I was just writing down an application for a job when I heard the phone ring. I finished writing the sentence I was on and then picked up the phone.

"Could you do me the biggest favor ever?" Michael whispered on the other end of the phone. It was the first sentence during our conversation. I knew straight away that it was him, his soft voice instantly made my heart beat faster.

He hadn't even said hello, he was very confused and sad, I heard it in the way he spoke.

"Michael? Is that you?" I answered, just to make sure, and have something to say.

"Yes Susan...please come back. I can't do this anymore...I can't endure this loneliness. I'm so alone Susan...I miss you so much." He said just in a whisper, then I heard him get chocked up. My heart jumped when he told me he was missing me, because I missed him more than I could admit to myself.

"Michael, I don't know if I can do that. I miss you too but...I feel, horrible. I mean, you thought I was using you, you really thought that of me. You cheated on me...with that woman." I took a deep breath. "And I still don't know what's going to happen now, with the kid and with Siedah? I can't live in the same house with her and your baby. And I don't even know if I can live there with you and the baby if she left." I stopped and heard him swallow.

"I will..." He started and took another break for breathing. "I will tell you everything, every little thing that happened and will happen. But please, come back. Even if it's just for a while...I need you." His last words were barely audible.

"Michael, I don't want to know every little thing." I chuckled a little. "I just want to know what's going on, ok?"

"Yes" He immediately said and I could tell he had new hope. "So, will you come over? Or do I need to explain everything on the phone first?"

"What would you prefer?" I asked, already knowing the answer. I smiled as I heard him whisper: "That you come home."

My lips curled upwards in a smiled and I suddenly couldn't wait any longer to see him and go back to Neverland.

"I'm on my way, see you soon Michael" I hung up and stuffed a couple of clothes into my bag, threw it in my car and drove to Neverland. My heart raced as the golden gates opened in front of me. The door to the main house was open and I entered and made my way upstairs to Michael's bedroom. The door was closed, but I heard him whimper inside. I knocked and opened the door, instantly shocked by what I saw.

The room was a total mess; crumbled up tissues lay all over the floor along with sheets from the bed and pillows. The furniture was moved and a vase was smashed on the floor, even the big mirror on Michael's closet door had a huge crack in it. Michael lay on his bed and rubbed his red face with his hands.

"Michael?" I asked worried and sat beside him on the bed.

"Susan, I didn't know you'd be here so fast, I would've cleaned up" He said and stroked his messy hair out of his face. "Thank you for coming" He said and looked at me, I virtually felt how he calmed down a bit just by seeing me.

"Michael what's...what's all this?" I looked around the room and the back at him. His eyes were red from crying and his face was still a little wet. I touched his cheek, it was cold. Michael looked at me and took hold of my hand.

"I'm sorry for that...it's just...I just can't" he couldn't finish the sentence because tears spilled out of his eyes. He took a pillow and pressed his face into it.

"Michael please...everything will be alright. Let me hug you" I wrapped my arms around him. I gently stroked over his back and ran my fingers through his hair, something he had always liked. Finally he looked up into my eyes.

"I can't deal with the thought of losing you. You've always been so good to me, even now that I've made this horrible mistake. Please...you can't leave me if the kid is really mine, please." He said desperately. "I made a huge mistake but...that would be too tough of a punishment." He furrowed his eyebrows and cried more.

"Michael, I don't want to punish you. But...I don't think I could live in the same house with a child from Siedah. That would be a constant reminder of what happened. And you know how hard it would be to get Siedah really out of your life. Please understand me. We could still be friends just..."

"Michael fell back on the bed and covered his face with the sheets. I heard him whimper "No..no.."

I felt so bad, he really suffered. I couldn't hold back my feelings any longer and started to cry as well, laying down beside him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and lay my head on his chest.

"Michael, don't you dare to think that this is easy for me." I sobbed. "You know I love you and I always will love you. I don't want us to separate. I don't want that. I love you more than anything in the world...you...you have to believe me!"

Michael pulled me under the sheets and covered us both. I wrapped my arms around his torso and snuggled close to his chest. Michael wrapped his arms around my back.

"I will not let you go Susan. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me." He held me even harder. "I couldn't be happy without you."

I looked up into his faced. "You are also the best thing that has ever happened to me. And I will protect you for as long as I can."

He closed his eyes and a tear rolled down his cheek.

"When will we know if you are the father or not?" I asked and caressed his hair.

"As soon as the kid is born. I'll have to do a DNA test and everything, then we wait a week and..." He sighted.

"Then we'll know." I finished and closed my eyes.

"The child will be born in two months and...I already know it's a girl."

As he said that, tears rolled down my cheeks. I didn't want this kid to be his! I was supposed to have kids with him, it should be me and no one else!

"Michael, do you want me to stay with you until...until you know, until we know?"

"That's a wonderful idea Susan" He sat up and pulled me on his lap. He looked at me and finally I saw him smile faintly after all these months that we were apart. After all this time I saw his beautiful smile again and it made my heart jump and I couldn't help but smile back. I had my arms wrapped around his neck and for a moment we just sat there and smiled at each other, feeling good that we had each other.

"I need a kiss honey" Michael whispered with a smile and closed his eyes, waiting. Of course I couldn't refuse and we ended up laying beside each other, kissing like there was no tomorrow. I had missed him so much and finally we could spend some time until we would know if he was the father or not. 2 months...in 2 months, everything could change.