It's been three months since their fight and reunion trip to Ooty , time flew fast and they met quite rarely too but never forgot to share their happenings with each other .

They would spend their Sundays face timing each other and felt contented in this . There were times when they missed each other so much , but wouldn't show up that much . The group of four became close . And their daily fun in the group chat is the one to be cherished .

It's a calm and usual Saturday for Varun , he was planning to complete his works for today . Arjun and Preethi decided to catch up and went out for a date .

And it's now Nithya sulking in the house not knowing what to do . After many days she is absolutely free till Monday .

She made her comfortable in the sofa and texted Varun .

Nithya : Ena pandra !!!!!! *I'm sulking here fyi*

Varun read this and chuckled a bit before replying .

Varun : Knjm works thaan complete panita free aagiduven *I'm missing you fyi* 🥺♥️😂

Nithya : Miss pandra moonjiya paaru , unoda velayae kattitu azhu poda 😒

Varun : Ena d posukunu ipdi solta 🥺 *nane pavam*

Nithya : Seri seri poi thola work paaru text me when u finish *pouting*

Varun : 😂😂 okayy take care ♥️ !

With this Shree threw the phone to other side of couch and decided to watch something to kill her time . She decided to watch Young Sheldon episodes which were remaining .

Time went by and she     completed two episodes but she wasn't enjoying it at all . Her mind was constantly wavering around her loved ones .

(Okay you got me 😂 She was thinking about Varun . )

She then decided to do something . She quickly went showered and got ready . She decided to catch up with him for a coffee in his canteen , it won't disturb him at all right .

She then texted him asking for ten mins break from his work . He quickly agreed as he was about to take a break . And he his happy that he's gonna meet her even though it's for short time .

She started her car , but something unsettling ran through her mind . She waved it off and started towards his office . She reached it and texted him that's she arrived . He quickly stopped  his works and got up .

She parked her car and started towards his office and she found him waving at her . She chuckled at his behaviour . And at the moment she was nearing him , a man came to get sign from Varun regarding work .

Varun got the file and started checking it . Suddenly he heard a thumping sound and looked up to find Nithya in floor totally fainted .

He rushed towards her , his heart was beating fast and his eyes were starting to shed tears . He couldn't process anything that's happening and then someone sprayed some water in nithya's face and Varun patted her constantly saying her name and trying to bring her to conscious .

The moment she opened her eyes , she was engulfed by Varun in a bone crushing hug and whispering I love you and please don't leave me .

She couldn't understand what was happening . She slowly processed everything and suddenly parted from the hug and looked at him with blood shot eyes .

"I want to go home now !" She said looking at him and not anywhere else gritting her teeth . He nodded his head with tears in his eyes and quickly helped her to reach her car and he started towards her home .

The car ride was total silence both in their own world trying to figure out things . On the way Varun texted Arjun and Preethi that Nithya fainted when she came to meet him and now he is taking her back home . And asked them if they could come there . They agreed and assured him that they will be there .

The whole ride he kept glancing at her with tears in his eyes and also didn't ask her anything gave her the silence she needed .

On the other side , Nithya was totally petrified contemplating the scenes that took place . That face , brought back all the dark memories of her life which she placed deep down .

Tears were flowing down , her heart was thumping fast and she was constantly fiddling with her hem of the dress to keep her sane .

When reached home , Nithya sprinted towards her room and locked herself leaving the confused and bothered Varun outside . He went in and decided to wait until Arjun arrives , he took this time to calm himself down and swore to know what happened with her . And to resolve it .

She was smiling brightly even before a minute when I saw her , what happened in that one minute what the heck descended down that shook her this bad .

She was looking at me with bloodshot eyes , I've never seen her this weak vulnerable and scared . Her eyes showed that she was scared so much . But why was she scared . He was thinking all these when Arjun arrived and called his name .

He quickly went and dragged Arjun towards her room . They both then asked her to open the door . She told them to go away and sniffled . Both then requested her to open the door , she came and opened the door and went inside .

Arjun rushed inside and turned her , her face lacked all the enthusiasm and happinesss . He just looked around to find Varun absolutely numb there . He made her sit and dragged Varun and made him sit beside her and he made himself comfortable on ground . She just looked up at those two . And she thought she must say it as Shriram is worrying so much .

She nodded to herself and cleared her throat . "Varu ...." She called him . He looked at her with tears in his eyes , not knowing how to respond he clutched her hands and nodded . She let out a huge sigh then turned towards Arjun .

"I saw him !" She said in a resigned tone . Even Arjun was visibly confused . Varun was totally taken aback . Who did she saw again . Who was he to her ... All those thoughts ran in his mind . When Arjun managed to clear his throat to clear the air around them .

"Yaara paatha theliva solu pls !" He asked . She sat there silent processing to tell him . "Ajay" she managed to tell him out loud this time . That's it Arjun understood what she was going through . "Shit...." He muttered under his breath .

"Yaarna Ena thaan nadakuthunu solringala please !" Varun shouted . Arjun said him to calm down . He just nodded and sat down .

"He is .... He is someone from past whom I'm loath too much . Avan ...Avan vanthu enaku romba close person Oru period of time la athu thaan nan Pana thappu . The thing I regret I did was being frnds with him and trust him . Nan avana frnd ah pathapa . He .... He didn't see my like that . Avan enta irunthu inum neraya ethir paathan and I was too dumb to even know that apo . " She cracked .

