G O O D
E N O U G H ?

I can't breathe yet live,
Just waiting for the pianos to lose their beauty.
I can't say no never more.
I think I've probably lost my mind.
I've probably gone to Wonderland.
Where the Hatter lives and awaits my arrival.
Maybe the air'll be fresher there.
She smiled at me you know.
Waiting for me to pull her from the shadows.
I tried to warn her you know.
But she was, alas, lost at the meadows.
Its sad.
She's forever alone,
yet somehow she's never alone.
I tried to reach out to her,
but I fell down too.
Am I even good enough?
She replied; No.

It never mattered, I tell myself.
Friendship doesn't matter anymore with her.
I cried, wondering...
Am I even good enough anymore?
I swept the tears away, hating the river that pooled me in darkness.
Now tell me;
Your emotions are hard to control right?
She cried out; No!
And I smiled and whispered;
Darkness is so ever hard to harness.
So am I even good enough?