THE TEARS AND THE AGONY OF REALIZING THAT YOU HAVE TO WAIT A YEAR FOR THE NEXT BOOK AND WHEN IT COMES OUT ITS GOING TO BE THE LAST BOOK OF THE SERIES AND OMG ITS ALL GOING TO BE OVER AFTER YOU FINISH IT BUT YOU JUST WANT IT THEN BUT THEN IT WOULD BE OVER.
Why can't I just read a book for the first time twice?

OH AND OMG WHEN THE ANIME YOU'RE WATCHING DOESN'T HAVE A SECOND SEASON... The tears.