"Michael, my sister called me this morning" I said as we sat at the table by the barbeque area.

"You have a sister?" Michael asked and stopped chewing his gum for a second. He leaned back in his chair and looked at me. "Tell me about her" He said and crossed his arms.

"Well... she's a couple years older than me and she works at a spa. She called and asked if ... you and I wanted to go there some day. I think she'd really love to meet you." I smirked.

"A spa huh?" Michael chuckled and looked at me. I nodded, biting my lip.

" Would you wanna go?" I asked slowly.

"Uhm... I don't really do that kind of stuff... but, alright" He winked and sat up. " I'll tell my security, do you want to go today?"

I smiled widely and nodded.

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We were sitting in a black Mercedes that was driving us to the spa.

"Is this our first date?" Michael smiled and slowly took my hand. I took a deep breath, I was still not used to being Michael Jackson's girl. I looked at him and just nodded with a smirk on my face.

"I'm so happy to go there with you, I'm sure you enjoy it. " I said and stroked his arm. He bit his lip and looked at my hand, then nodded.

When we arrived Michael and I had to go through the back entrance, which I never had to do before, of course. Nobody saw us and we quickly went to a private room of the spa.

My sister came in and I could see on her face how excited she was. She waved at me and smiled widely, then went right to Michael.

"Hello, I am Joanna, Susan's sister. I didn't expect at all that you were going to actually come here. " She chuckled. " But Susan told me you are very friendly" She added and shook Michael hand, holding it with both her hands, she was that starstruck. I giggled. I hadn't told her that Michael and I were dating, just that we were on really good terms. This couldn't go to the press, I'm sure that's not what Michael would want.

" It's nice to meet you Joanna" Michael said and smiled shyly.

"So, what are you going for? Massages? I'd recommend the Indian bath massage treatment" She said and showed us a catalogue.

"Looks good, what do you think Michael?" I looked at him. He nodded "Whatever you like" He winked as Joanna wasn't looking.

We changed into bathing suits and as I stepped out of my changing room and saw Michael wearing his bathing suit I felt my heart beat increase. I had never seen him wearing only this little and he looked damn good. I tried not to stare, but he noticed and blushed, shaking his head.

"You look gorgeous Susan" he said and eyes me up and down. We went into a room with a large tub that had two spots to lie down in. I chuckled, thinking this would be awkward if Michael and I weren't actually dating.

As we lay in the warm water our backs leaning against the bathtub wall two masseuses were massaging us, one of them was Joanna. Of course she worked on Michael.

"Are you enjoying Mr. Jackson?" Joanna asked.

"Mhm" Michael whispered and closed his eyes, sighing in comfort. I recognized a little insecurity in his voice. I secretly moved my hand to his underwater and held it. He glanced at me smiled lightly. After some time they both left the room, saying they would be back soon.

Michael and I looked at each other. "That was nice." Michael said. "I don't usually do this, unless I have to"

"Why not?" I asked, stroking his arm.

Michael sighted and shook his head. "I don't know, I'm not comfortable being touched by strangers all that much, you know?"

"Yeah, I understand that" I said.

"Really? Well, it was nicer now that you were here with me" He smiled and stroked my back. "Let me try this, tell me if it feels good" He started massaging my back. I closed my eyes in comfort, feeling his big warm hands on my skin.

"It feels amazing Michael, are you good at everything you're doing?" I chuckled. Michael rolled his eyes and smiled.

"Let me try ok?" I asked and Michael nodded, biting his lip. He turned his back towards me and I touched him slowly. I imagined all the fans who would kill to take my place and smiled. I gently stroked down his back, feeling his soft skin. I run my fingertips over the whole of his back and he got goose bumps.

He quickly turned around and took my hands in his. "You're making me feel way too good" he smiled and blushed, then leaned closer to me and kissed me gently.

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Back at home we sat on his bed and fell right back, staring at the ceiling.

"That was a nice afternoon" Michael sighed and took my hand.

