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I really am sorry - 31

The boys all met up outside by the big obstacle course, it was getting brighter outside so it was no longer pitch black. Corporal Kane raised his voice so they could all hear him "This morning you will all be doing this course, as fast as you can and I will be paying attention to who has the slowest time.. Everyone queue have your turn, then you can hit the showers!". Roman stood by Dean chuckling at how Dean was rolling his eyes and frowning, he nudged his man "Hey Dean.. It won't be..." He stopper looking over the course internally not wanting to do this either "it won't be so bad.. Right.." Dean sighed looking back at him as he replied "hmm I just don't feel like doing this.. Can we just head back to bed.. That sounds like a better plan!" Roman nodded and took Deans arm spinning them around "Yeah... Sounds good to me lets just go back to bed!" Dean's eyes widened a little "really..? But.. The corporal..?" Roman started to laugh and span them back round "pfft of course we can't Dean! But I wish we could! Think of it.. Me and you alone.. With a bed..." He blushed and smiled slyly at his man, Dean grinned back making a thinking face "hmm.. Wow yeah.. Just image it!! What a wonderful picture!" Roman ruffled his loves hair and smiled wider "gosh Dean I love you so much!! Can't wait till we can do all the amazing things I want to do with you" a blush instantly travelled over Deans cheeks as he bit his lower lip a little.

Roman, Dean and his cousins stood together watching as boys had started doing the hard course, Seth stood away from them but he was looking Romans way he wanted to talk to him badly. He looked at his stunning face and his heart began to instantly start beating, he had no idea what he should even say to him if the two did speak. He looked to his other side seeing Finn and Sami talking between each other, he stepped away and moved closer to Roman till he stood right next to him he said in almost a whisper gulping a little before he said anything "Roman..." Dean looked aside as he thought he has heard something he frowned a little as he saw Seth standing by them and wondered what he wanted he nudged Romans arm to get his attention. Roman looked to his left as he heard Seth say his the name the second him, he was surprised to see Seth after all these weeks actually there wanting to talk to him. He looked him over he didn't looks mad or like he was going to start and argument with him, he looked to be a little worried. Roman spoke softly "Hey.. Whats up Seth.." He was unsure how to react to him as the last time they had even exchanged words they were in a fight.

Seth looked into his eyes trying his hardest not to get lost in them "Hey.. Do you think.. We could go talk for a bit?.." Roman looked a little puzzled but he nodded and answered "Um.. Sure I guess.. We are kinda at the back of the group so it should be ok!" the two stepped away from the rest of the boys, as Roman went to walk with Seth he felt a hand grab at his wrist he turned to look at Dean who looked worried "Ro.." Roman looked back into his eyes "Dean.. Don't worry its fine.. He wont be kissing me or anything.." He smiled warmly as Dean spoke again "I know.. But.. I don't trust him.." Roman found Deans worrying to be endearing as he replied "Don't worry babe its fine, promise I won't be long" Dean nodded blushing as Roman called him 'babe' making Roman grin he walked off to where Seth was now standing.

Roman reached the other and spoke softly "Everything ok Seth?" Seth looked at he ground trying to figure out what he should even be saying as he replied "Um.. Well we have not spoke since.. You know when.. And I know its been weird between us since.. And well.. I kind of wanted to make up" he looked up at Roman now looking into his eyes he could always tell that Roman was such a nice guy with a kind heart he was hoping he would forgive him. Roman studied Seth's expression there was no signs to show he was lying, it seemed as if he genuinely wanted the two to patch things up.

Roman warmly replied "I would love that Seth.." He watched the other and it seemed like a weight had been instantly lifted off of his shoulders he continued "I know we had not been in a great place.. And I want to apologise for all that happened between us, I really did think we were going to be friends.. But then a lot happened.. And Seth.." He looked right into Seth's eyes as he said this "I am really Sorry.. That.. I can't return the feeling you feel towards me.." He stopped looking away as he saw how Seth's expression changed as he said it. Seth's jaw dropped a little as he looked back  into Romans eyes hearing what he said, he was sorry that he didn't want him? It made his heart ache, he wanted more than anything for Roman to see how perfect they could be for one another but he knew he would never want him not now.. And maybe not ever. He still had hope and he didn't want to ever give in, but he could tell how bad Roman felt about it. Roman spoke again as Seth had not said anything "I don't know what I can do.. And how we can be friends.. But I want to try..".

