Hey guys

Well

As you can tell I haven't updated any of my books

And

That's because

I have been going through some hard times lately

And

I'm still going through them as I'm​writing this

1. My parents get a divorce

2. My mom got with my ulcer right after my dad left

3. I can't see my dad, right know

4. My dog name Lucy's has heart worms and it will take $700 dollars to help her

5. Lucy can die from this

6. Someone that was a part of my family die

7. I can allow talk to my dad on the phone

8. My mom forced me to ask for money form my Dad

9. And allot more has been happening in my life

So, ya

Life as been really real hurd for me last, and I'm trying my best to not give up and keep on going

But

Everyday it gets hurd and hurd for me to keep on hoping everything will be ok

And

From all of this

I learned something

Just because you thing you know what someone else is going through

Or

Because you have been through the same thing

Doesn't mean you know what it feels like

Or

How much it hurts them

Because let me tell you, people the are around me, say the know what it is like, but no one knows what it is like

Because for everyone it is different, every little thing is different form me to you, and you to me

In the end

Some people get a great life

And on the other hand

Some people get a life full of hell

Ya, sometimes there is good but mostly bad things

And

Yet, it's not are fult

Its not are fult, that what happened​, happened

We mostly have nothing to do with it

But

We are the ones that it hurts the most

Why?

Why is this?

Because let me tell you it's not fucking far!

But

Then again life was never far

In the end

What is the point in living if at the end we all die?

Sometimes, I think if, I die everything will keep going the world will keep going on

Because it's knows at the end all we all die

If I die know so what?

It's not like I was never going to die

So

Why?

Why keep going if there is know point?

If I can just end all of the pain, why keep going?

For what, to feel more pain?

Ya, sometimes good things happen to me

But

Mostly of the time it's just pain

So

Why keep going?

Ok, guys

So that's why

There has been no updates to any of my books

But

Thank you

Thank you, everyone

For staying here

Well

I hope you guys have a great day or night

Bye