I am a really bad writer...
Wow
I'm sorry it took me, literally so long to release this chapter. Ever since I got out from school, surviving through my exams and such. I've just had...the BIGGEST WRITERS BLOCK IN THE HISTORY OF MY LIFE!! I was just-*sigh* I'm really sorry....
I'll figure out a schedule and stick to it
For now, I hope you enjoy....
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Taehyung's Pov

"Where's Jade...."

The three of them just stayed slient, looking back at each other with uncertainty...until yoongi stepped forward.

"Go home, both of you." Yoongi forced the door to close on us but I kick it open, causing all three of them to move back. Namjoon and Jin in shock while yoongi glares at me. I stand my ground.

"There's obviously something wrong with Jade. And I need to know what happened." Yoongi scoffs.

"You need to respect what Jade doesn't and does tell you, sure you guys are super close but that doesn't mean she wants you to know everything that happens to her" yoongi's arms crossed, standing up tall, head tilted. I ball my hands into a fists to try and calm myself down. I walk slowly up to him, looking down at him since I'm taller.

"So something did happen...is she hurt?"

"Did you not fucking hear me? There is a reason you and Jungkook don't know what happened, it's because Jade didn't want to tell you, don't make me throw your asses out the fucking door" if looks could kill, both me and yoongi would have brutally murdered each other by now. I'm this close to punching yoongi in the face, but instead I walk right past him, bumping my shoulder with his as I walk past. I'm heading towards Jade's room when Jin stands in front to stop me.

"Please Taehyung...she's resting don't disturb her..." My eyes soften.

"Tell me what happened...I DESERVE to know, after all she's done for me...I need to help her..." Jin stay slient, pleading with his eyes for me to stand down. I lower my head and go to sit on the couch. The others following me. Jin sits next to me.

"Taehyung...let me ask you something." I look up at Jin.

"Do you...have any idea what happened to Jade...any idea at all?" I'm a little confused at his question.

"I don't know...it's very unlikely for situations like this to happen, the only thing I can think of is if someone physically hurt her.... please tell me what happened..." I begged Jin.

"So...you've never seen Jade in a vulnerable state?.."

"No, not really....I've seen her cry and be emotional but it was never serious...why are you asking me all these questions?" I look over at Jin. He falls slient. My guess is he's probably thinking about something...He suddenly stands up.

"Yoongi, Namjoon, come with me. You two, don't follow." Jin grabs yoongi and Namjoon by the wrist and drags them to Jade's room. I fucking hate this....

I look back up at Jungkook, who stood quiet the whole time. He looks so conflicted but thoughtful....a few seconds later his eyes shine with realization and dashes out of the room towards Jade's room. I follow, not going into her room but staying outside, eavesdropping.

Jin's Pov

I drag yoongi and Namjoon quickly into the room. Closing the door fast but quietly as to not wake Jade, Hoseok and jimin.

"What was that all about jin?" Namjoon questioned.

"I should have just fucking kicked them out..." Yoongi mumbles, starting to pace back and forth throughout the room again.

"I think I know why Jade doesn't want Jungkook or Taehyung to know..."

They both look at me, waiting for me to continue.

"I don't think Taehyung knows about Jade's metal breakdowns, or her panic attacks" Namjoon and Yoongi's eyes widened.

"And knowing Jade, he doesn't know because she doesn't want to burden him...the exact same reason we didn't know for so long before..." I turn and look down at Jade's sleeping form. Old memories starting to resurface again...

"But they've know each other for so long, longer than we've known her...how does he not know by now..." Yoongi questions.

"Because he's homeschooled...." Namjoon pipes up, making the connections.

"Exactly...most of her breakdowns and panic attacks happened when we were in middle school. So it makes sense that he didn't discover it on his own like we did."

"Then why can't we tell jungkook?"

"Probably because jungkook was with taehyung, judging by them arriving together." Namjoon answers this time.

"Why the fuck was he with Taehyung, he should have been here with us cause if he was here, he probably would have known what to do!" Yoongi ruffles his hair in frustration.

"At least everything is fine now yoongi..let's be grateful for that" I glance over at Jade again, making my way over to her, watching her up close, her breathing seems normal so at least she's not getting any aftermath nightmares again. That could be thanks to Hoseok and Jimin...I let out a heavy sigh. I'm grateful for that.

*Sound of door opening*
(Idk 😂)

I turn my head towards the door to see Jungkook opening and closing the door rather loudly. I'm about to scold him, but yoongi beat me to it by grabbing him by the ear.