Seth looked away and sighed a little feeling the sadness he felt when ever he was close to Roman coming back, he remembered why he had avoiding talking to him this whole time because he got to emotional. He went to talk but he could feel his eyes beginning to brim with tears he tried to compose himself he was sure Roman noticed. Roman placed a hand on Seth's shoulder squeezing it lightly as he spoke "Seth.. Please... I really am sorry.. I hate the fact that I have upset you so much.." Seth hated how nice Roman was all the time, it made everything harder he felt a tear run down his cheek he quietly said "I don't know what to do.. How can I be your friend when all I want is for you to want me.. How can I pretend that I don't feel so much for you.. This is killing me.. And I wish it would go away.." More tears run down his cheek. Roman listened and it really was breaking his heart, it was true what Seth had said how could they be friends if Seth always wanted so much more than just friendship? He wishes he could help Seth, he hated seeing how torn up he was and hated himself over how he felt. He knew Seth could not help how he felt, it made his heart ache as Seth tried to make the feeling he had towards him go away but they wouldn't, it hurt even more when he saw that he was crying. 

Roman took Seth's hand in his and pulled him so the two were standing on the other side of the tree that they stood near, no-one could see them now they needed privacy. He let go of Seth's hand and placed his hands on both of his shoulders "Seth please.. Don't cry... It makes it harder.. I don't know what to do.. I don't know how to make you feel better.." Seth looked down as Roman held his shoulder he knew what Roman could do to make him better but he would not tell him, he could just love him back that would sort everything out. Seth looked up seeing Romans beautiful face full of concern, why did he have to be so perfect he thought to himself. His eyes were so beautiful he wished to could star into them forever, but he also knew Roman was not his.. He was Deans and it really was the worst feeling he had ever felt.

He spoke quietly Seth really didn't know what to say but he would try "I just.. Wish you would love me back.. It hurts so much that you no longer want me like you did the day we meet.." more tears run down his cheeks, he was surprised as he suddenly felt Romans arms wrap around him. He leaned against him as Roman held him tightly in his arms, he knew that he was only trying to comfort him but having Roman hold him like this felt so nice. Tears kept falling from Seth's eyes he had failed completely at keeping his emotions in check he was a mess, Roman had no idea how to sort this situation out he knew it was a dead end. He hugged Seth as he felt so sad for him, he knew how all the sadness Seth was feeling was all his fault and he felt so terrible knowing it. 

He held him close hating how Seth was crying so heavily he spoke softly "Shh.. Its ok Seth.." He rubbed his back slowly "I am so sorry I can't love you back.. I really am.. I know neither of us can help how we feel, but I really do want us to somehow be friends.. I like you a lot Seth, and I am sorry that its not the way you want me to like you" Seth couldn't believe sweet Roman was, he knew how heartbroken he was and he knew how to comfort him. Seth really did need a hug, he had not had one in all these weeks, Roman expressing how sorry he felt actually helped a lot it calmed him down surprisingly. He spoke in almost a whisper "Thank you Roman.. I am sorry too" Roman pulled back from the hug looking at the other with a warm smile on his face "I know you can't change how you feel for me.." He looked away hoping he was not blushing but Seth noticed he was. "But I know we can somehow be friends.." He held out his hand as a friendly gesture.

Seth smiled for the first time in a long time and shook Romans hand "Lets be friends Roman" he had finally stopped crying and he actually felt better, he knew he would still have strong feeling for Roman but he was sure avoiding him made it worse. Roman felt like he has successfully somehow made Seth feel better "You ok Seth!? Will you hang out with us now?" He asked, Seth nodded he really did miss hanging out with those four. He nodded and smiled so glad he felt better he answerer "I am better.. Thank you Roman" He would try not being jealous of Dean the best he could he just wanted to be their friend again. They walked back to meet with the rest of the boys, the other three were closer to the front now as many boys had already had their turn.

Dean felt happy that Roman had made it back in time, he saw how happy Seth seemed to be now he wondered what they had spoke about but he trusted Roman completely. He knew better from the time before than to jump to conclusions, Roman looked over at Dean as he stood close to him he leaned softly against him as he said softly "It all went ok, I'll tell you later what happened. But Seth asked to be friends again.. And I said we could be.. Hope thats ok" Dean smiled softly "I am glad you sorted it out Ro, I was worried for a second but I trust you so I knew nothing would happen and I am glad he wants to be our friend again" Roman smiled back "No need to worry because I love you! You know that" Dean felt his heart swell happily "I know Ro! I love you too".

AN: I hope you enjoyed this chapter, do you think Seth can actually be friends with Roman and Dean? Aww Dean really had no need to worry, Roman would never cheat on him as he is the love of his life! 🙈 Roman is too sweet he wanted to try sort things with Seth. Aww! Excited as Royal Rumble is getting closer!

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