L E T T I N G
G O

I sat quietly in my thoughts,
wondering what I had lost.
Feeling as though something missing,
at what, some people would say at cost.
I sat there in my thoughts,
with a bleeding heart in my hands.
Wanting to lose it all,
and not know why no one understands.
I sat there in my thoughts,
just wandering in fear of the unknown.
How God really knows,
I've lost the will and hate the days that have grown.
My, I sat there in my thoughts,
hating my life and existence.
My God, why does my heart hurt so?
And how my smiles have lost that godforsaken chance?

Yes, I sat there in my thoughts,
simply wanting to shut out the world.
Wondering what has happen to me,
my thoughts a hurricane whirled.

I'm not sure where I stand,
And I can't seem to care.
For this constant ache in my chest,
Might make me just too willing to share.

And at the end, I know for sure that I'll probably simply just....Let Go.