"Thank you for doing this, I know it's not easy for you to get out without people noticing." I turned my head to him and stared into his dreamy eyes.

"Yes it isn't easy but it was worth it" he smiled and stroked my cheek. "You're so important to me Susan" He whispered and stroked a strand of hair out of my face.

"Oh Michael" I buried my face in a pillow, blushing

"What?" Michael giggled and stroked my hair. "I love you baby" He nuzzled his head into my neck. "Tell me you won't leave me" He whispered and wrapped his arm around my body. I sighted and the sad feeling crept up in me again. I had talked about this with my mother, but she insisted that I should keep my job. She didn't believe we would stay together, that Michael would be too busy to keep up with our relationship anyways.

"I don't want to leave Michael" I just said, turning around. I faced him and started running my fingers over his chest. "You're the best thing that's happened to me" I added, stroking down his arm, then over his leg. I kept running my fingers over his tight, completely lost in my thoughts until he took my hand and giggled.

"What are you doing'" He chuckled.

"I'm sorry, I totally forgot myself" I said embarrassed. Michael giggled and put a peck on my cheek.

"You don't need to apologize, If I'm honest, I dream every night of doing this to you" He smiled and kissed me.

"Really?!" I laughed and sat up. "Well, that's one thing I didn't think Michael Jackson would be doing" I said. "What else do I not know, huh?" I started tickling him. Michael fell back on the bed and laughed, I quickly sat on his legs.

"There are a few things I'd do that you wouldn't think" He winked at me, holding my wrists so I wouldn't tickle him more.

I shook my head in disbelief, smirking "You know what, I'm gonna show you what I can do to YOU" I giggled and pushed my hands under his shirt, tickling his stomach and sides of his body. He squirmed and tried to grab my hands.

"Hahaha Susan...stop it, please" He let out and threw his head to the side. I couldn't help but laugh with him, he was so ticklish.

"uh-uh, this is too much fun" I said, running my fingers over his sensitive skin. It was hard not to fall off of his lap, he was moving that much.

"Girl I learned my lesson" Michael gasped for air, trying to turn his body away from my hands. I grabbed his arms and pushed them behind his head, pressing them down on the mattress. We both stared at each other, catching our breath.

"Round 2?" I smirked, trying to hold down both his arms with one hand, pushing up his shirt with the other, revealing his silky smooth skin.

"No, please don't Susan" Michael begged, looking at me with his puppy eyes. I just shook my head. " I don't have enough yet, I'll show you who's master" I joked, holding his wrists a little tighter before attacking him with tickles again.

Michael just whimpered and shook his arms a little, but it wasn't until I saw the expression on his face that I stopped. He looked worried, almost scared.

"Are you alright? " I asked and instantly let go of his wrists. Michael just took a deep breath.

"Yeah... I'm sorry, I just- " But then I realized, what I was doing, what this looked like and what it reminded me of. Me sitting on top of him and holding back his wrists, even what I had said reminded me so much of ... Lisa!

"Oh god, Michael, I'm so sorry... I didn't mean.. I would never do anything like - "

"Shh it's ok" Michael interrupted and sat up. "I know you wouldn't. It's just..."

"What?" I asked and sat beside him, stroking his back.

"It reminded me of her, you know...what she did" Michael sighted. "I'm sorry"

"No, Michael, you don't have to apologize for how you feel. Just know... I would never do this, or anything you don't want. I don't want to make you sad, that's not at all what I want" I said and swallowed. He was more sensitive that I imagined, but it made him so much more special.

He lightly smiled at me. "Make me happy then" He said silently and pulled me closer. He closed his eyes and lay down on the bed again, pulling me on top of him in a long kiss. I roamed my hands through his hair, pulling his head close to mine. "I love you" I said in between our kisses, and I could feel how Michael smiled.

He slowly sat up, pulling off his shirt and throwing it off the bed. I stared into his eyes, then my eyes travelled over his chest. "Do you – " I asked but stopped, my heart was beating so fast again!

