Hey guys

So

Um...

Well

This right know for me are going to hell

I- it keeps telling me to stop

Stop going

Stop living

It tells me that I don't deserve to be here

That I should just die

And

That no one will care

When

I know that is wrong because I know all of you guys do care

And

I'm so thank full about that

And

I thank everyone of you guys

For the help and happyness the fun and the joy

I don't think I would still be here if ut was not for you guys

I would have giving up so long ago

So

Thank you all

But

I don't know how much longer I can keep this up

Before it gets to be to much for ne to hand dil

Alot has beeb going on

My family fights all the time

Over the stupid stuf

And

Everyday I get yelled at for one thing or another

Sometimes no most times I don't know why they are yelling at me

And

When they do it just makes me feel like killing my self

And

School

Well I do have a break for 1 week before I go back to school

But

Sometimes school is no most times school is a living hell for me

I get yelled at there to and sometimes I don't know what for

I get bullied

But

This is not the first time I have been bullied

The first time I get bully was when I was in 1 or 2 grad

And

All thow 3, 4, 5, and now in 6 grad I'm still getting bullied

I act like it doesn't hurt but it real does hurt alot and it just makes thing wears

Guys I don't know what to do

It all hurts some much

I don't want to die

But

At the same time I want to die

And

End all of this shit and hell that I go thow every fucking day of my life

I'm sorry for tell you guys all of this

I know you all have thing going on in your lives

And

You did need to know what is going on about me

Sorry guys

Well

I hope you guys have a better day or night then I am having

Bbbbyyyyyeeeee