Opening up - 25
The rest of the day had passed quickly it was now already dark outside, Dean and Roman had no more confrontations, Roman was glad as he was sore enough. It was now free time in the evening Roman, Dean were resting with Jimmy and Jey in their normal spot outside behind the cabins. Dean had not really been in much pain since, the strong pain killers were keeping it at bay. Roman told his cousins what had happened today, they had no idea till they meet up with him and Dean in their english lesson that the two had even had a fight with Kevin. They were both a little mad that they had not been there for them, but Roman told them it was not their fault. They both had thought of how Romans and Seth would eventually get in a fight of some kind but not an actually physical .
Roman wanted to avoid Kevin, his three friends, Seth and the General. He didn't want to deal with any kind of punishment, he had had enough for one day in all honesty he just wanted to sleep. To sleep with Dean in a big cozy bed would be his idea preference, it wouldn't happen of course but one can dream. Roman turned to Dean as he noticed Jimmy and Jey were deep in convocation he wanted to check how he was feeling. He turned so his back was now to his cousins, Dean looked up as he felt a hand on his thigh he smiled looking up seeing Romans blue eyes gazing into his.
Roman felt as Dean linked his hand with his, he wanted to pull him in for a hug but he stopped himself. "How are you feeling..?" Roman said softly, Dean squeezed his loves hand in his and shrugged a little "I.. Hmm.. I'm feeling ok.. I feel better than I did.." Roman lifted his free hand and placed it on Deans cheek moving his fingers softly over the bruising there as he spoke again Dean heard the sadness in his voice "I hate how you got hurt, Yeah they hit me too.. But that doesn't matter! What hurt the most was that they touched you.. I would fight the whole world to be with you and to protect you Dean.." Dean watched seeing the sad look on his face his jaw almost dropped as he heard the words coming out of Romans mouth. He places his free hand around his back pulling him in for a hug "I promise I will be ok Ro, its fine.. I know you feel bad as you couldn't stop them but... I have had it bad like this many times" he said as he buried his face into Romans shoulder.
Roman wanted to know more, he wanted to know everything about Dean, he was the one he wanted to spend his life with so it was only normal that he wanted to learn more. Roman pulled back holding Dean by the shoulders "You can tell me anything Dean.. I want to be the one you feel you can share everything with" he said softly as he lowered his eyes feeling his cheeks warming up as he spoke again "I.. I mean.. If you want to that is.." He really did adore Dean, he would do anything for him at this point. Dean listened as he felt warm inside as Roman kept talking, he really was the only person he had truly warmed up too, the one person he felt a deep connection with and the one person he felt comfortable opening up too.
Roman leaned against the wall behind him and pulled Dean with him so they were leaning close to one another, he wrapped his arm around Deans waist as Dean leaned cozily against his love. Dean decided he would share more about himself to Roman "I had a crappy childhood, always getting moved to different foster parents. But there was this one family, they never cared for me and.." He stopped for a second remembering how much it hated being at their place. He felt Romans pull him closer edging him on to continue "The 'Dad' was the worst, he was a lowlife asshole.. He would always go out drinking then come home and take his anger out on me.. And would blame me for everything.. He was a huge man.. So I didn't stand a chance when he would start beating on me" Dean looked down sadly he had never told anyone about this, Only the foster home.
He spoke again "Luckily the foster home believed me.. After I showed them the bruises and they took me away from that family" Roman listened it felt weird that he never knew this till now, how dare anyone treat him so badly. Hearing that this scum did that to Dean all the time made him angry and feel sad, Dean never deserved to be treated so badly he was perfect to Roman he would never let his life get that bad again. Roman pulled Dean closer holding him protectively "Dean, I am so sorry you had to deal with all that.. I will never let anyone lay a hand on you again, your mine now.. So if anyone ever wants to touch you again they will have to deal with me." He looked into Deans eyes as he stared back into his, he saw a smile spread over Deans lips he hoped he felt safer knowing he had him from now on.
Dean thought it was so amazing that Roman could cheer him up just by saying a few loving words, he really was made to be his lover and protector. Dean snuggled in Romans arms, closing his eyes as he leaned against his mans chest. "I will never let anyone ever treat you bad either Ro, its you me and against the world" he grinned. Roman held him close leaning down placing a soft kiss to Deans lips whispering "You have quickly become my world Dean". Dean blushed feeling his cheeks heating up, he could not believe how the perfection of having Roman love him was real, he knew in his heart that Roman would always be there for him, loving him and protecting him it was the most wonderful warm feeling he had ever felt. He leaned up wrapping his hand behind his head kissing Roman back as he replied happily "You are my world too, nothing else matters to me" Roman felt his heart swell, he squeezed Dean in a tight hug as he whispered "I love you Dean" making Dean have butterflies and he snuggles closer to him softly saying as he nuzzled close "I love you Ro".
