(I highly recommend y'all to listen to the music track I've inserted above, while, before or after reading this chapter.)

An obsession so nobel and beautiful.

Past three months flew by in the blink of an eye, with Taehyung by your side. These days it was getting difficult for you to live without him even for few hours. You constantly needed him by your side. You never confessed it to him but you loved him.

Too much.

Growing popularity of Taehyung concerned you in ways more than one, more like scared you. The paranoia seeped through your veins. The fear of loosing him taking over your sane mind.

Taehyung was busy preparing for his finals. The thought of spending next year without him in your college, without him by your side made you shiver. You and Abby barely talked these days. She decided to live at her mothers place, leaving Jungkook as your only campus friend. Not that you never made friends but you couldn't share things about your life with just anybody.
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You left your dorm and waited for Taehyung near the bus stop. He arrived few minutes later. You saw that even Jungkook accompanied him. Since you missed the previous bus you knew you were going to be late for the lectures.

"You should have left", he spoke in his deep voice.

"No its alright Tae".

"I'm glad you waited for us though. I won't be late alone.", Kook grinned.

You felt yourself ohhing and awwing at his cute smile.

A little blush crept up the apples of your cheeks. And both the men seemed to notice it. Taehyung thought it was because of him whereas Jungkook thought that he was the reason. The bus arrived and the three of you sat yourself at the last seats with you by the window and Taehyung between Jungkook and you.

You were staring at the scene outside when you felt fingers brushing your thigh. You looked up to see, whom the respective hand belonged to and saw Taehyung smirking. Jungkook had plugged his ears and was listening to music with his eyes closed.

Your eyes widened when you felt his hand brushing your inner thigh. You grabbed his wrist tightly but spread your legs nevertheless.
Instinctively.

"Taehyung please", you breathed raspily.

"What princess?", he asked innocently.

But you were very well aware of his intentions when he used your favorite nickname, princess.

"Let's go back home?", you asked expecting him to comply.

He began thinking about his schedule. He was just going to study in the library with few of his friends for his English exam which was scheduled for next week.

"Is that what my princess wants?", he asked teasingly, tracing small circles on your inner thigh.

His hand crept up and rested on your clothed opening adding little pressure. You gasped at the sudden feeling. You opened your mouth to speak but ended up nodding.

His lips lingered on your earlobe and he gave it a quick bite drawing out a wanton moan from you.

Just then Jungkook looked up to find both of you extremely close. You could feel him eying the both of you so you decided to sit up straight and brush it off giving the common reason of something being stuck in your hair.

Funny right?

Jungkook didn't believe both of you but decided to let this one pass. He made a mental note to ask Tae and you about his newfound closeness between the both of you.

Not really newfound.

There were hardly couple of minutes left to reach your college when you yelped in pain. Taehyung had pinched you on the side of your waist. You looked up at him with pearl like fat beads in your eyes. He just winked at you.

After harshly pinching you in the bus this man had the audacity to wink at you.

"Jungkook I'm going to take her back. She is really not in a good situation.",
Taehyung said referring to you.

Jungkook looked at you, his eyes looking for any sign of pain or discomfort over your body when his eyes landed your hand clutching the side of your waist.

"Are you alright, you don't look too good.", he said, concerned laced his tone.

You tried to process everything when everything hit you like a firetruck. Taehyung pinched you purposely. I mean ofcourse he did it purposely. To take you home. Thats it!

You thought of playing along.

"Nothing Kookie. Its just cramp kinda thingy.", she said smiling through the pain.

Jungkook was not convinced but he thought of leaving her on her own this time. Maybe it could be the so called 'girls problem'. He genuinely didn't want to intervene in this one and make her feel uncomfortable. Making her uncomfortable...well, it was something he'd never do. Even when the world was breaking apart.

"Ohh okay. Do you need any help hyung? Like, is there anything you need?", he tried to beat around the bushes, only to be ignored by them as they aproched the bus door. If only she was sad to be in pain.

