Classes weren't as dreadful as the last but they were still partly dreadful of course. Then again I enjoyed the spell casting and well not the learning because I knew the majority of it all. Although classes seemed to drag on I couldn't help the feeling of the emotions I was getting about what I read in that book. The whole soulmates thing was bugging me because the things I read were interesting and scary all together. I mean if you have a soulmate then they have the chance of rejecting you. If they have that opportunity to reject you then what's the point right. The point of having a soulmate if they don't want to be with you. It's a devastating idea I'm not sure why they allow that but it's sad.

I mean if you want a soulmate which I do but also don't for various reasons. One reason being the fact they could be just like my parents were to me. Being mean and abusive for a soulmate isn't someone I want. Then there is a chance of them just rejecting me so that would be best avoided if I don't search out for one. I was so lost in thought I didn't realize Draco was trying to gain my attention until he threw paper at me.

"Ahhh what was that for?" I hissed

"You realize class is over" he said

I looked around and blushed profusely at the fact he was right class was in fact over I was alone with Draco.

"What got you so in your head?" He asked

"Have you ever read about soulmates?" I asked softly

"Mother and father are soulmates I believe they've talked about it before" he said

"What if my parents weren't and that's why they took it out on me?" I asked

"That's what your worried about?" He asked

"Not entirely, I'm also worried if my soulmate will be like them" i said sadly

"Don't think too much on it, plus we don't know who they are until we're sixteen remember" he said

"So you did read the book" i smirked

He blushed hard and shook his head in disbelief.

"Did not" he replied

"Oh you did and you hope you have one don't you" I giggled

"Maybe but don't go around saying it" he hissed

"I wonder if they are here at Hogwarts" i said daydreaming about Draco having a soulmate

"Stop that daydreaming nonsense" he said rolling his eyes

"We're twelve that isn't something we need to worry about" he added

"Okay but I can't help but wonder" I said softly
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Major time skip
(sorry not sorry)

I couldn't help the feeling I got when arriving home for the holidays. Whether it an overjoyed feeling that I felt or compete and utter sadness. For one I felt sad because I never got the chance to celebrate the real holidays with my real parents. If that's even what you want to call them of course. They weren't really good parents and only Draco knows the truth about them. Now it was Christmas and winter time all around London. The snow was cold and it was freezing inside and out. Draco was complaining about it being "too bloody cold" outside. I on the other hand was stuck in my room pacing and panicking. Why might you ask well school was at its end and second year was bound to start before anyone knew it.

I was nervous because we were turning thirteen and it was scary to think about. That in a few years we would find our soulmates and part of me hated the idea now. I went into the study to get something to read, i was bored and i had gone through all the books on my own shelf so i needed knew ones. When i got into the study i felt this odd surge go through me, it directed me to a certain shelf and i automatically reached for a specific book that i didn't even know was there. When i touched the book i felt a wave of energy that made my body tingle as i began to look at the cover of the book. "Soulmates and more" the title read, i gasped at the thought of how in the world i had gotten to this book and not a different one.

Although my mind was begging me to open it and read so i took the book and headed back to my room to begin reading. I know Draco is going to be worried about me daydreaming about soulmates, but the book chose me as if it were a wand that chose it's owner. With that once i reached my room i sat down on the bay window and flipped to the first page of the book.