"I didn't think Theo had a crush on for one and second Draco is my childhood best friend and i don't know what i feel for him right now, but if you really want me to i won't peruse my feelings for Draco" I said

She nodded and went to talk away but i stopped her knowing she didn't answer my question.

"You want me to stay away don't you?" I asked

"Not that, i get it he's your childhood best friend but i sort of like him a lot and he's always with you never paying me much mind at all" she said

"Your jealous of my friendship with him, why didn't you tell me this sooner pans?" I asked

"Because of this reaction, i knew you wouldn't choose me over him as friends so i said nothing and kept my mouth shut so that i didn't lose you" she said

"So while we were dating you did kiss him didn't you, he lied at truth or dare didn't he, you've liked him this entire time and used me to get closer didn't you, are you even bisexual pansy" I snapped

"I loved you i really did and i never wanted to hurt you, but one day while you weren't around we did kiss, I'm so sorry" she pleaded

"Don't touch me, i don't know what to say to you or Draco for that matter god I'm so stupid why did i ever trust anyone" I snapped tears in my eyes as anger filled me

"Trinity it was stupid it was harmless it mean nothing" she pleaded

I pushed her against the wall and growled at her, her eyes widened with fear and that wasn't ever my intention. I backed away slowly and ran as my life depended on it, tears of both anger and sadness fell down my cheeks. I ran to the black lake and cried pulling my knees to my chest then the anger set in and i fought so hard against my wolf that it began to get painful. I screamed in both pain and frustration but nothing was helping me, i didn't want to shift and i wanted to feel the pain for some reason. Suddenly my parents ghost appeared in front of me causing me to growl and look up at them with anger and sadness.

"Why did you do this to me?, why did you hate me so much, beat me and tormented me even cast that stupid spell on me, is this what you wanted of me, to make me feel alone forever and unloved by even my so called best friend, was it a setup was i ever meant to be loved by anyone" I snapped at them

My mother looked at my father before laughing and grabbing my chin roughly in her hands.

"Your pathetic and weak, you need to shut it all out, turn those emotions out, be who you are meant to be, turn dark, go against them all, they mean nothing to you just as you mean nothing to them, your worthless to them, let it all out and show them your true nature" she said

"No, i won't be you, i won't be evil like you and torment others as you did me" I snapped

"You either listen to me and do as told or things get ugly for you and your so called friends" she snapped and slapped me across the face

"How are you even doing this to me?, why are you still here attacking me like you have nothing better to do in the fucking afterlife" I snapped

"Watch your mouth young lady" father said while slapping me

I growled my eyes flashing yellow, my canines out along with my caws as i shoved him hard and began beating him as he once beat me.

"Get off your father you little brat" mother yelled while she threw me against a tree

"Your the weak ones, your pathetic unable to face the fact your daughter is better than you, that she will be better than you in everything she ever does" I snapped and pushed my mother pinning her against a tree

Suddenly i felt a stab to my stomach as my father took a stick and stabbed it into me I backed off my mother and gasped in pain and shock.

"If your so powerful then let her out, let the darkness take hold and forget everyone around you including Matteo" father said

"No your lying i don't have a dark side i refuse to be like you, cruel and alone in the end" I said spitting up blood

Suddenly Matteo was at my side as i fell to my knees spitting up blood as i tried to take deep breaths to gain some form of air.

"Hey hey don't close your eyes princess, stay with me, you saw them again didn't you" he said

"Bastards they are" I laughed

"Let's get you to the infirmary hmm" he said

"I'm weak aren't i Mattie, I'm so pathetic even my best friend and childhood best friend betrayed me" i said coughing up more blood as he ran with me in his arms

"Your not weak, your not pathetic and your so called friends are stupid" he said

When we got into the castle i felt weaker and weaker as blood dripped onto him and the floor soaking both our shirts in red.

"What's going on?" Draco shouted as he must of seen us

"Screw you malfoy" I managed to yell before everything went black suddenly