Soon you both were gone. Puzzled Jungkook was left behind. He hated this feeling of being useless, worthless, unimportant and ignored. He decided to follow you back home. Even if you don't want his help, he wants to be there. For you, for your needs and in more than one way.

He reached your dorm.

He was about to knock.

He heard everything.

He sat outside and heard you both.

Were you really in pain?

Was he being the third wheeling?

Did you atleast want to be friends with him.

Maybe.

Or maybe not.

He'll let you decide that. He was a silly boy. His happiness was in seeing you happy and content, be it with him or with Taehyung.

But still he deserved an opportunity. One chance? A chance is what is he expects. To confess his feelings. Everyone deserves a chance, he guessed.

Will you accept his feelings or not was your problem to think about. But he, was going to give his best.

But,
will you give him a chance?

Many questions clogged his mind and he couldn't think straight.

That was few days ago.

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Today Taehyung had his last examination. He was going to be a free bird then.

You decided to surprise him and spend some quality time with him tonight. Well yeah quality time mostly consists of you eating and him fucking you into oblivion. But who were you to complain? That's what you wanted.

You had asked Taehyung for the spare keys of his apartment which he happily gave you. All you had to do is go there and set the things up.

You reached his apartment and opened it with the spare keys Taehyung had given you. Inside was everything messed up. Empty wrappers had occupied the couch, kitchen platform wasn't clean either, the floor was dirty too.

Not that you were a clean person yourself, but you never created such mess. Or maybe you did once when Abby was out for a week.

Cleaning was not your thing to do. But you had to do it. For him.Only thoughts of him had given you a boost of adrenaline, serotonin, oxytocin, thyroxin and what not.

You cleaned the place. The emblazoned curtains were something Taehyung was never going to miss being an Arts student. The floral tray with delicate wine glasses sat on the glit-edged dinning table. Balmy aroma of oranges and cinnamon which made you dizzy completed the decorations part.

You heard the shuffling of keys at the door and threw a glance at the wall clock. There was still around an hour left for Taehyung to come. Was it Jungkook then?

Yes. It was Jungkook in his baseball shorts and sports shirt clunged to his very perfect and masculine body. He had a bag slinged on his shoulder. He looked at you and then the beautifully decorated living area. Sharing glances between you and the decorated hall, his exhaustion was long lost.

Is it for me?

Of course not. I heard them. Noticed them. Isn't it too obvious? Well but my one chance.

He threw his bag on the floor and left for his bedroom to shower.

You had just cleaned and decorated the place and this creature never minded to throw his bag like that.

But why the fuck did Tae not send him somewhere else when he knew you had a surprise for him?

That was a later question to ask. You went in the kitchen and took out the cookies you baked from the oven and carefully set them in a small plate. Then you picked Jungkook's bag and went in his room to keep it on his bed only to be welcomed with........

newly showered, half naked Jungkook.

(I don't own this pic, yeah its edited probably.)

You were left awestruck, would be an understatement. He only had a towel clunged to his tiny waist. Water glistening his body. It was a sight to behold. He smirked looking at your vulnerable reaction.

"Like what you see?", he asked. His voice octaves lowers than usual.
His usually mocha iris were now tar black.

You were still in your tank top and the sleep shorts you wore for the cleaning purpose.

He was getting closer to you, util he was so close to you that you could feel his breath fanning over your face. He tried getting more closer and you went back. It was then, when your back was pressed to the wall and front to Jungkook. You went weak in your knees. The sexual tension in the air was unbeatable. If not for Jungkook's vice grip on your waist, you would have fallen down long back. He buried his face in the crook of your neck and inhaled in your sweet scent.

You smelt like jasmine.

He backed a little to get a good view of her astonished yet aroused form. He felt his member throbbing under the single piece of cloth that practically obstructed him from grinding her directly.

He wasn’t sure if nature rooted for this moment or if his mind tricked him into a perfect present, but every breath he took smelled like jasmine and for the first time since he’d known himself, he didn’t hesitate.

