Things had only gotten trickier than before, harry, Ron, and Hermione now knew my secret, the whole school might as well know it too right. Well that's where things get trickier because according to sources i have Ron can't keep his bloody mouth shut for his own sake. Which is bad for me due to reasons we all know, not many people would see me any better then they already do without knowing i speak parseltonuge because they haven't heard me speak it. Of course things might change in the end, but right now i might have people fawning over me not that i truly care i only care about few people. That included my friends and Theo was my top priority right now, but he was ignoring me like his life depended on it, so as i used my flew powder to get back to the malfoy manor i knew things were changing. I hated change and especially when it came to my friends and so called family because now here i was in another situation in it's own. I was standing in my room and i was alone for a while until there was a loud knock at my door nearly scaring me.

"Come in" i said

In walked Draco and my face was confused as to why he even knocked, usually he knocked with our secret knock so i knew who it was, but he hadn't done so.

"What's wrong dray?" I asked

"It's time, i tried to hold it back as long as i could but they insist" he said d

"Insist on what?" I asked

"Trinity if you don't sign those papers they are going to force the dark mark on you now" he said

"And your telling me this and not them because?" I snapped

"Because they thought you'd listen to me more" he said

"I won't sign those papers" I snapped

"You have to" he snapped back

"Let them mark me for all i care Draco, i refuse" I snapped

"No you can't" he said softly

"Why the hell not?" I snapped

"It's not that it hurts, but there is no going back from getting it trinity, once you have it you can't do anything to get rid of it" he said clearly scared

"Draco I'm almost fifteen they were going to force it on me then anyway" i said

"Says who?" The asked

"Says your father, if i wasn't to get it i wasn't to stay here anymore" i said

"He told you that?" Draco said shocked

"Yes last year before school was beginning, i didn't tell you because i didn't want you to worry about me" I said

"Of course I'd worry about you just as i do now, your so dumb sometimes why do you always think no one cares for you" he snapped

"You bloody well know why Draco, after everything you know why" i snapped

"I don't think that's really the only reasons, people are allowed to care about you, your allowed to care about people too, it's not your fault" he said

"I know it's not my fault" i snapped

"Trinity it truly isn't your fault, what they did to you was wrong, it most certainly wasn't your bloody fault" he said grabbing my shoulders and looking down at me

"I...I don't, i can't help but feel as tho it was" I said tears in my eyes as i looked down

"It's alright to feel weak sometimes, trust me you taught me that" he said pulling me closer

"I'm sorry Draco, but i can't sign those papers knowing he's hiding something from me, that a lot of people are" i said

"He's hiding something from everyone" he said

"I have to do what i must to survive and if getting the mark means that, then I'm sorry, but you won't stop me" I said

"No but he might" Draco said

Suddenly Theo walked into the room and looked at Draco before Draco nodded and left, i scoffed and sat on my bed.

"Now you suddenly want to talk to me" i said

"I'm here to call you crazy for choosing the dark mark over a chance at love" he said sitting beside me

"It's not love, he's forced to marry me Theo and you know it's wrong just admit it" i said

"I know it's wrong, but you have to understand that getting the mark is a terrible idea" he said

"Of course it is, but it's a choice I am going to make not anyone else" i said

"Look at me darling" he said

I turned slowly and looked at him with anger and sadness in my eyes, but he didn't care about it, even when my eyes flashed yellow trying to scare him off.

"You won't scare me off easily anymore" he said

"I don't want to scare anyone, but i must do what I must, doesn't anyone understand that?" I hissed

"We do, but this isn't it, just sign the papers i beg of you" he said

"I'm sorry Theo, but I'm not going to sign them" I said

"Why do you hate him so much?" He asked

"I....i don't think i do" i said looking down

"Then why forced yourself to get the mark if you don't hate him?" He asked

"Maybe it's in spite of him, or maybe it's to prove my parents right, but overall i don't know the truth anymore and all i want is for people to stop lying to me and get out with what they truly want and feel" I said

"I love you and thats how i really feel, but your not mine to love so i have to let you go" he said

"I'm not worth loving anyway" I said

"That's not true" he said

"Just got, your not changing my mind, so stop wasting yours" i said

"Fine be that way, i tried so don't say i didn't" he snapped

That's it i was doing exactly as my parents wished me to do, push everyone away and become evil like i already somehow am.