Roman opened his eyes slowly, he felt groggy and numb. He looked around seeing he was in a white room, he moved his head slowly looking down seeing he was laying in a bed. As he looked around some more he quickly came to the realisation he was in a hospital bed as he saw the gown he was in, he wasn't sure if he was dreaming or if this was even real. There was no one else in the room, when he moved his arms they felt slow and stiff he went to sit up and it felt like his right leg was really heavy. He was utterly confused he didn't remember what happened, he moved the blankets off of himself his eyes widening as he saw a cast going most of the way up his leg. Suddenly the door clicked open making Roman look up, he saw a familiar figure walk though the door.. it was his mom.

She had just returned to the hospital to check on her son, he has been unconscious the whole time but she had been back and forth to the hospital that day. She went alone this time as Romans dad had gone back to work, he had been a few times that day and he asked his wife to go check on him again. They had both been extremely worried when they heard Roman had fallen and gotten badly injured, they both insisted Roman to be brought to the hospital closest to home. As she opened the door to Romans room she was surprised to see her son now awake sitting up in the bed, as he had been out for a long time. "Roman" she said as she rushed over to him and wrapped her arms around carefully around him, she had missed having her son around she regretted sending him away to that school. Romans voice was rusty as he replied "Mom", he was glad to see his mom but he was severely confused last he remembered he was at school with Dean and his cousins, but now he was here in a hospital bed with a huge cast on his leg and his mom was here with him.

She rushed as she spoke "Roman, I was so worried!! I am so glad you are finally awake!!" Roman heard the panic and also the relief in her voice, she pulled away looking at the other she held his face between her hands. She looked over him now that he was awake, she had not seen her son with such short hair in such a long time. She felt instant regret for sending him to that school feeling guilty as she knew how much Roman loved his hair, at the time when they decided to send him there she had not thought of them cutting his hair. A tear run down her cheek as she rubbed her thumb over his cheek all Roman was doing was staring back at her she didn't know what he was thinking she sat on the seat next to the bed about to speak but Roman spoke first "Mom...? What happened?" he looked at her and then looked down at the cast on his leg, he still felt utterly groggy his head felt dizzy and tight. "I was at that school, and now I am here..?" She looked at him taking his hand in hers "You fell whilst you was doing an obstacle course, you landed hard on the ground.. You were about.. Or over ten feet up, and you broke your leg and from hitting your head so hard you had a concussion Roman. You were out this whole time!" Roman looked at her as he listened, he looked away feeling utterly puzzled by it all as he could not remember it at all happening it was all a blur.

His mom stood up and pulled the blanket back over him as she spoke again "So they are now keeping you in for testing, and to check that your head is all ok.. Heal your leg up and you should be fine... I was so worried Roman.. How are you feeling?" Roman leaned back against the pillows, resting his head on the propped up pillow squinting as if he felt a pain but it was just because of the weird numbness he felt at the back of his head. Romans mom remembered he had not had any liquids in a long time so she poured him a cup of water handing it to him, he quickly drank it his throat feeling better instantly. He replied "Everything feels weird.. I feel numb, dizzy and really tired!! I don't remember any of it happening.." She looked at him concerned before she responded " Well you are dosed up on a lot of pain killers.. So hopefully its keeping the pain at bay" Roman closed his eyes and as he did things started to rush to his head, he saw Dean and his perfect face. Instantly his heart felt like it had stopped, he came to the realisation that Dean was now at the school still whist he was here.

He felt sadness building up as he began go worry, he didn't look his moms way as he spoke softly "Mom where are we?" She replied "We are at the hospital near home, at Pensacola, we wanted you to come back here" as he heard that he felt his heart tighten even more, Dean was now miles away in another state and he was back in florida with a stupid broken leg and he would probably never see the love of his life again. Roman said quietly finally speaking back to his mother "I'm really tired.. Is it ok if i sleep more" his mom smiles standing up stroking her over his hair "Of course, get some sleep! I'll check back on you later". Roman waited till he heard the door click shut before he broke down, tears began to flood his eyes he could not believe how the one good thing that had ever happened to him was now snatched away from him.

He hated everything, he wanted to not be here and not even to exist. He didn't have his cousins, Dean or even Seth to see anymore he was completely alone. He thought that he and Dean would be happy and together from here on out, but of course nothing ever went right for him. He knew it was all too good to be true, something was bound to happen to ruin everything. As he sat there with his heart breaking with every sad thought that popped into his head he realised who he should be blaming for his unhappiness, it was all his parents fault! If they never sent him there he would not be this sad now and he would of still been at his old school with his cousins, he would of also never had his precious hair so cruelty taken from him making him look and feel ugly. If he never went there he would of never known that Dean existed, meaning he would not be heartbroken now.. more tears kept coming and coming as he thought of Dean. Even the thought of him never meeting Dean to begin with made him cry even more, he just wanted to see him more than anything and he thought of maybe never seeing him, touching him loving him again hurt.

He now didn't want to even see his parents, he now resented them even more than before. He thought they were the ones to blame for everything, after all he would not be on this bed with a darn broken leg and whatever else was wrong with him if it was not for them. Now he could not even walk or have any kind of life at all, not till his leg healed up and he knew it would be a long winded recovery. He felt alone then once again Dean would be on his mind again, he wished he was here beside him holding his hand and just being able to hear his voice. He placed his hands over his face and cried heavily into his palms, he hated crying so much but he could not hold back these tears. He had not felt his awful and empty in a long time, for the first time he had someone who he could call his boyfriend but now he was in another state across the country. He truly loved him more than anyone in this world and now he had no contact to him, he had no details to get in touch with him.. nothing at all. He may be over reacting but he worried Dean could be lost forever and he would always long for him because he was in love with him, he truly felt like he could not live without him. He lye there for a while longer sobbing unable to control his thoughts or tears, until he eventually cried himself to sleep.

AN- Sorry I took so long to update, and also I am sorry this is a short chapter but I thought I badly needed to update! I will get to writing the next chapter soon!