If anything, the warm feeling of her breath, although destabilizing, was inviting.

Heat rose from Y/N's stomach to her chest. Jungkook’s lips were getting closer and her heart decided to skip a beat, the smell of him hypnotic beyond her thoughts. She parted her lips and  felt him washing over like a wave of warmth, curling her toes, unfurling all her  senses as the taste of him nearly silenced all thoughts.

He continued devouring her while his hands roamed over, feeling the curves of her body. She moaned in response. Her nails scratched Jungkook's back. She was soft and smooth. But wild.

He wished they could be this close forever.

He wished that she was the first thing he saw every morning and the last thing he saw every night. He wished he could spend all the seasons together, wrapped in the warmth of her arms.

He wished that she was his.

He stopped. Abruptly.

He retrieved his hands and sat on the edge of the bed. Sorrow written all over his face. He was not being himself. He'd never come between Taehyung and his happiness. Taehyung had practically raised him for whatever time he remembers. Was he just going to betray his  hyung like that.

By seducing his girlfriend.

He held his head in his hands and sighed in frustration, anger, sadness and every other emotion that made him feel like what he was feeling at the moment.

"You love him, don't you?"

She nodded, guilt consuming her. Her throat restricting any and every word she wanted to let out to do the so called 'explaination'.

"Do you feel anything about me, other than the friendly love?"

She shook her head.

She felt disdained.

He felt disheartened. She could see it in his eyes.

Did she even deserve these two lovely people in her life.

"Thats it. Why did you kiss me back then?"

Fat pearl like tears formed a trail over her face. Why did she do this?

Why did I do this?

"Please don't tell Taehyung about this, please?", she requested. He voice cracked due to her sobs.

"What'', he spat out.

"Don't tell Taehyung about this"

"Okay".

Tears welled from deep inside her and coursed down her cheeks. She burst out loud. Like a primary kid.

He felt bad for accusing her. Her delicate figure shivered as an impact of crying hard. He went towards her and embraced her tightly, sharing the warmth and comfort of his body to hers. She cried in his chest.

"I'm sorry", he said, his voice barely audible.

"No Kook, I'm sorry. I should have stopped this. Its just...its just, it happened", she said sniffling hard.

"Its alright. I- I understand. It happens. But I really want you to know that I like you. More than you'll ever understand. You don't have to to like me back. It would have been nice if you could though. But I'm really satisfied seeing both of you happy.", he said breathing hard to stop himself from crying.

He forced a smile at her on his heartbroken face and broke the hug.

"I'll always be there, whenever you need me.", he said.

His eyes were glistening. A glint of sorrow visible in them. She could see him trying to smile.

He had to let go of her. For his hyung's happiness. For her happiness.

Maybe they were just never meant to be together.

Then they heard the knock.

Jungkook let out an 'ohh shit' and Y/N ran out from his room. She wiped her tears and sobered herself to open the door.

"Hey baby", his voice deeper than oceans. His boxy smile never failed to make her fall for him over and over again.

"Hi", she said, still awkward with what happened earlier.

Taehyung seemed to miss the tension in the air. The atmosphere was thick but his insides were giddy. He had not one but two good news to announce.

All he wished was her support and her company by his side.

"I've something that I want to tell you guys", he said referring to Jungkook who had just come out from his bedroom.

Fully dressed!

She signaled him to proceed.

"Okay so first one, my exams were super easy. I'm sure I'll score well."

"Wow I'm glad Tae", she said.

"Me too", Kook said in a small voice.

"Okay so second one. This is it", Taehyung said placing a bunch of papers on the table in front of her.

She read the heading and her facial expressions took a 360 degrees turn.

"You are not doing this Tae", she scoffed.

I hope she does nothing she'll regret, he thought internally.

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I hope y'all are doing good.
Have a nice day.😊
I love Kookie. Someone save him from the heartbreak..I always volunteer though.
Also I'd like to thank @chickenlub for new book cover.