"Michael...yesterday, it was the best day of my whole life. You can't imagine how happy you made me." I whispered. We were laying on our bed after an amazing day we had spent together. The first day in the year 1993. The last day with Michael for the next half of the year.

Mainly we had just cuddled together in bed and talked about everything, he had even showed me some of the outfits he was gonna wear on stage.

"Aww Susan, I'm so glad. You can't even imagine how happy you've made me" Michael smiled and wrapped his arms around me. It was dark in our room and we were snuggled close together, in each others arms under the covers. I had my head pressed against his chest, feeling the warmth coming from him. It felt amazing, especially now that it was cold outside. I began stroking his chest through his white undershirt.

"You like my chest, don't you" Michael chuckled and kissed my hair. I run my fingers up his skin under his shirt.

"Yes, I really do, I love your chest" I smiled and closed my eyes, just feeling his soft skin under my fingertips.

"Do you want me to take off my shirt" He asked.

"Uh huh" I whispered and smiled. He sat up and pulled his shirt over his head, then lay back down beside me. I lay my head on his chest and caressed his sides and swirled my finger around his nipple.

"Why are you so perfect?" I whispered, lost in the moment, running my fingers over his naked upper body.

"Oh Susan" Michael chuckled. "Don't say that. I'm not perfect, I'm not even close to it." He sighted and wrapped his arms around me.

"Well, to me you are. I see nothing I dislike about you. But...I just realized Michael, you still haven't told me your wish. And I know you told me there was something." I sat up and stared into his dark eyes.

Michael nervously bit his lip and I smiled, he looked so good doing that.

"You're right Susan...I do have a really deep wish. And it's something that can't be wrapped or bought." He touched my hand and held it. I still wondered what it was, I had a slight idea, but with Michael, it really could be anything.

"What is it Michael?" I asked. I wanted to make him happy, to fulfill this wish he had. Michael took a deep breath and smiled at me.

"My wish is...to have a baby with you" He whispered and rubbed my hand. I let out a little gasp, then smiled.

"Really? With me?" I chuckled, I sounded silly. But I still wasn't used to actually being his girlfriend, now fiancée! Right at this moment though, my feelings were mixed, happiness and doubt. I was 24. I had never had a boyfriend before Michael...not a real love that is. And we only knew each other for a bit over half a year. It had all happened so quickly since then. The trauma of his relationship with Lisa, the divorce, the accusations that he had handled out of court in the end, me moving in with him, the proposal and now this. And tomorrow he would leave for tour.

But I was happy. He wanted kids with me. That meant a lot to me.

"Yes, with you and only with you. You're the love of my life Susan" Michael smiled widely. He pulled me onto his chest. I smirked and straddled him. I looked deep into is eyes and run my fingers over his naked chest. He crossed his arms behind his head and looked at me.

"Don't you think I'm a little too young?" I said and he just smiled.

"No I don't think you are too you Susan. You are so caring, you are loving and caring Susan. And you are my love. I want you to be the mother of my kids."

"Well...you don't have to go through the process of having a baby, as much as I would" I chuckled. "I would have to carry it in my belly for 9 months. Then I would have to breastfeed the baby" I giggled and kissed his nipples and began licking around them and sucking on them.

"Hahaha Susan, what are you doing" He giggled and looked down at himself. I swirled my tongue around his nipple and he let out a little moan. I stopped and looked up at him. He opened his eyes and we both burst out laughing.

"You naughty girl!" Michael said and stroked my hair.

"Hey I just wanted to demonstrate what that would be like, having a baby suck on your nipples" I giggled and Michael just shook his head in a grin.

"Well I would have YOU as my baby doing so on mine" He smiled and then fell silent. "But Susan...how do you feel about it? I don't think you are too young" He looked at me.

"Michael...don't you wanna, practice the baby making a little first" I smiled. I needed a little time to think about this. This would be a huge step in my life. Was I ready to become a mother?

"Susan?!" Michael exclaimed and blushed. "Don't come with that saying." He stroked my cheek with the back of his hand.

"But...you don't have anything against it if I..."I slid down his pajama pants and removed the blanket from his legs.

"Of course not" He said in a sexy deep voice and smiled. I sat down beside him and started stroking his chest again.

"Haha girl, now you fall in love with my chest or what?" Michael giggled. "Don't neglect the other parts of my body" He smirked cheekily.