"What the fuck do you think your doing jungkook, first you follow us when Jin said not to, now your making a ruckus when Jade is trying to rest?!" Yoongi whisper yells at Jungkook. Jungkook whispering in pain. Yoongi let's go after a while, jungkook rubbing his ear afterwards.

Jungkook glances at Jade, Hoseok, and Jimin. All sleeping soundly. He makes eye contact with me.

"Did she have a metal breakdown, or a panic attack..." Jungkook questions, staring at Jade's sleeping figure, his face full of mixed emotions. I sigh.

"We're not quite sure, we can't tell the difference...not like you can..."

"Maybe if you where with us you could have helped from the beginning..." Yoongi mumbled a bitter remark, leaning against the wall.

Jungkook's face fell, I could tell yoongi's remark hit Jungkook hard.

"What was she doing when you found her...." Jungkook asked, walking over to the side of the bed, looking down at Jade.

Everyone was slient, until I spoke up.

"We were hanging out when she got a phonecall, she left to go take that phonecall in the alleyway that separates the ice cream parlor from the next store over. She was gone for a while so all of us went to go check on her when we saw her...she was crouched down, hands tugging at her hair, crying...her breathing was unsteady and fast but not too bad compared to other times. We all rushed over, we had a group hug then she passed out in our arms...." I see Jungkook hands ball up into fists from the corner of my eye. I continued.

"We carried her back to her house in panic, she woke up when we arrived...we tried calming her down, but everytime we mentioned you I noticed her tense up...we mentioned Taehyung once and she started crying again. So I can only assume you and Taehyung had something to do with this." I look over at Jungkook, he seems to be lost in thought, but I wait for an answer.

"It seems she was having a panic attack that later caused her to have a mental breakdown...but I'm not sure why I would have something to do with any of this...I didn't talk to her at all today...." I could hardly believe his words.

"It was me... it's all my fault..."

We all turn towards Taehyung.

Taehyung's Pov

I try to hold back my tears. Sinking to the ground slowly. It's all my fault...I shouldn't have yelled at her...she wouldn't have been in such a state if I didn't upset her, she was only trying to look out for me as always...I just don't understand how something this small caused Jade to be in such a state...and she has panic attacks and metal breakdowns?! Since when??!! How come I didn't know about this!! I could have helped her all these years instead of her just taking care of me...I'm so useless! I can't do anything to help the people I love! I can't do anything right, I-
I get pulled into an embrace...Jade...she hugs me tighter.

"Taehyung...I'm so sorry you had to found out like this...I'll explain everything to you, if you let me...." I can hear how broken her voice is...I haven't heard her voice like that in such a long time...it breaks my heart to know she's been hurting for so long and I couldn't do anything to help...I pulled her closer and start balling in her shoulder. I can feel my shoulder start to get wet too..

Jade's Pov

I didn't want Taehyung to find out like this...this is all my fault...

I look up at the boys who are all tearing up at the scene, I give a small reassuring smile.

"Can you guys leave for a bit? I want to talk to Taehyung in private for a second."

"Are you sure?" Namjoon asked, wiping away his tears that threaten to fall.

"I'm sure...do you mind taking Hoseok and jimin too? I think their still asleep" I giggle a little, wiping away the little tears I had, still hugging Taehyung.

"Alright..." Jungkook and Jin go to the bed to grab my cuddle buddies. Jungkook holding Hoseok, bridal style while Jin holds Jimin, bridal style. They make their way out of the room and close the door behind them. I pat Taehyung's back.

"Come on Tae Tae~, let's talk on the bed" I whisper and slowly get up from the ground, Taehyung follows, still hugging me,  his face is still buried in my shoulder. I lead us to the bed and sit ourselves down.

I pull Taehyung away to get a good look at his face. It's all puffy and red from crying so much in such a short amount of time. I pout at Taehyung.

"Ohh Taehyung~, you don't have to cry anymore...see I'm fine, don't cry please" I wipe his tears away with a tissue I grabbed from the tissue box on my nightstand. He sniffles a few times, opening his mouth to speak but only whimpers and sobs come out.

"It's ok Taehyung, take deep breaths, relax..." I rub his back to calm him down. Which seems to be working.

"I-....I just....I'm so s-so-so sorry Jade...I couldn't help you..it's al-all my fault and-" I cut him off.

