"How was today?" Madison laid her head on my chest as her fingers played with the fine hair around my belly button.
"Long," I sighed, not even thinking about work related stuff, everything that happened afterwards is what has me so exhausted and on edge. "Do you mind if we just go to sleep?" Madison looked up at me with a concerned look.
"Are you okay? Because normally if I go to bed wearing one of your tshirts, you usually can't keep your hands off of me." Which is 100% true. There's nothing like seeing your girl wearing one of your shirts that barely reach the top of her thighs.

Just, how can I touch Madison when my mind is on Danielle?

"Believe me, I would, but today took a lot out of me."
"You leave for Daytona soon." I could hear the sadness in her voice and it killed me. "She's never guilt me into sex before and I knew we were heading down that route, but I couldn't tonight. Not after...

I knew it was too late when Madison's hand reached below the blanket and suddenly her mouth was there. My body wanted one thing while my mind wanted another.

Tonight, my body got what it wanted.

**

"Ryan, we can't tonight." Dani broke the kiss, her heavy breath blowing on my neck in a long sigh.
"Why?" My hands landed at her sides as I pushed the fabric of her yoga pants down until she physically stopped me. "I thought this is what you wanted?"
"That's not the issue here, Ry." She looked up at me and gave me a pointed look like I should figure out why she's stopping me, and then it hit me.

She was on her period.

"Oh." I backed away from her and ran my hand through my hair.

"Yeah, oh."

"How long?"

"A week."

"Fuck! We'll be in Daytona then. I... I can't wait that long, Dani. This craving..."

"I know, Ry, I feel it, too. I ache so fucking much and I can't do anything about it. Well, I could let you touch me, but I really don't want this during my first time."

My mind was racing with alternatives; I could worship her body with my touch. No, I would want to do more than that and I wouldn't be able to.

"You could, um, teach me how to, you know." My eyes locked with hers as she broke me out of my train of thought.
"Teach you, what?" Dani bit her bottom lip and purposely looked down my body until she landed on my hardening cock. I closed my eyes and moaned as my body shook with just the idea of her warm mouth around me. "We can do that, if you want?" Her voice was breathless and I knew she was walking closer to me by the way her perfume reached out and danced around my skin.

I swallowed when I felt her tiny fingers at my belt as she slowly undid it. Then she fumbled over the button of my jeans and I reached out to stop her.

"Not tonight," I whispered against my will. She looked a little hurt and I shook my head. "It's not because I don't want you to, because fuck, I do, but if you're going to touch me, I want to be able to return the favor. I'm not one to take and not give."

"So, we're at a standstill tonight then, aren't we?"

"I'm afraid so," I sighed, "what's your schedule like for Daytona?"

"Just as bad as yours."

"I'll come find you."

"How is that going to work? Your friends and family will be there."

"Are you forgetting that you're my friend? You've always come down to Daytona with my family."

"Feels different this time around." Dani walked away from me, grabbing herself a class of whiskey and took a tiny sip.

"We can't let it be different. We can't let anyone get wind that there's something going on between us." She sat down her glass and looked at me.

"Tell me what you told Chase that night after I left."

"Okay, so there's one person that knows."

"And?"

"He won't say anything, Dani, if that's what you're worried about. He could have by now and he hasn't." I took the glass from her and downed the rest of the contents. "There's nothing to worry about."

But that's where I was wrong, there was a million things to worry about.

**

"You're staring again." I blinked away from Dani as she stood outside of the garage, waiting for Erik to climb out of his car.
"I have no idea what you're talking about." I gave Chase a fake smile and headed towards the hauler to get out of my firesuit. Dani and I had plans this afternoon and I would be damned if anyone was going to get in the way of them.
"Ryan," he warned, grabbing my arm and stopping me. "I'm not supposed to tell you this, but Madison is flying in today. Erin let it slip to Byron and he told me. Apparently the girls have a party planned."
"That explains why Madison kept asking me what my schedule was for tonight. I told her I had media obligations."
"You shouldn't lie to your girl." A mixture of guilt and anger ran through me when Chase said that. "This is the last time I'm giving you a heads up. You fucking owe me." Chase knocked his shoulder with mine and I knew I really pissed him off. I fucking swear, I can never get anything past him.

I pulled out my phone and sighed. Change of plans, how do you feel about going to a party? I watched as Dani pulled her phone out of her pocket and read my message. I hated that her shoulders visibly fell.

I already told Erin I couldn't make it... guess I'll tell her my plans got canceled.

I'll give you want you want tonight, I promise.

I pocketed my phone with the determination that I was going to make this work.

Somehow.

**

I was drunk.

Madison's flight got cancelled due to the storms in Charlotte.