The two sat quietly appreciating each others company, staying close to one another. Jimmy and Jey saw the two and smiled at one another they were happy that their cousin was happy with someone, They has seen him been messed around so many times they hoped this time it would be different as they knew Dean he seemed to be a nice guy. After a while the two stood up as Jimmy said "Its time for bed guys" Roman looked up at his cousins as he heard Jimmy voice, him and Dean had began to doze off as they sat cozily together on the ground. Dean shook his head a little surprised that he had almost fallen asleep, being close to Roman like that was all he wanted to do. He wished he could of stayed in his arms all night, he wanted to fall asleep in his safe loving embrace and wake up seeing his handsome face every morning. Was that too much to ask for, he guessed it was for now. It was a weird feeling knowing Roman would be in the same room as him but he could not sleep close to him, he wanted that more than anything right now but yet he had to have another night being alone in that un-comfy bed craving Romans closeness.
The two reluctantly separated, Roman kissed Deans forehead quickly before he stood up. The four walked to the sleeping quarters making their way to the back of the cabin where their beds were, They walked down the row of beds. Roman saw Kevin standing by his bed talking to Jericho he glared and kept walking, he stopped as he got closer to his bed as he spotted Seth sitting on the bed next to his. He remembered that even after their fight he still had to sleep in the bed beside his, he eyed Seth for a second he was rummaging though his bag looking for something. He frowned and walked passed him sitting on his own bed, the other three did the same.
Seth put his bag down, he had picked it up as he saw Roman coming in the cabin. He wanted it to look as if he was busy, that way Roman may not say anything to him. He was glad he had gotten changed into his bed clothes when barely anyone was in the room. Roman started to get changed out of the clothes he has worn that day he pulled on some sweatpants, not bothering with a shirt. He put his clothes in the box at the end of his bed, then sat on his bed he looked over at Dean seeing him in his bed clothes looking his way. He loved how when ever he looked at Dean he was always already looking his way, Dean gave him a goofy grin he playfully winked at him as he saw he was going to sleep shirtless which made Roman bit his lip grinning back.
Dean got into his covers sitting leaning his back against the headboard, Roman looked away from Dean as he he got into his own bed. He looked over at Seth he was still mad at him, he didn't hate him he just couldn't believe that he would stoop so low. Why did he have to be so spiteful telling others of who he choose to be with, which Seth clearly knew he would of wanted as a secret. He looked down thinking, he knew Seth was hurt as he knew by the way Seth was earlier in the bathroom with him that morning. He saw the tears in his eyes and the look of hurt on his face, it was so uncombable as Roman didn't want to hurt Seth but he was in love with Dean. What else could he do but reject Seth's feeling towards him? He sighed and turned away from Seth laying on his over side, closing his eyes wanting it to be lights out already so he could get some sleep.
Seth got into bed, he refused to look at Roman. His face was still sore from earlier after Roman punched him, he couldn't believe he now had to lay in the bed besides his. He was glad Roman had not said anything to him, he didn't want to deal with anymore fighting thats why he had on purposely avoided Roman for the rest of the day. He didn't like how he felt, he should hate Roman after what happened between them, but yet he still liked him even though he had hurt him a lot emotionally and now physically. There was just that feeling in him were he could not stop thinking about him and it made him annoyed. What was wrong with him he thought, it had turned into this feeling of want. The more Roman pushed Seth away, the more he hurt him and loved Dean the more Seth wanted him.
He cursed himself he hated this, the feeling was beyond confusing to him. Maybe he needed to be away from him completely, even if he didn't want to be. Maybe he should just stop thinking of Roman all together, he knew Roman would never want him but something deep inside would tell him that him and Dean were not meant to be and maybe Roman would like him someday. He sighed heavily and looked in front of him as he sat up to turn over, he saw Dean looking his way. He felt weird about Dean he thought the two would of been friends when they had first meet but now he disliked him a lot, for the simple reason that Roman liked and chose Dean instead of him. He looked his way looking puzzled as to why Dean was looking his way, he shook his head and lie down on his pillow. 'Screw Dean Ambrose, if you weren't here.. Roman would want me.. Not you!' he said to himself as the lights turned off.
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