"you whisper

I love you

what you mean is

i don't want you to leave

that's the

thing about love

it marinates your lips

till the only word your

mouth remembers

is his name"

-Rupi Kaur

Your head is down tilted with one hand on your cheeks supporting it and your eyes are forming tears reading these lines again and again as the professor is teaching you.

Your body is here inside the class but your senses are completely on the events which happened lately.

How did things turn so upside down for you? What did you do wrong? What was your fault in this? Are you even made for love?

Your brain is rustling over thoughts and you can hear every heartbeat. Does Jungkook has ever heard the song that your heart sings every time he hurts you?

Are you forcing a relationship on him?

ARE YOU FORCING A RELATIONSHIP ON HIM???

These questions are stuck in your mind especially the last one.

You're so lost in these thoughts that you don't notice your professor calling your name.

Jisoo shook your hand and made you notice the professor's call.

"Did you hear me? I want your application as soon as possible and all the others. Understood." Your professor says and you not knowing what she is referring to nod your head yes.

You take a deep breath sigh and look down again in the book reading those lines again.

"Are you okay, babe?" Jisoo asks you concerned and looks at your face.

"Yes, I am fine. What applications did the professor ask for?" You ask her moving out of the class and going towards the locker.

"It's the poetry competition for which you need to collect applications and she was asking for your participation especially." She explains while keeping the books.

You hum in reply which made her notice you more. "You have us with you, you know that right?" Jisoo holds your hands turns you towards her and says these words making you look in her eyes.

Now, this is where it gets tough. You have been controlling your tears since last night, today in the morning when you saw Jungkook again with girls all over him. But getting confronted by your best friend makes you feel like you should weep right here and fall on the ground.

You somehow control yourself "I am good, I was just thinking about what mmm" You try to get words out of your mouth getting nervous and looking away. "Oh, I forgot I have to go to the library. Don't worry I am fine." You say trying to hide your tears and go to the library.

Jisoo just stands there knowing it was weird of Y/N to behave like this. First, you have been waiting for this poetry competition for a long time. Second, you would never talk to her nervously. No matter what you're confident with your friends. Third, your eyes are swollen which she can tell is because of excess crying.

Jisoo goes towards the cafeteria and goes to Rose telling her everything.

"That's not like her. We should talk to her about this." Jisoo says.

"She has not been herself since Jungkook's party. We need to be with her and talk things out." Rose says when Tae and Jimin come from behind.

"What are you guys talking about without us?" Jimin says taking the book from Rose's hand.

"Are you guys planning another party without us?" Jimin says jokingly.

"Your mind is always on parties? Don't you think of anything else?" Jisoo says teasing him.

"Oh yes, he thinks of with whom to flirt next." Taehyung cheekily says.

"You both are so stupid. Sometimes think of something else also." Jisoo says getting up.

"Like what? We don't have anything else to think about." Taehyung speaks.

Rose nods her head in denial of them being so dumb. "Like him." She says looking in the direction of Jungkook, who is coming in their direction, and the three of them look in his direction.

She continues "He, your friend, who is behaving like an ass." And they both leave giving a horrible look to Jungkook.

You, on the other hand first go to the bathroom and close it just letting out all your emotions and crying till you can.

There is no sound but your heart is beating like a drum. It's painful to go through this. This is not what you wanted.

You're wishing that you never wrote back the that comment asking for what you want. It is the most painful decision you made.

Those three wishes you asked for were all that have come true.

First, Mia says sorry.

Second, Jungkook being what he was, cold yet full of love for you.

And the third, which you think you should not have written.

Jungkook proposes to you in a manner that falls in his true nature.

Wish!!! Those wishes are turning like curses for you.

Suddenly, you remember that comment which asked you to write that.

And you wash your face and go to the library and open your laptop to check that. Because how often does magic happen in Wattpad?

You open your book and go to the chapter to check the comment and you can see it there.

"Tell me, what more do you want? It will be fulfilled."

And now you read further in the comment. It says something more.

"You can only ask for three more wishes and those will be the last."

Your heart is beating like a drum and your eyes are turning like a volcano, about to burst anytime.

You go back to every chapter to find any new comment but you see nothing and keep searching for it but you find nothing. You gulp hard and come to the last chapter again going through every comment and you see one last comment from this account.

tigerlilian: "Don't look for magic, look for love. Here is love. That's my wish for you"

You keep reading the comments again and again. Now, your vision is getting blurry from crying as tears fall from your cheek on your hand.

You curl in that corner of the library with your hands and feet cold and your heart burning with immense pain. 

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