sorry for being inactive to everyone who reads this s/mb! I've been busy with stuff and getting the first mafia round ready. (which i still need to finish sksks) but here's just a little update of what happened just today:

I got called the "h" word (think garden tools) by someone in pe along  with them calling me fake and saying that I was nice at first but I was actually mean and was just acting. Note this is the same person who made fun of me for doing Dnd and once called me "as straight as a rainbow" lol. Tbh, I've heard worst and her attempts to bully me make me laugh plus I tease her too so whatever. I think the fact that's she is a 7th grader and I'm an 8th grader also helps too.¯\_(ツ)_/¯

And in English, the person behind me scoots back their desk away from mine and the person who sits to the left of me moved to sit in the other desk so I'm alone by myself. I try to not let this bother me but still, it ticks me off and makes me start to worry if I'm doing something wrong.

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Here is a small illustration I did in a few seconds. I'm red, person who sits next to me is purple, and the dude that sits behind me is yellow.

And it doesn't get better since after class I decide to stay and I go on the Quizziz game that the teacher puts up. (Quizziz is a site where your teacher can set up a game for you to play and review on questions.) and I stupidly put down my name. I get first place and then the other kids in the class start to ask where Adrianna (not my real name) is and start calling out my sister's name along with calling out the name "Gru." Ppl who know me irl will understand what Gru's real name is but it still ticked me off. -_-

(Now I'm gonna take a nap and try to ignore the fact I'm lonely and all my friends aren't talking to me cri)