"Taehyung. It's not your fault, it's never your fault. This is one of the reasons why I didn't want to tell you, because you would just blame yourself even when you had nothing to do with it." Taehyung sniffles and pouts at me, I'm still wiping his tears. I sigh.

"Here, let me explain why I didn't tell you, the whole story. But first I want you to fully calm down ok?" Taehyung nods slowly, sniffing a few more times.

"Good, now what can I do to help you calm down." I throw the used tissue in the nearby trashcan, next to the mess of used tissues that was my own breakdown.

I look back at Taehyung, waiting for an answer and instead of saying anything he holds his arms out. Inviting me for a another hug. I giggle and gladly accept that hug. We fall backwards onto the bed. Taking a few moments to recuperate.

Man what a day this has been...

Quick Pov back to the guys: Third Person

The boys are around the living room, hanging out in slience. Everyone deep into their own thoughts until Hoseok broke the slience.

"What happened when me and Jimin were asleep?" The whole group giggled a little expect for jimin and Hoseok of course.

"I'll explain..." Jin pipes up, and takes a few minutes to fill Hoseok and Jimin in on what happened, as well as answer Jungkook's questions, like why didn't they tell jungkook from the beginning? Why didn't they answer their phones when Jungkook was calling them back? And questions like that.

(Back to Taehyung and Jade)
Jade's Pov

"You ready to listen Taehyung? if you still want to know" Taehyung pouts

"Of course I do, please start" Taehyung shifts a little to get more comfortable in our cuddle position.

"Ok, promise not to freak out?"

"....depends"

"Taehyung."

"I'll try not to, but I can't entirely promise."

"Alright...so, um how should I start this..." I think for a moment "Well, you see Taehyung. I've had my fair share of panic attacks and mental breakdowns for a very long time now...and I've come to learn over the years that specific things are what trigger it." I pause, I feel myself start to shake, so I start playing with Taehyung's hair to calm myself down which helps.

"Most of what triggered it was things that happened at school...now don't freak out but a lot of that was because of how badly I was bullied." Taehyung sat up immediately.

"You where bullied?! Are you still now? Cause I will-" I put my hands on Taehyung's shoulders.

"Not anymore Taehyung, that was in the past. You could even ask the guys cause they're the reason I don't get bullied anymore" I flash him a reassuring smile. "Now don't interrupt~" Taehyung pouts at me, pulls me into a hug and we both flop down on the bed again, causing me to giggle slightly.

"Ok, so that was one of the reasons... another one was..." I pause a little. I can feel my heart beat increase. I take a few shaky breathes.

"Jade?" I pull Taehyung up so now we're both sitting instead of laying.

"I-Im fine" I take a few breathes and continue.

"Now, I don't want you to get the wrong idea Taehyung..." I grab a hold of his hands and look him in the eyes

"Please understand that you are NOT the reason of what triggers my attacks. But the IDEA of you in danger, hurt, or in anyways not ok is what triggers it..." His grips onto my hands and looks away in sadness, I grip tighter.

"I cannot STAND the thought of you hurt, I can't bear to watch you suffer when you don't deserve it. That's why I baby you...I want to protect you...I want to make sure your safe...you probably don't know it Taehyung but you help me in so many ways...ways that you for sure will think is ridiculous. But everything you do...your very existence helps me so much...and i-i don't know what I'd do if I lost you...because of me especially...the very idea drives me crazy..." I lean my head on his shoulder, tears falling down sliently. I continue.

"You probably think it's just me that helps you and not the other way around...that you haven't done anything for me Well your wrong.... absolutely wrong...all those years of people treating me like complete shit...you were always the one that put a smile on my face... before i meet the guys I was all on my own out there but having you as a friend help me so much...more than you could ever imagine." I pause to sniffle

"And I didn't tell you any of this because I didn't want to burden you with my problems...my problems are nothing compared to yours...I didn't want you to worry...you were already going through so much and still are now..." Taehyung pulls me in for a tight hug, I try not to let out a sob.

"All those years of watching the pain you go through and basically being hospitalized everyday when we were young...I couldn't just tell you all of my problems when you were already going through so much..." Taehyung hugs me tighter.

"But...I could have help...we could have helped each other all this time...I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you during the day. When you had to go to school...I could have protected you or at least helped you through your panic attacks and mental breakdowns...Jade..I'm so sorry.."

