Chapter 39 - In Need Of You
Two days later
Trinity's POV
I woke up in pain, but not a lot of pain it was minimal and bearable pain, but what i noticed was the feeling of someone's hand in mine. I opened my eyes and looked around, it was bright in here, i was in the infirmary that was for sure. I looked to my left and noticed Matteo sitting there holding a book in one hand and my hand in the other, but why i didn't know. Why was he here all alone and where were my so called friends, where was Draco even if i hate his guts right now, where was he. What about Enzo or Theo, blaze or Tom even whom i kidding Tom would never show up to see me Merlin only knows blaze would either. I know it was weird, but i felt this bubble inside me trying to break free the more i felt for Matteo the more the bubble grew. Like it was trying to tell me something that i was unaware of, but maybe someone else knew, maybe Matteo knew, but I'd never ask him that personal question. What if he called me weird or a freak for thinking such things, i pulled my hand out of his causing him to look down at me and smile widely.
"Finally it was beginning to think you'd never wake" he said setting down his book
"Why are you here?" I asked
His smile faded as he sigh and looked anywhere but my face why i didn't know but it bugged me to death.
"Matteo i asked a question" I said
"I'm here because i care as much as I hate it and as much as you think i don't i do, i care more than you know and you'll have to suck it up and deal with it" he said
Suddenly in walked Madam Pomfrey and she rushed to my side immediately now that i was awake.
"Good your better, two days took long, but your doing alright right dear?" She asked
"Wait two days, i was out for two whole days Merlin i have things to do" I began as i tried to get up Matteo shoved me lightly back onto the bed
"I did your homework for you" he said
"Why would you do that?, i do need to learn you know" I scoffed
"Fine I'll just leave since you think so low of me all the time, you hate me i get it just never mind I'll leave you alone form now on" he said and began to leave
Part of me wanted to stop him, but the bigger part wanted to listen to my parents and their wants, but i found myself fighting that evil and grabbed his hand stopping him.
"I need you" I said softly but i think he heard me
"I know" he said with a grin
"Cocky much" I scoffed
"Well I have to keep things interesting don't i" he said causing me to laugh
"Trinity" a voice called out as the doors to the infirmary opened
"Theo nice to see you" I grinned
"I brought flowers" he said with a blush
"I'll go" Matteo began and i didn't stop him this time, but he knew what i wanted he was giving me space now
"I'm sorry i tired to visit but madam Pomfrey said you weren't awake yet, also Draco is obnoxious without you, pansy is irritating as ever and Tom doesn't speak, Matteo can't shut up about needing to be by your side through this whatever happened" he said
"I was attacked that's all i really remember" I said partly telling the truth partly not
"Well I'm glad your awake it's quite boring without you" he said
"Theo I umm" I didn't know what to say
Yes, i hated Matteo and part of me wanted to spite him and date Theo, but I just didn't know what to do, what to chose or why i felt this way. He knew know i felt now so why bother with rubbing things off and saying i don't care, but mothers words echoed in my head over and over again. What was i supposed to do, push everyone away, kill my inner personality, stop being who i always have been, no i can't do that.
"Is everything alright?" He asked
"I don't want to lead you on Theo, i like you a lot i really do, and dating you would be nice, but i can't hurt you like I've been hurt, i don't want things to be ruined between us we have a great friendship going and I'd hate to ruin it" i said
"I understand what you mean, but give me a shot and I'll promise you not to get hurt if it doesn't work out" he said
"Your willing to promise that just to go out with me?" I asked
"Heck everyone here would die for a date with you so yeah hell yeah i would" he laughed
"Okay I'll give you a chance, but if you do what pansy did i swear I'll kill you" i said
"Oh so they admitted to it, that's why everything is so odd in the group" he said
"Yeah caught her in a lie that's why" I said softly
He leaned in and kissed my cheek causing me to blush and he set the flowers on the table, before we chatted for a while then he had to leave. When he left pansy walked in and i felt my blood boil inside, i wanted nothing to do with her right now, hell Draco too, not until they beg for my forgiveness.
"Trinity i know your mad at me, but hear me out" she began
I simply nodded and decided on letting her speak, but we will see where this leads, to good or bad we'd have to find out right.
Author note -
I want to let y'all know that this year aka the third year at Hogwarts might be longer in chapter amount than the first two only because of the way things are rolling. Also thank you for reading this far and can't wait to continue might have to even look into make book two for this since i didn't expect it to get this long already and it's only third year. Anywho thanks for enjoying the book as fun as writing it was and please feel free to leave comments (Nice comments) if you have anything to add or say.
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