"Make me happy" He whispered. "But...just if you want, of course." He added and lay down, putting his arms behind his head. I closed my eyes for a second, just to calm down. This was the man I had had a crush on for YEARS! His posters hang all over my room, I had had so many dreams about him. And now, I sat on his lap and was about to –

"Are you sure?" I asked. "I mean...I thought you were afraid I'd go too far before"

"I just don't want to be restrained every time." Michael whispered and stroked my arms. "I mean... like Lisa did, she always...had a grip on me, held my arms back so I couldn't move and did...more than I wanted"

I could tell it was hard for him to talk about this and I wondered how much more was behind this than I had seen. He swallowed "so...if you want...I trust you, I can try at least" he said silently. His eyes started to fill with tears again but before he could talk any further I bent down and kissed him carefully.

"I love you Michael" I said and stroked his cheeks. " And I would love to make you feel good" I smiled and kissed his chest slowly, checking his reaction. He smiled.

"Do you like that?" I asked, kissing his chest while circling his nipple with my finger slowly.

"Yes" Michael let out in a sigh and bit his lip, looking deeply into my eyes. "I love you so much Susan" He said and stroked my back. I bent down and began swirling the tip of my tongue around his nipple.

"Ohh" He let out and grabbed the sheets beside him. He pushed his hips up as I run my fingers down his side teasingly, then traced over the sensitive skin right above the rim of his pants.

"Are you sure?" I asked and he nodded with a smile on his face. His body was covered in goose bumps, that's how sensitive he was to my touches. I smirked and opened the button on his pants, then slid them off of his legs.

I touched his knees, then traced my fingers up on his inner thighs. "Uhhh" Michael let out and spread his legs apart a little. I looked up at him before I went any further; he bit his lip and nodded before I put my hand on the bulge in his underwear.

He let out a little grunt and closed his eyes. I slowly rubbed his manhood through his underwear, while he let out small gasps. He looked incredibly good; his curly black hair was getting loose while he moved his head from side to side in pleasure.

I slowly pulled his underwear off of his legs. "Gosh" Michael let out as I took his manhood in my hands and stroked it gently. "uhhh" He whimpered and moved his hips. I bit my lip, this looked insanely hot.

"Wait, let me do something for you now" He brought out in between moans. He flipped us over and pulled down my pants carefully.

"Ok?" He asked and kissed my cheek. "Sure... oh gosh" I said, breathing heavily. This was unbelievable, how did I get this lucky?

"Tell me.... If you don't wanna do something –"

I interrupted him, stroking down his back "I trust you Michael" He smiled. "I trust you too" He smiled and kissed me deeply. He slowly entered me and we both let out a moan, the smiled at each other.

"You're so beautiful Susan" He whispered, gently rocking and forth, his hips moving like magic, only the way a dancer like him could. I closed my eyes and held on to his arms that were next to my body. Every time I though I couldn't take it any longer I opened my eyes and looked at his face, he was in so much pleasure.

His expression looked so amazing, furrowed brows, his eyes were closed and his mouth was open, but still he had a smile on his face.

" Michael... I can't endure this any longer" I brought out and let out a moan. He stroked down the middle of my chest, looking deep into my eyes while he held the side of my body with one hand, leaning over me.

"Then let loose" He smirked, circling his hips slowly.

"UH GOD" I groaned and felt myself reaching my peak. Shortly after, Michael's expression changed and he released with a loud moan.

"OH god" he let out, pounding and lay down next to me, his chest moving up and down dramatically.

"Thank you Susan" He said, looking over at me, breathing heavily just like me.

"For what?" I asked and kissed him.

"Just...that I could trust you" He smiled.

"Oh please, you were amazing at this" I smirked, turning on my side.

He stroked my face gently. "I didn't think I would let anybody ever that close to me again" He said and wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into a warm embracw. I felt so protected, so loved. I didn't want to leave, I really didn't.

"I need you" Michael whispered and I only sighted, thinking of how many days we had left together. I knew I had a lot to learn about him and what he was comfortable with and maybe, just maybe he would tell me more about his past with Lisa so I could understand...