressed against my neck.
"Erik! What are you doing back from the strip so soon?"
"Missing my girl." He hugged me tighter and I wish I could find comfort in this, but I couldn't.

I hate that I couldn't.

"Sure," I laughed, turning in his arm, allowing him to kiss me real quickly on the lips.
"Feeling any better?" I shook my head no and held up the bottle of pills that seem to be my lifeline tonight.
"I couldn't find any Ginger Ale, so this had to do." I pulled Ryan's BodyArmor, thankfully glad it was full and unopened.
"So that means we can't finish what we started earlier?" He wiggled his eyes suggestively and I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't. "Oh, you really are sick, I'm sorry, Danielle. Blame the alcohol."
"It's fine, I'm just going to turn in early if that's okay?"
"That's fine, babe." Erik helped me into this motorhome, taking it upon himself to get me some water and some other medicine if what I got didn't work.

I had to give him credit for trying and I loved that he was. Just, when he left me alone in his bedroom, it wasn't Erik I was craving, it was Ryan.

It was always going to be Ryan.

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A/N: Sorry this was a short chapter, but I do hope you liked it!