"Don't apologise Tae...you were already helping me. You just didn't know it. And honestly thanks to you I was able to make it through the years, I was able to hold out long enough to make friends that later stopped the endless torment that I thought had no end to it. You made me strong Taehyung...I'm entirely grateful to you..." We hug for about 5 minutes before I pull away and get up and walk towards the door.

"Where are you going?..." I put my finger over my lips, telling him to be quiet. I turn and open the door. Jin, Namjoon, yoongi, jimin, Hoseok, and Jungkook, one by one falling out from behind the door and onto the ground, some of them falling on top of each other causing groans of pain to resonate from them. The most coming from Jin since he was on the very bottom of the dog pile they all got themselves into. I chuckled and flashed them a small smile

"Good to see you guys know what privacy is"

"JJJJJAAAAADDDDDEEEEEE~!!!!" They all get up and off of each other and tackle me in a hug, causing another dog pile to form but this time with me on the very bottom, I groan out in pain from all 6 of their weights combined and on top of me.

"THAT WAS SO TOUCHING!! YOU MADE ME CRY OMG WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH JADE!!" Jin screamed

"Yeah, Jin was crying so much 😂" Namjoon added

"Literally waterfalls coming down his face! And he almost let out a sob too!" Jimin giggled

"That's probably why you found us out so quickly" Yoongi added

"YAH! don't blame me, I was trying to be quiet unlike Jungkook and Hoseok literally burning with anger, I'm surprised I heard the conversation through all that teeth grinding"

"JIN HYUNG!!" Jungkook and Hoseok shouted, both embarrassed.

"Omg yeah that was so funny, why were you guys angry anyways?" Jimin asked innocently.

"Guys!...I...can't....breathe" I wiggle my hand from under the pile and reach out to Taehyung who's watching from the bed, hugging a pillow and looking like a confused puppy.

"Help...me...Tae..." I let out a dramatic huff of air and drop my hand onto the floor, closing my eyes, making a dramatic death scene. Taehyung's eyes widened and takes action by jumping off of the bed and onto the dog pile, causing all 7 of us to groan out in pain.

"DONT WORRY JADE!! ILL SAVE YOU!!!!" Taehyung tries to pull each person off me, starting with jungkook, but that plan fails when Jungkook pulls him in to join in crushing me. Taehyung tries to pull away but Jungkook keeps a tight grip on him. He starts to squirm uncontrollably.

"NNNNOOOOOOO!!! IM TRAPPED JADE, HHHEEELLLPPP~!"

"How...can I Tae?? WHEN...IM ON...THE VERY BOTTOM!!" I struggle to make that sentence with all this weight on me. Taehyung's added weight was not helping me in the slightest, especially if that added weight is moving uncontrollably....
All of seven of them burst out laughing and get off of me one by one. When they all get off of me I stay on the floor, panting and out of breath.

"You guys are seriously all ssoooo heavy..." I sit up slowly, still trying to catch my breath. I hear them all giggle. Jungkook comes up and offers a hand to which I take, he pulls me up to stand on my feet. I hold my head and shut my eyes tight.

"You ok Jade?" They all question, I feel Taehyung's presence rush to my side.

"Yeah...I just got up too fast..." I slowly open my eyes to see all of them exhale a sigh of relief. I laugh a little at them.

I feel arms wrap around me from behind, which I already know is Taehyung, he backs us up to the bed and we both sit down. I can feel Jungkook's and Hoseok's(?) glare on me and Taehyung. I sigh.

"Yah, Jungkook chill I'm not gonna steal your future boyfriend and Hoseok, I don't even know why your glaring.." Jungkook and Hoseok eyes widened and their cheeks turn a slight shade of pink at my comment which causes everyone to laugh at their reactions expect for me and Taehyung who was embarrassed by my comment as well.

"So, mind telling me why y'all were eavesdropping on our conversation when I asked for some privacy?" I watched all of them go stiff under my gaze.

"It was Hoseok's idea" jimin started.

"NO! Jungkook was the one who wanted to know what was happening!"

"It's wasn't me! It was Jimin remember!!"

"IT WASN'T EVEN ME IT WAS NAMJOON!!"

"Why do you always accuse me jimin?! It was Yoongi who wanted to know!"

"That's fucking bullshit and you all know it cause i never start situations like this. It was Jin obviously."

"YAH! EXCUSE ME I NEVER-"

"Mmmmmmm~" they all stop to look at me.

"What should I do with them Tae Tae?" I peek at Taehyung from the corner of my eye, his chin resting on my right shoulder, a thoughtful look on his face.

