Loud music, disco lights, and drinks!!

This is the mood of Jungkook's house this night. All your and his friends are at his house having a party.

He just out of nowhere messaged everyone about a party at his place.

And why would anyone miss Jungkook's party? It's always fun. Since he became a romantic boyfriend for you. He conducted no parties. Giving all his time to you.

So, everyone in the house is having a good, umm great time.

Wondering, where are you?

You are in his bed still unconscious but now music is slowly filling your ears. You open your eyes to look around. Only to see you are lying on Jungkook's bed in his room.

You slowly gulp your saliva and get up from the bed. Your clothes are different from what you were wearing in college.

No, don't think otherwise, nothing delulu happened!!

You hear the music and go out of the room to see people in the hall dancing and eating. You can see Tae and Jimin drinking at the bar. Your two friends are having a lot of fun dancing together.

But! Where is the man who hosted this? You go downstairs your eyes searching for Jungkook. And while you go into the crowd Rose comes to you hugging you tightly.

"Congratulations!!! You finally did it babe. I am so happy for you." Rose says hugging you.

"You are here, finally!! We waited but your Jungkook wanted you to rest. But show us your ring." Jisoo says squealing happily and excitedly and loudly because of the loud music.

But you are still not in your senses. "Ring, what ring? And where is Jungkook?" You ask puzzled and surprised with your face giving expressions of knowing nothing.

Rose brings your left hand to you and shows it to you "THIS!! REMEMBER NOW OR YOU ARE STILL IN DREAMS?"

"WOW!! The ring is so pretty, I can't believe he gave you such a beautiful ring. It's pretty." Jisoo says looking at the ring.

You are in shock, a complete state of shock. You look at the ring and then memory hits you hard.

Flashback Starts

"Hey, Princess Cinderella let's go."

Jungkook took your hand and without thinking about the dramatic hug you were in with Mia, brings you out of the college.

After that, you sit inside the car and you keep asking Jungkook where you two are going but he just remains quiet.

He keeps driving while holding your hand and he looks so hot doing that. His right tattooed hand moving the wheel just does a million things to you.

Your heart is beating fast and then Jungkook stops the car and looks at you "If you keep staring like this my right hand will be on your neck and you will be naked in the car. You want that, my princess?" He asks getting so close to you that you can feel his warm breath.

You nod "Mmm-mm" a little sound comes out of your mouth.

Suddenly Jungkook sits back "It's not a day for this but I promise it will arrive soon, princess," says and goes out of the car leaving you inside it.

You come out of your imagination and take a deep breath looking at where you are. You see yourself standing in front of your house. You are confused because why would Jungkook bring you here when he said he needed to show you something?

You walk towards Jungkook "Why are we here? Are you dropping me back home? You might have something else to do I guess." You say to him sadly and look at his face.

"I will go inside then." You say with a weak tone and open the door. When you are about to step in Jungkook holds your hand and comes inside with you.

Before you can react to that gesture you see your parents sitting in the drawing room.

"I am not here to drop you, princess, show some smile now" He whispered.

Your mother comes and greets Jungkook. You go inside with him. Jungkook's face has an expression of nothingness, to be honest. You really can't read what he is thinking right now.

Your father and mother are so busy talking to him that they forget you exist in the same room too. Why is it always like this? Why do parents always forget their children when they meet their daughter's boyfriend? Looks like they love him more.

Well, they can't keep him. "Are you jealous of me getting attention?" Jungkook says.

"You need to think inside your brain Y/N. We can see it all on your face." Your father says teasing and you form a pout.

"Whatever, I need to go upstairs. You guys can do whatever you wish." You say and leave with a heavy sigh.

After reaching upstairs you open the door and you suddenly feel something big coming toward you. You fall back surprised and feel it is Bam hugging and kissing you.

You smile and hug him pampering and kissing him "Oh, Bammie, I missed you boy, you are becoming as handsome as your father," you say getting up and rubbing his back. He looks so handsome, handsome chocolaty boy.

"You are way more handsome and loving than your father." You say and he barks gently, sniffing you cutely. "You missed me, aww I missed you more" he barks again and you feel very happy seeing him and kiss him.

You start playing with him and come inside your room and then you see a little box on your bed. You go inside while Bam follows you wagging his tail cutely.

You pick the box which is just simply wrapped in a plain purple wrap and with a little ribbon tied around.

Your eyes are in complete shock and it seems like you can't move much from where you stand.

Your heart is beating fast and you feel your skin getting cold. But your hands are not moving to open the box. 

You are in a state of shock because this is exactly what!!!! No!!!!

"No, I don't believe this." You say while your heart is thumping and you just close your eyes thinking it might be some dream and soon you will wake up.

"Open it or do you want me to do it" You hear the voice from behind you, the same voice you love so much. You turn around looking at Jungkook almost piercing into his soul trying to understand the situation.

He takes the box from your hand and opens it seeing you not moving just staring at him without blinking your eyes.

You see no emotion on Jungkook's face while he opens it and Bam is moving around the room.

"I-I don't know how to be romantic or do it some other way. Our college is about to end soon and I thought it was the best time." He says with his firm voice and looks at you.

You can see him a bit nervous though. Because his big doe eyes are moving and he keeps looking down sometimes while rubbing the back of his neck. He only does this when he is nervous.

He continues "I would love it if you would say yes to be mine forever. I know I am a bit odd sometimes and you might feel I am awkward or don't love you. But baby" he stops in between and looks up to your face holding your hand.

"I love you. I love you and this is reality." He says this with no difference in his voice.

It feels like the world has stopped, time stopped, and your heart stopped too. You don't look at the ring or anything but into his eyes trying to find those emotions that you have felt for the past few days.

His cold handsome face, his deep voice without emotions but today in this complete silence you can hear his heart beating and his eyes with some warmth.

But it all shatters like a piece of glass when you hear further words from his mouth.

And you run out of your room leaving his hand crying heavily while Bam runs behind you following you and you hear your parents stopping you.

But you don't and when you hear Jungkook's screaming your name, you turn around crying badly.

The last memory you have is this, you remember seeing his face and falling in his arms.

Flashback Over

What is this a joke or your life?

You can see Jungkook again but surrounded by girls while he is drinking and the girls are again laying hands on him which he doesn't about.

You squint your eyes with anger and again think of the last words you heard him saying.

"If you say yes, it will be the best day of my life and if you say no, it won't matter. It's your choice, I don't mind whatever your answer is. If you don't love me that is okay too."

"If you say no, it won't matter."

"If you don't love me, that is okay too."

These words keep ringing in your ear again and again. And what you see in front of you is proof of those words.

"It doesn't matter, does it? It doesn't matter to him if I love him or not." You think with deep sorrow and feeling a lump in your throat. 

Your heart is burning in pain. The boy you love so much doesn't want to even win your love, he just doesn't try anything at all.

Tears fill your eyes and everything gets blurry, you can't seem to hear music or your friends calling you or see anything.

Just Jungkook's voice and him in front of you is all you can see.

You walk away from there silently and ask your friends to drop you back home.

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This chapter is a bit dedicated to Bam too. I am in love with him, he is adorable 🤗😍

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