Vision or Nightmare

I was walking into a dark hallway when I was grabbed and thrown into a wall a knife held to my throat when the attacker came at me. I screamed as tears filled my eyes not falling just yet but close to it for sure. I looked up but could only see a shadow of a person holding a knife to my throat or was it a wand I couldn't tell but it had a sharp point that's for sure.

"Don't you think it's time you die" they laughed

"What is this, what do you want, get out of my head" I snapped

"Oh but I'll be waiting for you and you know it don't you, you know I'm coming for you watch your back I could be around any corner you never know" they said

"Go fuck yourself" I snapped
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I woke up to someone shaking me and gasped in shock trying to fight them off in fear.

"Shh it's mean, your find your safe I got you, it's me Pansy" Pansy said

"Pansy" I whispered softly

"You weren't waking I rushed to get Draco too, I'm sorry I couldn't stop it" she said

"Shh your safe it was a bad dream is all" Draco said

"It wasn't a dream it was someone in my head Dray" I said softly

"I don't get it?" Pansy said

"She has a special gift" Draco said

"Other than talking to the dead" Pansy asked

"Yeah It's a connection to someone, but I don't exactly know who it is, where they are or what is going to happen" I said

"So your having like visions of some sort, or like telepathy that is one sided or something like that" Pansy said

"Yeah I guess you could say that" I said

"well we won't let them hurt you right Draco" Pansy said

"Right, no one will hurt you as long as were around fighter" Draco said

"Thank you guys" I said hugging both of them

With that we separated and started getting ready for the day ahead of us that would be filled with classes and more.
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I knew that I had Pansy and Draco, but would it last forever, I mean will it be like this forever. Don't get me wrong I believe in them, that they will do everything they can to be around me for as long as we all are around, but there is one thing I worry about. That maybe I'm the problem here, maybe it's me who is going to be the downfall of our friendships and more. I like Pansy a lot and Draco is my childhood best friend, Theo, Blaze, and Enzo are our good friends too, but what if something terrible happens and were left with no choices. Or left to chose between something or someone and that someone doesn't end up being me, of course these are silly worries for a girl my age. I just can't help but be insecure about my, our future and what everything means and what our future is going to hold.

It pains me to think about really, but what if they don't see me in their futures, what if I'm not in it and they aren't in mine. It's a scary thought and I hate to think about it this way, but part of me can't trust anyone not even Draco whom I've known all my life. We might as well be siblings, I mean come on we took baths together, slept in the same crib and grew up together, what if we separate or something. I might be thinking ahead, and I know what most people will say if I ever said it out loud, but I can't help but feel this way about everything. Everything that's been going on from my parents being abusive, to them dying, to me moving in with the Malfoy family, to school and the nightmares and many more that has yet to happen. It all scares me, the past, the present and most importantly the future it all scares me half to death and I'm not ready to die. Not now at least, and hopefully not for a long time, but for now I must keep going forward right.