"Well I think you should punish all of them because it really doesn't matter who started it because in the end they all participated" I visibly see them gulp and go stiff.

"You are absolutely correct about that Taehyung. But what should I do to punish them?" I pause to think.

"No cuddles for a week for Hoseok and Jimin?"

"NO JADE PLEASE!!!" They shout in sync.

"Cancel that reservation on that new restaurant me and Jin were planning to go to?"

"AFTER ALL IVE DONE FOR YOU?!!" Jin crumbles to the ground.

"Not go to that new book store Namjoon wanted to take me too?"

"OH JADE PLEASE DONT! NO ONE ELSE WILL GO WITH ME!" Namjoon joins Jin on the ground.

"Maybe I should stop tutoring Jungkook...."

"COME ON JADE!! ILL FAIL MY SENIOR YEAR WITHOUT YOU!!" Jungkook goes into his knees and starts silently begging for forgiveness.

Yoongi calmly comes towards me and lays down on the bed next to me.

"I suggest you do all of the above since it was all their idea and I had nothing to do with any of this."

"Well I'm not so sure yoongi...I was thinking that I should cancel that order on that golden chair you really wanted that I was going to surprise you with...but since I'm thinking about cancelling it it's ok to tell you now right?"

Yoongi quickly sits up and takes a hold of my hands, he moves to the floor and goes on his knees and starts bowing his head.

"Now there's no need to go to such extreme lengths. I'm terribly sorry I didn't stop these idiots from eavesdropping on you two earlier. Is there any way you could forgive me?" I hold in my laugh at yoongi's quick change in attitude.

"There is one way you could redeem yourself yoongi~"

"I will do anything....for that golden chair" I hear him mumbled the last part. I cover my mouth to hold in my chuckle.

I take Yoongi and Taehyung's hand and pull them up to stand, I have them face each other and take a step back.

"Apologize to each other, I am fully aware of the intense incident you two had at the front of my doorstep, and everything else that was going on."

"Wait Jade, I thought you were asleep?" Jin interupts, I turn to look at him.

"Well I was, I woke up around the time you, Namjoon and Yoongi went to answer the door. I just pretended to sleep so you guys wouldn't crowd around me all concerned like 'jAdE aRe yOu oK?'" I laughed at my impersonation of them.

"Geez, you still worried us anyways~..." Jimin came up to give me a big hug, which I returned.

"I know, I'm sorry~"

"Do you think you can forgive me and we can have our cuddle schedule back~?"

"Well I don't know jimin...you still don't know what privacy is so~"

"PPPPLLLLEEEAAASSSSEEEE~"

"We'll talk after I see Taehyung and Yoongi apologize to each other" I break the hug and turn back to them. Waiting for apologies to be spoken.

Taehyung and Yoongi both fidget in place and don't make eye contact with each other. Yoongi has his hands stuffed into his pockets while Taehyung is clutching onto his own arms out of nervousness.

"Come on boys~, we don't have all day now." I face yoongi. "Yoongi" his lips purse into a thin line.

"Why don't you start" yoongi sighs

"Taehyung..." Yoongi pauses "I'm sorry about the way I spoke to you...I was only trying to protect Jade in case something super serious happened between you two...also that's just the way I am so...I'm sorry." Yoongi looks away. Taehyung smiles a bit.

"I forgive you..."

"Now you Taehyung~, apologize." I enforce.

"I'm sorry yoongi...for my behavior and ignorance towards you...maybe I should have listened to you sooner...but at least we didn't get physically or anything right?"

"What?"

"Nevermind...."

"Taehyung??" I questioned

"Ok ok...I'm sorry I thought about... punching you..." Taehyung mumbled the last part but we could still hear him.

"What?!" I shouted

"He was getting on my nerves ok?! I'm sorry, at least I actually didn't..."

"Good for you actually..." Yoongi mumbled but I still heard him.

"Yoongi" I used my tone of voice.

"Ok ok I'm sorry..." I sighed.

"Aishh! You two really need to get along! I thought people from Daegu would be nicer than this..."

"Why are you bringing that up?" They both said in sync, afterwards looking very surprised at each other.

"Because your both from Daegu" I pointed out. They both looked at each other, astonished.

"Really?!" They both said in sync again.

"Yep, just like Jungkook and jimin are from Busan."

"I WAS BORN THERE FIRST!!"

"Oh shut up!" Jungkook shouted while pushing jimin.