And Danielle was wearing that fucking jumper from the night she came over to my house with an off the shoulder shirt and little boots that had her full legs on display. My fingers itched to know what was underneath, did she have lacy underwear on? Or the classic cotton that seemed to always get to me.

Or maybe nothing?

I grinned at the last thought. It was about time for me to find out.

I made my way through the thick crowd of people in the bar we were all squeezed into. Erin somehow managed to invite the whole NASCAR population for one last hoorah on Daytona Beach. I secretly thanked my sister for the dark bar because you didn't know who was who until you were almost on top of them.

However, I could always pick out Dani in a crowd. Her bright blonde hair and ruby red lips were a beacon that called out to me and right now, I was heading right towards her light. I watched as her lips wrapped around a straw as she caught sight of me. She hallowed her cheeks as she pulled on the drink and I knew exactly what she was doing.

Danielle always got like this when she was drunk and I always ignored the comeons she would make towards me. I found out over time that girls can get horny as fuck when they're drunk and they don't care who they hook up with. I always respected Danielle and never allowed her to make a decision she would regret in the morning.

But tonight?

We wouldn't regret this. We both wanted each other and I was going to touch her in away that the only regret she'll have is that she didn't ask me sooner.

"Follow me," I breathed into her ear as I casually walked by. I didn't have to look back to see if she was following me, because I know she would. As we got closer to the dark corner near the bathrooms, I made a mental note of where everyone was.

Erin was wrapped up in William's arms as they talked to another couple. Chase was following a waitress and I knew exactly what he planned on doing. Fuck him for yelling at me when he's hooking up with other girls, too. Bubba was in the middle of the dance floor owning the room and Erik?

"He's not here." I looked at Dani and she knew what I was doing. "Toyota had a partners meeting tonight." That's all I needed to grab her hand and pulled her into the corner.

My lips where on her neck, kissing and sucking as her arms went around my waist. "You look fucking ravenous tonight." I confessed.
"Won't anyone see us?"
"Look around, no one is paying attention." My mouth was at her neck again as my hand found her thigh.
"I can't believe we're doing this," she breathed.
"Do you want me to stop?" I pulled back to look at her. Her eyelids were hooded and her lips parted. She was too turned on to back away from this, but I would if she gave me any inclination that she couldn't go through with this.

Wordlessly, she grabbed the hand that was on her thigh and moved it higher and higher until her dressed was now bunched around her waist. I crowded against her so no one would see, my free hand at the apex of her thighs as my lips found her neck once more.

"Touch me, Ryan." She breathed into my ear, her free hand now pulling on my hair as my fingers brushed against the fabric that was blocking the place I so desired to be.

I pulled back from Dani, watching her eyes as I slipped my fingers inside her panties. She bit her lower lip to hide her smile when I realized she was bare to the touch and then she let out a blissful moan when I touched her wetness.

It took everything I had to not combust when I finally felt her warmth. I knocked my nose against hers and sought out her lips. She moaned into my mouth as I began to explore her folds, my fingers circling her little nub of pleasure before dipping down further and teasing with her entrance.

"I can't get over how wet you are," I groaned, licking back into her mouth as she wrapped her arms around me to hold on tight.
"You feel so fucking good." Her head fell back against the wall as she closed her eyes. Her mouth parted as little whimpers that I could only hear shot right to my groin.

She was making me so fucking hard and it took all I had to not unbutton my jeans and take her right here and right now.

My mouth was on her neck again as I inserted one finger into her. I felt her squeeze around me at this new sensation for her. I looked at her expression and saw a small smile that faded into a look of pure pleasure.

I carefully added another finger, moving them in and out slowly, my fingers curling into that come hither motion as my thumb found her clit.

"Ryan," she moaned and that went straight to my dick. I shook my head to stop the thoughts of fucking her right now and began to move my fingers faster against her so I could hear her say my name again. She must have heard my silent plea because her moans were a little louder and my name sounded so sinful.
"Shhh," I whispered against her lips as I kissed her. "As much as I need you to scream my name, we're still in public." She nodded her head, her eyes still forced close.
"I'm so close," she sighed and I felt her thighs begin to tremble and her fingernails started to dig into me. "Ryan," she gasped grabbing my hand and pushing it into her more.
"Come for me, Dani." I felt her wetness explode all over my fingers the moment she lost control.

Dani fell into me, her body shaking as she cursed my name and held my hand between her legs. I continued to move my fingers in her, drawing out another orgasm that had her completely ruined by the way she could barely keep her eyes open and her mouth in a silent moan.

"Holy fuck," Dani's lustful eyes found mine and her mouth attacked my neck. "Let me take care of you?" She took my hand that was between her legs and brought them up to her lips. I watched in disbelief as she licked her come off my fingers and then took two into her mouth.

Shit.

"Let's get out of here."