I sighed as Phantom and Blueberry argued in my head. "Come the fuck on guys! Give me space to think at least!" Blue ducked away. Sorry, Dusty.. WHAT DO YOU NEED TO THINK ABOUT? YOU KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE TO- Blue covered Phantom's mouth. "Thank you.." Finally, some peace. So. To get my ducks in a row.. my boyfriend died, and is now hanging around me WITH my bro. The, or at least Phantom, doesn't like Blue. Never did, but now it's worse because they are both dead. I faceplanted the table. "I don't know what to think about this.." Blue gave me a sympathetic smile. I was glad he wasn't actually gone, but.. I looked to Phantom then faceplanted the table again. "Whyd you have to die..? I mean, I get why, but why?" He chuckled. Sorry Dust, fate I guess. "So.." So? "Uh.. you know that thing about having an angel and a demon on your shoulder?" He nodded. What about it? "Would that be you and Phantom? You as the angel and Phantom as the demon?" Mweh heh heh! I never thought of it like that, but sure, why not? I'M NOT A DEMON! THAT'S RUDE!

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I sat on the couch. "Can we still have a relationship if you're dead..?" I grumbled. Blueberry sat beside me, snuggling up to me. Sure we can. It might not be completely the same as when I was alive, but I'm here because I love you and I was worried. I smiled, checking to see if I could put my arm around him.. I couldn't. I sighed. "I love you too, Blue.." This was still going to be hard. At least, I had him beside me while I grieved? Could it even be considered grieving if all you were grieving was the fact that I couldn't show affection back? I mean his brother, his friends would never see him again while I was here talking to him, seeing him, feeling him. Was this what guilt felt like? "Blue.. I got a question." And I have an answer. What is it? "How do I do good guy stuff?" Good guy stuff? Blue smile widened. You're going to do good guy stuff!? "I'm going to try.. I don't want to murder anymore.. I'm just.. tired. I tired of this senseless shit. I want to be me. Not the kid. Not Phantom."

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Kindness always starts and ends with a good deed. It can be something as big as saving a life, or something as small as giving something to someone in need. Blue explained. YOU'RE NOT SERIOUSLY DOING THIS, ARE YOU? Phantom asked. I pulled my hood up further. "Sure I am. Doesn't hurt to try at least." I started walking around Undertale. As far as they didn't see my eyes, they'd think I was Classic, who at the moment wasn't here, but at a meeting with the council. It made for a good practice run. One problem. I didn't actually know if and when I'd snap into one of my insanity spells. "Maybe this isn't a good idea. What if I hurt someone instead, I should try another au, not the original." Underswap is out of commission, and nobody else that looks remotely similar to you or Classic gone. Blue pointed out. You've got this Dust! Believe in yourself! I internally groaned. You can open that door open for the shop keeper! Her hands look full. "Ok.." I walked over and held the door open for her. "Oh! Thank you Sans." I nodded. Damn, it's been so long since anyone called me that. "Ok, what other good deeds is there for me to do?

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Dust, be honest. Is there a reason why you're going good other than 'because I'm sick of senseless murder'? "A couple, actually." May I hear what they are? "Number one: I'm trying to find myself again. That means trying out new things that Dust wouldn't normally do." And two? "I'm doing this in your honor. You were the sweetest, kindest little Blueberry in the world, and I feel like I should be returning the kindness you give me." Awe! You're so cute! I turned purple. "Sh-shut up!" You do what your soul is content with. Don't let me or Phantom stop you. "Phantom's been quiet lately. Any reason for that?" He holds less power now. Your convictions are firm to good right now. "I see.." If you waver, he'll hold more power. "Alright, thanks Blue."