Austin POV:

I was shocked, but yet I wasn't that Vanessa didn't want to have sex, I have been feeling guilty lately for not being here for her. I honestly don't know what I'm doing, I love Vanessa but I also have feelings for Kenna. I never intended to fall for her, but yet I have. Now I have two woman along with me on this cruise that I care deeply for, by doing this all I am doing is stringing them both along.

I get out of bed and walk over to the mini bar looking to see what they had stocked. I grabbed a couple bottles of whiskey and pouring them in a glass, taking a sip as I sat down in the chair watching Vanessa sleep. I started thinking about how quiet she was today, I know she's extremely upset with me and then started to wonder if she thought I had other intentions for this trip after thinking about Lexi's comment earlier. I'll be she thought I was going to propose.

I grabbed a couple more bottles, pouring them in the glass. Fuck, what did I get myself into? I have one woman that knows about the one, and another woman that doesn't know about the other. I slammed my drink and decided to just head back to the bar.

I walk into the bar and saw Kenna sitting at the bar talking with a couple guys, I then headed over by her "Something that I can help you guys with?" I asked angrily.

"What's your problem Austin?" Kenna asked, giving me a shove.

I snapped my fingers at the bartender when he looked over "Whiskey coke." I said when he walked over to me.

"My problem?" I snapped looking at the two guys.

Kenna stood up pointing her finger in my face "Don't you even start with me Austin.. you're the one here on this cruise with two woman, and I can't even talk to anyone without you getting upset? Where have you been all day and night?" Kenna snapped back.

I slammed my drink, slamming my glass down on the bar, asking for another drink. I looked back at Kenna "You belong to me." I snapped back.

"Last time I checked I didn't belong to anyone, you don't see a ring on this finger do you?" Kenna yells flashing her hand, wiggling her fingers at me.

"Finish your drink and let's go." I insisted.

We both finished our drinks, I placed my hand on the small of her back and walked her out of the bar. The entire time we walked out everyone was looking at us, she was yelling and hitting me the entire time until we got onto the elevator.

We get into the elevator and once the doors shut I slammed her up against the wall devouring her mouth. She tried fighting me at first and she finally gave in. Once we got back to her room, it turned into a big fight.

"What the fuck is wrong with you anyways?" She demanded shoving me.

I pulled her tight against me and began kissing her, she then shoved me off and pushed me away "Get the fuck away from me, go back to Vanessa." She screamed.

"I want you right now." I say to her, walking towards her.

"How can you be pissed at me talking to a couple guys, when you're the one living with someone else and fucking me? For over a year at that!" She yelled.

"Kenna, it's not that easy." I sighed, running my hands through my hair.

"What do you mean it's not that easy? Do you even know how hard it is for me to have you on a weekend, and then you leave me to go back home to her? And then we're here on this cruise together, but you're actually here with the both of us! So don't give me this shit that I belong to you bullshit." She yelled with tears in her eyes.

"I don't know what I'm doing Kenna, all I know is I'm here with you right now." I say quietly, trying to inch closer to her.

"You don't know? Well I suggest that you decide soon, because I can't take this fucking bullshit anymore. You keep promising me things, and then there's always an excuse on why nothing has changed."

I saw the hurt in her eyes when I looked at her, I walked up to her putting my arms around her, and held her tight. "I'm sorry." I say quietly.

Chris POV:
(From earlier)

I watched Austin walk into the bar looking angry when he walked up to Kenna, and started an argument with her and the two guys that she's talking to. Austin snapped his fingers at me to come over.

"Whiskey coke." He snapped, without me asking what he wanted.

I made him his drink and handed it to him. I walked away trying to listen in on what he was angry about. I then heard him snap at her telling her that she belonged to him. Wow, Vanessa needs to know what is going on, I wonder where she is right now? I continue to clean the glasses trying to hear what I can and hope that a fight doesn't start.

They both finished their drinks and headed out. I was surprised to see how he was practically pushing her out of the bar, she was yelling and hitting him the entire way out. As much as I enjoyed the little show, I was feeling bad for Vanessa, she has absolutely no clue what he's up to and he's playing both of them girls. From what I overheard, Kenna knows about Vanessa.

I walked over to my phone that was sitting behind the bar and was going to get a hold of Vanessa and see where she was at, I noticed that I had a couple missed calls from her as well as a couple text messages from her. Shit how did I miss her? I mumbled. I read her messages from earlier today, and was feeling bad that I missed them, especially with her last message saying that she missed me.

I responded back to her:
Sorry I missed your phone calls earlier and I didn't see your messages until now. I'm sure you are sleeping by now. We will be in St. Lucia in the morning, if you can or if you wanted to, I could show you the island. I missed you too. Night.

Austin POV:

I finally got Kenna calmed down, while she laid in my arms I couldn't help but think what I was doing to both of these woman, I hate that I'm hurting both Kenna and Vanessa. Vanessa may know her but has no clue about the two of us, If she were to ever find out about her, it would kill her. "You awake?" I ask her whispering.

"A little bit, I'm just laying her thinking is all." She says quietly.

"I'm sorry for putting you through all of this, you both don't deserve this at all."

She sniffled and wiped away some tears that were strolling down her cheek "I just really want you all to myself." I squeezed her a little tighter, I then cupped her chin lifting her head up and kissed her on the lips. "I know you're going to say that you have to leave and go back to her, it's fine I understand. I just what you to understand where I'm at."

I then rolled over laying on top of her, caressing her cheeks while staring into her saddened eyes. "I want you to know that I am sorry about this, I know this all needs to end and I need to make a decision on what I am doing." I lowered my lips to hers passionately kissing her. I pulled back and looked at her for a bit before kissing her again. She stopped kissing me back and pulled away turning her head away from me.

"You better go..." She whispered.

"I know. She knew I didn't come back last night, so I better get back before she wakes up and realizes that I'm not there." I softly tell her kissing her lips.

I stand up and head towards the door "I promise that I'll call you later, maybe I can figure out a way to explore the island with you."

"I'm not going to count on it." She sighs.

I head back to my room, hoping Vanessa was still sleeping. I really didn't feel like fighting with her after fighting with Kenna all night. I quietly opened the door and walked in, Vanessa was sitting up in the bed watching t.v. Shit I said quietly under my breath.

"Where were you? She snapped.

"I couldn't sleep and went down to the bar for a couple drinks." I said as I took my shoes off.

"Oh.. I see you had some drinks here, that wasn't good enough?"

"Yes I did, I was drinking whiskey here and I ran out, so I decided to go to the bar." I say to her trying not to fight with her.

"Oh.. I woke up and saw that you were gone again, figured it was going to be like the other night."

"I'm sorry, were you awake long?" I sighed as sat down on the bed next to her.

"Not really, maybe about twenty minutes or so." She says.

I took my clothes off and climbed into bed, I looked over at her and pulled her in my arms squeezing her tight. "I just want to tell you that I'm sorry for everything, and I really mean that." I tell her heartedly.

Vanessa POV:

I laid uncomfortably in his arms, listening to him apologize. I have no clue if he means it or not, I don't even know whether to hold him back or cry right now. I'm mixed with so many emotions right now.

I feel like I don't know him anymore, he's been so distant for such a long time, and he hasn't been around me much for months, and just when I think that he doesn't care about me or love me anymore, he begins to act like he cares.

"Austin?" I ask softly.

"Yea hun?" He says looking at me.

"I never said it earlier, but I just want to thank you for tonight. I was a little surprised by you taking me to the show, I know you never liked Broadway's, and the flowers were beautiful also."

"Your welcome hun." He says kissing my forehead. "Let's say we get some rest? Sound good?"

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