"I love every part of you" I kissed his cheek. "Your cheeks" I said and kissed the other.

"Your wonderful lips" I passionately kissed him. Michael looked at me with excitement. "And?" He hinted and looked down at himself.

"Wait Michael" I giggled. Then I kissed my way down to his bellybutton, seeing his manhood rise in his tight underwear. I sat up again and looked at Michael.

"Hey, you forgot something" Michael smirked at me.

"Hmmm wait Michael, patience" I shook my head: he was really into it tonight. I sat on his legs, my back turned towards him and suddenly started tickling his feet.

"Hey!" Michael exclaimed and fidgeted his legs. I laughed "And I like to play with your feet"

"And...with what do you also like to play" Michael suddenly hugged me from behind and I leaned my back against his body. I turned my head towards him and kissed him, the turned around so I was facing him again.

"You really can't wait hm?" I smiled. Michael shook his head no.

"Ok you know, I really want to share my love with just one more part, ok?" I smiled and pushed Michael back into the fluffy pillow. Then I run my fingers up the inside of his thighs.

"uhhh..."Michael let out. "Now it starts hmm?" He whispered in pleasure.

"Now it starts" I confirmed and slid his boxers down his legs. His manhood sprang free and I slowly touched it. He twitched from my touch and thrust his hips upwards.

"And finally, I love your manhood" I winked and put a kiss on his tip. Michael sucked in air and closed his eyes. I licked around his stiff member while caressing the bottom half with my fingers.

"Uhhhh Susan...ugh god" He moaned as I kept on rocking his member in my hands. Suddenly he sat up and stared at me.

"What? Too much?" I said kind of surprised. I thought he had overcome that now.

"No, but I want to tell you my love as well." He smiled and lay me down on the bed, straddling me. That was the first time he actually took control. I was a whole new feeling, having this gorgeous man on top of me, smirking down at me. He unbuttoned my shirt very carefully, his gaze wondering over my body.

Then he did the same little game I had done on him earlier. His touch was so gentle, his hands so smooth, caressing my body carefully. Then suddenly he slid my panties down and looked up at me.

"Ok?" He smiled. I nodded yes and closed my eyes. It was rare for him to take the lead in our love making, so it was always special. He was so gentle and loving. His big hands moved my thighs apart and he put his knees on either side of my hips.

"Enjoy" He smiled. He put his hands next to me and I held on to them as he began gently thrusting inside of me.

"Ohh Michael" I moaned and bit my lip at the sight of him. There was nothing better than watching this man perform – in bed. His slow, deep thrusts and his panting, sweaty chest and curls hanging over his face.

I held on tight to his arms, moaning over and over. That night ended in a tender love making, we couldn't get enough of each other. Finally we lay next to each other, breathing heavily.

"Oh god, I came three times Susan" He brought out after about an hour of on and off sex.

"You were amazing Michael" I answered and stared up at the ceiling.

"So I guess we are gonna have triplets" Michael chuckled. Then I remembered his wish. I...no, I wasn't ready. Or was I? I didn0t know. Usually I had always taken the pill after our love making, but now I didn't know what to do.

When Michael finally fell asleep I silently opened the drawer of my nightstand and took out a pill. I looked at it for a long time, unsure of what to do. In the end, I gulped it down with some water.

I was just not ready...but as I looked beside me, seeing the peaceful expression on Michael's face, I felt guilty. I closed my eyes and sighted deeply. But I was just not sure about what was the right thing.

The next day came, the day that Michael and I had a heartbreaking farewell. He had to leave for tour. There was no way I was able to travel with him, nobody could know who I was, we were both not ready to be a public couple.

For the first time I would stay alone at Neverland, for 6 months! I had cried my eyes out the whole morning, clinging to Michael, not being able to let him out of my arms.

"I'm gonna miss you so much Michael" I said and held his face as I kissed him. The last kiss before he would sit down in his car.

"I will miss you too Susan, I will call you as much as I can. Watch the show on TV whenever it's on ok? I will be singing to you" He smiled and pecked my lips. I smiled, he was so sweet. He sat down in the car and rolled down the window.

The last sentence he said to me was like a cut in my heart.

"Bye Susan...take care of our triplets" He winked and waved as the car drove off. As the car was nearly out of sight I heard him yell. "I love you" and then he was gone. For half a year.

I didn't know what was going to happen in that half a year....I couldn't have known.