Monika POV (Yeah, It's sayonika my fellow readers XD)

"Sayori, can you come out for a while with me?"I asked.

"Yea, sure!" She said, walking out the club room with me. She was spacing out a lot recently, I know that she has depression, but I think her reaction seems like she had some other things in her head. 

"Well so I have crush on someone." I continued.

"Uwaaaaah?!" She seemed surprised,"But why would you ask me?"

"Well I think you have better experience with people."

"Oh... Do you mind telling who your crush is? I'll truly bless him." She smiled sadly, tears flooding her eye sockets.

"Actually I don't think that person would like me back," I smiled sadly too."I'm just...not her cup of tea I guess."

"She?" Sayori sounded she is going to have a mental breakdown."I think you could just go straight and confess to her, I think every girl would be proud to have a girlfriend like you."Her tears ran down her face, a pitiful expression appeared on her face.

   I looked at her, feeling tears slowly running down my cheeks, it hurts to see the girl you like in pain. I took a deep breath, feeling my determination going back to me."I like you." I said. She showed a forced smile,"Sure that would be great for her huh?" She ran off the hall, I tried to chase her, but failed, she was nowhere to be seen.

  I walked back to the club room,panting hard. "Club d-dismissed." I said as I went in the room. Natsuki walked out of the closet while Yuri started packing up her things. "Wheres Sayori?" Natsuki asked, still feeling rejected,  I simply said that she left school for personal issues,and that I would give her things back to her tomorrow.

   I went back home looking through Sayori's stuff. I saw a poem with barely visible words under doodles. With words of 'Emerald', 'Exquisite', 'Perfect'.

  So she has a crush huh? No wonder she would decline my confession.I thought to myself. Tears once again ran down my cheeks. I cried myself to sleep.

Sayori POV

   "Well so I have a crush on someone."

    "I don't think she likes me back."

    "Not her cup of tea."

   Stop it.. please....

 "Well so I have a crush on someone."

"I don't think she likes me back."

"Not her cup of tea."

 Stop it! I beg you!

 "Well so I have a crush on someone."

"I don't think she likes me back."

"Not her cup of tea."

   STOP IT!

  "I like you."

PLEASE ANYTHING!JUST STOP!

     I ran away in despair. Every word hurts, It's like million of glass shards got shot into you body at once.

   I'm sure that I'm not anyone that could become her crush, but I just can't accept the fact that she already have a crush, I wasn't expecting it to be so soon. 

    I ran into an alley and sat in fetal position next to a trash can. I can't take control of my emotions anymore. Rain clouds flooding my brain, 'Worthless' 'Trash' 'You should die' 'Nobody would even cry if you killed yourself.' I felt like my heart sank to the bottom of the sea.I sat there and cried for a long time, people walking across the alley, the sky starts turning into glimpse of coral and light salmon.

    A familiar sound rang up in my eardrums "Sayori are you okay?" A worried but still calm tone, I raised my head. That familiar violet eyes, calm expression, her hand held towards mine, "how about coming to my house and talk about it?" She gave me a calming smile."Sure! " I took hold of her hand and let myself up, following to her house.