Brandon's POV:

It's been 5 days since Tatum found out about her face reconstruction
surgery and she hasn't spoken to us since. The doctor says that she needs more time to process everything.I'm just worried, what is on her mind right now. I just need her to be ok, that's all.I get up from my bed and head to the shower.Maybe a cold shower would ease my mind for a bit.

Samuel's POV:

It's been 2 weeks since Tatum left me. Yes,I'm keeping count. I can't believe that she's not here. Everyday when I wake up it feels like it's just a dream and that she's about to walk into my door any moment.

A few days ago,Tatum's brother Toby came to give back all Tatum's things that I ever gave her, even photos. Does she hate me so much. He said that she wants nothing to do with me anymore and that she'll never want to speak to me again. It's almost like she never had feelings for me. I feel lost without her.

I'm snapped out of my thoughts by a knock on the door. I head downstairs and open the front door to see that it's one of my close friends,Jacob.

"Bro, where have you been, I've been trying to contact you for 2 weeks, and I even came to your house a few times but you weren't here " Jacob says letting himself in.
I close the front door and turn around to face Jacob sitting on my couch.

"I've been busy"i say flatly

"Bro, is it Tatum keeping u busy, she's taking too much of your time" he says and I stiffen at the thought of her,what would we have been doing if she was here now.

"I wish she was"i say and sit opposite him.

"What do mean,ah trouble in paradise,I see " he says

"Just shut up" I'm starting to get really annoyed with him right now.

I walk to the kitchen and take out another beer.
Jacob soon comes into the kitchen following behind me.

"You want one " i offer him. But he doesn't even take note of what I said.

" What the hell, why have you been drinking so much"he says pointing at the empty beer bottles laying around my kitchen. I just shrug

"Here's enough beer bottles that'll last me for at least a month,were you keeping a party without me?"

"She's gone" i say

"What?"

"I said she's gone, Tatum left me"i say, tensing up at the thought that she won't come back.

I tell him about everything that happened since she came over the day before she left.

"Woah, I don't know what to say bro, u really love her don't you " he asks

"More than anything" i say

"Look I get that you love her, but she left you just like that, so it's not meant to be, so I think that you should move on too, you're just gonna kill yourself if you carry on like this"he says looking at the empty beer bottles spread around my kitchen.

"Yeah, but she was everything to me"

"But she threw you away like trash, so get over her bro,there's a lot of chicks out there,what did she have that other girls don't have " he says, thinking that I can't answer his question

"She had everything that other girls didn't have, she was different, she was perfect even with her flaws, she was everything to me, she was Tatum" i say. She was my joy, my muse, my source of happiness and now she's gone.

Tatum's POV:

Something seems so off. About my whole life, i know, what do I expect, I just lost my memory and my face was reconstructed, but something just feels wrong. I have this pain in my heart that I can't explain, it feels like a part of me is far away.I don't know maybe I'm just imagining things.

I do my daily routine with my new nurse Julie, she's really great, it seems like the other nurse couldn't put up with me anymore.

My broken bones haven't completely healed yet, but the doctor says that I'm almost there, but it's going to take longer for my face to heal completely.

"Julie can u call my parents please, tell them that I wanna see them" i ask.

"Sure thing" she says and soon leaves.

Samuel's POV:

"Bro, u need 2 get out, let's go somewhere to a bar or something, have a couple of drinks and chicks. "Jacob suggested happily.

" You know that I'm not in the mood"

"You need to find a way to forget about her,she's moved on, she's probably with some other guy right now " he says and the thought of Tatum with someone else makes me furious.

" You know what, we should go, come on"

...................................

We went to the bar and I hit it off with Sabrina, we met at the bar we talked and she was actually good company, she has short blond hair with hazel brown blue eyes, Jacob told me 2 look for someone that looks completely opposite of Tatum.While Jacob was getting his own, Sabrina and I left to my place,but we didn't do anything though.I couldn't,it didn't feel right. It felt like I was about to cheat on Tatum, I can't.I feel guilty,but Sabrina slept over because she was too drunk, so I let her sleep in the guest room.

I head in to my room and throw myself onto my bed.I'm just tired, tired of this night, tired of this week, tired of waiting, tired of remembering, I'm tired of loving Tatum so much that I've longed for her ever since she left out my door.

After doing some serious thinking, I've got my plan for what I'm gonna do about this.I can't leave it just like this,I have to try to get Tatum back.I drift off into a deep sleeping, with nothing else on my mind but the one that has my heart...

"...Tatum, come back "