heartwrenching, piercing sobs shook his shoulders. 

eyes clenched, 

snot running down his face,

he heaved out every pain she ever inflicted on him. 

insults. 

threats. 

bruises. 

rape. 

and i sat there, burning holes into the wall. 

i couldn't even find the will to move.

how can i be any better than her when all i do is nothing?

how can he think i am anything worth his time?