"Why did they opened the door?"

I finally caught him near me, and he also stare at the door, realizing it was now open.

"Sometimes, they let you go to the doctor or to see your family for a day."

He lazily explained, his pink lips pouting cutely, clearly not interested in the current topic.

But then his gaze return to mine, then eyeing me up and down, checking me throughly.

"Why? Did you want to see the doctor? Do you feel sick?"

He ask softly, embracing me gently as I sunk my body to his. Enjoying every second of it.

I shook my head slowly, and entangling myself with his arms more. I know he loved skin-ship as much as I do.

I could sense the worry in his voice. Maybe he was scared of losing me? How cute. The corner of my lips rise, but it soon falter as I remember something.

Why do he assume I'm sick? I could've just wanted to see my relatives or something, right?

"Do you know what happened to my family?"

I raised my head to look at him from the position we're in. He stayed silent while still hugging me.

His face are unreadable to me (and I have known him since like forever). he seemed to be recalling the memory as we speak.

"As long as I've been with you, no one has visited you nor did you visit your family."

He finally answered, and I nodded knowingly. So that's why. I remember he said that whoever is connected to me put me here, so maybe they just want to get rid of me.

'Maybe they don't want me'

In the middle of our cuddling session, a random thought came to me.

I stopped closing my eyes, and stare at Jin who's sharing the hug with me.

"Don't you want to see your family, Jin-ie?"

My gaze immediately softens when I caught him smiling bitterly. He didn't look at me, and instead he was staring at whatever's behind me.

Oh this is it. My mouth had done it yet again. I think my mouth needed some lessons for being so insensitive.

Damn it

While I loathed myself for what I've just said, Jin replied with a pained expression.

"They considered I'm dead the moment they sent me here."

He whispered and I gasp, clear liquid starts staining my cheeks. I shouldn't have asked him.

I imagine how sad it would be for him, to be abandoned by his own family.

But then again, I'm also abandoned here by whoever put me here.

He leaned to kissed my eyelids and wiped my tears away. His lips are smiling, but it can't fool me. I know he wasn't okay.

"Don't cry. It's okay, we got each other, don't we?"

But he doesn't realize that he was also crying.

His voice is shaking while saying that, clenching his fingers to mine. I also wiped his tears away, despite having the blurry eyes too.

Or connected soul was both abandoned by the world. We only had each other by our side. He's the other half of my soul. My soulmate.

We spend a good five minutes to cry and comfort each other.

Until a crazy idea came to my mind. I beamed and jumping up and down in exitement.

"How about we go on a date outside?"

I grinned at my own idea, because of how bizarre it sounds. Of course, Jin takes this seriously, despite him being the funny one between us two.

"They didn't allow us to take a step out of this building."

He answered while pinching my cheeks, as if I'm a baby. He probably thinks I'm annoyingly cute.

"I just thought we could dance and have a date outdoor.."

I pouted at him, and he kissed my pouty lips and smiled. His pearly white teeth almost blinded me. He looks beyond stunning with that smile plastered on him.

"I know. I'd also love to do that.... but we could only dream, don't we?"

And with that, the day came to an end