the drive to katsumi's house was akward. luckily, her house was only a couple minutes from the park.

matsukawa pulled up into the driveway of the small white house that belonged to katsumi. she sighed lowly then opened the passenger seat door, "bye matsukawa," she said distastefully as she hopped out of the car, closing it behind her. they watched as she walked up to her house, then walked in.

"shit, that was tense," matsu commented looking back at hanamaki who was seated in the back. "hop up to the front," he said. so makki did. "you want me to drop you off at oikawa's place?" he asked pulling out of the driveway.

"um," hanamaki began to think of what he should do, today, i've gone through hell, i think i deserve a treat. "would it be alright if i came to your place?" he asked.

"what? really?" matsukaw replied, "i- uh, okay," he said, "may i ask for what?" he asked, his tone a bit teasing.

"so you can prove that you want me," hanamaki said slyly, looking over at the dark haired boy.

"i can't tell if you're being serious," he said, his tone had changed and he was focusing much too hard onto the road.

"i'm being serious," makki said.

"i-" he began, "i was such a douche to you, and now you want to do this?" he asked.

"i trust you, i trust that you'll keep your word and stop fucking around with other people," hanamaki said.

"seriously? how? i wouldn't believe me," he said furrowing his brows slightly.

"that's only because i see more in you than you see in yourself," the pink haired male said, "and i want you to be my first time," he said straightforwardly.

"wha-?! it'll be your first time? no way, i couldn't," matsukawa insisted.

"you are trying to convince me not to have sex with you? who are you, and what have you done with matsu?" hanamaki teased.

"i just, i want your first time to be special, special as in: not with a jerk like me," he said, as he pulled up in front of his house. he lived relatively close to katsumi, compared to the twentyfive-ish minute drive between matsu and makkis homes.

"well, i don't think you're a jerk," he replied.

"well, i know i'm a jerk," matsukawa said, "and yes, i want you but not like that, not yet, not until i've proven myself," he said.

hanamaki furrowed his eyebrows a bit, he wasn't sure what to say so he didn't say anything. they got out of the car and walked up to matsukawa's house, he unlocked it and allowed hanamaki inside before walking in himself.

"so, we could watch a movie or something," issei said as he took off his thin jacket placing it on the back of his couch.

"or we could have sex, or whatever," hanamaki suggested once again, crossing his arms over his chest.

"makki, i can't, alright?" he said looking over at the other boy.

"but if i'm saying that i'm alright with it, what's the huge problem?" he asked. matsukawa walked over to makki, he took the slightly shorter boys arms in his hands.

"i'm saying that you're not ready and neither am i," he said softly, hanamaki avoided eye contact for a bit but eventually gave in, looking at matsu.

"but i am," hanamaki insisted with a huff.

"hm, you're so cute when you're upset," he commented, placing a hand on one side of hanamakis face then leaning in, kissing him softly. he pulled back, "let's just watch a movie, okay?" he said.

"hmph, fine," he said with a slight pout.

*

they were both snuggled onto the couch, a thin blanket drapped over them. hanamaki was laid on top of matsukawa, and they were watching the movie 'the holiday' when a certain scene came on. it was the scene where the character cameron diaz plays suggests to the character that jude law plays that they should have sex even though they just met.

amanda says: 'you know, given that l'm in a bit of a personal crisis... and i find myself in a total stranger's home... in a town that i can't actually remember the name of... and considering that you showed up... and you're, like, insanely good-looking... and really drunk and probably won't remember me anyway... i'm thinking... we should have sex. if you want...'

to which graham replies: 'is that a trick question?'

"hmm," hanamaki hummed simply.

"don't you start with me," matsukawa said, knowing exactly what hanamaki meant.

"what, i didn't even say anything," he said, then let out a dramatic sigh.

"yeah, but i know what you were going to say," he said.

"oh yeah? what?" hanamaki asked, faux curiousity in his voice.

"we should have sex," matsukawa said bluntly.

"i- i mean, uh that was abrupt, but if you insist," makki teased, a smirk playing across his face.

"oh, i walked right into that one," the dark haired boy said then began laughing a bit, the laugh that hanamaki had grown so attached to.

"that's true," hanamaki smiled.

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a/n: I HAD TO REWRITEHALF OF THIS BC I DELETED IT ACCIDENTALLY

but anyways, look at this, were back in safe ground, back to fluff