Arjun held her hands tight as her breath started to hitch a little . " It all started with his pictures and Oru level la athu total inappropriate ah maariduchi , nan starting la yae ipdi lam anupatha it's awkward Sona nee thana nu solitu irunthan but I loathed it apayae and when it reached the inappropriate state I understood his intentions ."

" Ena nalathu panen terla vaazhkai la Avan inappropriate ah anuparapayae I made sure I cut off ties with him and avanum ethuvum perusa Panama vitutan . But the guilt that I trusted him made it worse in the coming days . Yaara paathalum namba koodathu elarum bad intentions oda thaan irupanga , elarum thappu thaan nu mind la fix Pana vachitan . " Tears were flowing from her eyes .

"Athula irunthu veliya Vara romba naal aachu , elamey thappa terinjuthu nan nimathiya veliya poga kooda yosipen even I stay away from my brother and father ."

" Avan onum panamaley ivlo na idk what I would have done if he acted more . Avan inum ethana peruta apdi panan terla so nan Avan kooda ties cut off panapa she didn't take much heed . Such a cheap brat . Avlo nambunen . Enoda bestfrnd ah pathavan Enkooda thappana intention la palagunan ndrathu kooda enaku Kandu pudika mudiyala . I was such a dumb head those days !"

"He ... He is such a bad influence in my life and he lead to my depression ! ( Her breath hitched) , so again Avana pathapa everything came rushing all those bad thoughts my insecurities , those days where I stayed indoor to avoid everyone came rushing !" She said and went to restroom .

Here Varun was processing everything tears were rolling down from his eyes . To totally avoid even her father and brother is something extreme which affected her mental health so much .

He felt so bad hearing this . It's not joke to play with someone with misdeeds . He went and dragged her out of washroom and hugged her crushing her so much into his soul .

"Ma ... It's past and you over came that , I know it's no joke to feel like that . Nalavela you didn't suffer much , nee Ena ma panuva Avan apdi unkooda palaguna orutharoda nambikai oda veladrathu thaan oruthar inorutharku Pandra periya kodumai . "

"Ma see me ... See me (and made her look into his eyes ) ... Nee onum panala seriya that bastard did everything okay . Unmela thappu illa and he played with your trust ! But trust me not everyone is same ma ! I can't say I understand what you went through but I know it's tough and I'm so proud you came through it . "

"I .... I was so scared you know ... Elamey nindruchu enaku nee anga faint aagi irunthapa . I felt so helpless rombaaa valichuthu . And now knowing what you went through its ... Paining so much ... Elam nee thaniya undergo pananu ... It must have been hell la ... Solavum mudiyama , solamalum iruka mudiyama ... I'm sorry da so sorry you went through this" He again hugged her muttered his apologies .

She understood he was completely shaken by her statement and he needs her now more thaan she needs someone . She hugged him and kissed his forehead reassuring him that she is fine now .

Arjun came and hugged them both . Making them cry more . Arjun then went saying he would order something for them . When Varun made Nithya lie in his lap and caressed her hair saying it's okay and he told all sweet nothings to make her feel better .

"Puriyuthu d apa yaartayum sola mudiyama iruntha nu but you know nee itha apa yaartana soliruntha they wouldn't have judged you ma . Epayum ipdi nadantha you should tell someone whom you trust ."

" They will guide you what to do . I know atha epdi solrathunu thayakama irukum ... Avan apdi panitu avanae atha Avan frnds ta periya saathanai mayiru Mari solitu irupan ... Nee en sola koodathu unoda thappae illayae "

"Just know no one would judge you for this or anything . Epayum share panu ithulam . It will not only help with your situation but also your mental health . Paathaya you even hesitated to go near your father . "

" Kanda naai apdi iruka Nala elarum apdi illa ma seriya . Don't confine these things to yourself ever . And please know I won't judge you for anything ever . Nee en itha enta solala athulam kekala . Ana know that you can share me anything . Love you ma ! Sleep now . " He said in a determined tone to make her know that it's okay to share to this someone .

She slowly drifted off to sleep . He then went and asked everything in detail to Arjun and clenched his fists when he heard everything . "Ethana Peru Kita ipdi irunthan terla da iva kooda paravala inum ethana peruta thappa nandanthukitan terla nenachaley pathitu varuthu , Elam panitu ipa appavi Mari en office la yae irukan pathukaran antha bastard ah " he said in raging mode .

Arjun told him to just inquire him and do the necessary and not to make fuss out of it . Varun then left to his works and promised to come here when work is finished .

Nithya woke up at evening had a talk with Arjun about her feelings now . She said she felt better now and seeing him suddenly made everything to reach its peak .

Varun then came at around 7 pm and all had their dinner and talks making her normal

Nithya : Thanks da rendu perukum ! You both made me normal again without doing much .

Both then smiled and shrugged it off and told her to sleep .

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Hey readers , if this chap made you uncomfortable I'm sorry , but I thought to let you guys know that it's okay that sometimes things happen in our life like these and we should open up to someone to make situation and ourselves better !

Again manichikonga if you felt uncomfortable anywhere !

After edit : this issue is small ik but there are many out there still facing so much problems . And I'm not sorry for writing this chapter cuz i definitely needed to write this .