The week was coming to a close soon and Narcissa still hadn't explained to me what Lucius was talking about when he said "Rules". It was frustrating and on top of that Draco couldn't shut up about me being married off to a Riddle as he called them. I couldn't wait to get back to Hogwarts and spend time with pansy again, we have been owling one another all this time and I couldn't help but feel love from her. I just can't help but feel special especially when my parents hated me for whatever Merlins damn reason was. I feel safe around pansy and Draco more than anything and I'm so in love with pansy, but part of me felt bad for what I'd known now. I wouldn't be able to love pansy forever, i was being married off and that's when i finally let the tears spill down my cheeks. I wasn't going to love someone on my own, I wasn't going to be marrying who I chose, I wasn't going to be free like i had hoped to one day be. My choices were ripped from me the moment i was born it seems which sucks drastically and i wish i could change it.

I wish there was a much faster way to find my soulmate and be happy with them so that Matteo couldn't tare us apart. Nor could Tom, Lucius, Narcissa or anyone else for that matter, we'd love each other and things would be great.

"Daydreaming doesn't help you know" Draco said as he sat on the floor beside me

"I know, but I just wish for things I know I can't have" I said

"I know and that's upsetting for me too, because I have to let you be forced into something you don't want while I stay and watch from the side" he said

"Yeah and I can't even be with Pansy anymore and we've been together for a few months now" I said with teary eyes

"It's okay I had a feeling when I saw them things were going to change, but i never imagined this badly" he said

"Trinity dear we must speak about those rules now" Narcissa said as she entered the room

"Yes ma'am" I said and followed her to the study (Another tears for office sort of)

"Sit we must discuss them" she said motioning towards a chair

On the table I noticed were a few books, some loose papers and two pens, what those were doing there I'd have to find out. She sat at the opposite chair at the table across from me before she began speaking she slipped on some glasses to read the small print i suppose.

"Okay these papers will be you signing the acknowledgment of your future marriage with Matteo Riddle" she said

"And if I don't sign them?" I asked

"Just please sign them I don't want to find out" she said

"What are the rules?" I asked

"You belong to Matteo and when you turn 17 you both are expected to marry even if you find your soulmates" she said

"What no, if I find my soulmate I refuse to marry" I said

"It doesn't matter Trinity I'm sorry" she said

"Rule two, your never to speak up at a meeting like you had without asking permission or being given permission by being asked a question" she said

"Absolutely not" I mumbled to which she looked at me with her eyebrow raised

I rolled my eyes and motioned for her to continue reading the rules so this could end.