Both Taehyung and Yoongi looked at each other, both slient as they stare at each other for a good 5 minutes. Finally breaking the slience when they both nod at each other and clasps hands together, forming a firm handshake in between them.

"Truce for Daegu" they said in sync the moment their hands meet. Everyone brust out laughing at how quickly they accepted each other all because they are both from Daegu 😂
(MY DAEGU BOIS FOR THE WIN!)

*Time skip to a couple hours later*

Third Person

After all the emotional events and drama everyone had to endure (which Jade apologized for to all of the boys countless of times even after the boys assured that it was ok).

They were all hanging out mostly in the living room for the rest of the day. Watching a few movies but mostly talking, laughing, and for taehyung mostly, getting to know the others more (especially yoongi). Now it's currently getting dark outside and they settled with a movie, but still end up talking over the movie at sometimes.

Jade's Pov

The boys are all chilling on the couch while I'm in the kitchen cooking up some food for us since I don't have money to order a pizza and none of the boys want to pay for pizza, but I got some good ass food so it's all good anyways.

"Hey Jade" I turn towards the doorway and see everyone peeking in on what I'm doing.

"Hey guys, I'm just finishing up so dinner will be ready in a few minutes" I go into cabinets and take out some bowls and start preparing their food, which is Bibimbap since that is super easy to make and incredibly delicious.

"Oh no it's not that, we wanted to ask if all of us can sleepover, ppplllleeeaaassssseee~" I turn to them surprised, staring face to face with all of their pouty faces and puppy dog eyes combined, which is basically my Kryptonite.

"Guys~...I don't know...." Their stare on me intensifies. Their pouty faces and puppy dog eyes affecting my heart more than it usually does.

"You guys don't have any clothes and I don't know if my clothes would fit any of you guys...despite my love for over sized clothing..." They continue to stare me down with their adorable puppy dog (and bunny) eyes and pouty faces, their overwhelming cuteness combined causing me to give in.

"UGH FINE!! just remember to clean up after yourselfs and don't complain when you don't have any clean clothes I can't provide you all with, expect for you taehyung I know your all good" The boys turn to Taehyung, who is clapping his hands all excited.

"What do you mean by that Jade?" Namjoon asked, curious.

"Taehyung stays at my house most of the time so he keeps some of his clothes in my room." I replied nonchalantly because he's my best friend and I don't find that weird at all.

"of course he does..." jungkook and Hoseok grumble very quietly but I can still hear them, I'm pretty sure everyone heard them expect for taehyung who has found his way to my side again drooling over the Bibimbap I made for dinner.

"What was that Jungkook? Hoseok?" Jin smirks over at them.

"N-Nothing..." They both quickly stutter in sync. I giggle and go back to preparing their meals, Taehyung watching my every move. I finish preparing the last bowl and see Taehyung trying to sneak away with a bowl but before he could even get his hands on one I slap his hand away, causing him to yelp out in surprise and kinda glare/pout at me.

"I didn't even make the egg omelet to put on top yet Tae, be patient." I point my spatula at him and go to the stove to cook the egg omelets that go on top of the meal Bibimbap.

"You sure you don't need any help Jade?" Jin askes as he watches me crack an egg open into the pan and start cooking.

"No need Jin, go cuddle with Namjoon like you were doing before~" I wink at Jin, he face gets all red as he slaps my shoulder out of embarrassment.

"In fact why don't you guys go back to the living room? Is the movie I put on boring or something cause you can change it you know."

"Nah, we kinda just wanted to hang out in the kitchen with you really..." Hoseok responses as he comes up from behind me and gives me a quick back hug, causing my heart to beat rapidly and butterflies to erupt in my stomach. Damn this amazing beautiful ball of sunshine....

"Alrighty then, I'll be done in like 5 minutes so just chat or whatever..."

"Your face looks awfully red Jade, do you have a fever~" Jin teases me, pinching my cheek, I slap his hand away.

"Shut up!"

*Time skip*

(Quick) Third Person

After dinner, which everyone basically gulped down expect for Jade, getting seconds and thirds cause the food was freaking delicious. They all settled in the living room again, just chilling and chatting till they started to get tired and decided it was time to head to bed.

Now it was time to see what the sleeping arrangements are.

Back to Jade's Pov

I yawn before I start to speak up.

"Alright guys, all eight of us can either sleep in my room, two on my bed and the rest sleeping on the floor, I'll check if I have any air mattresses if we pick that option...or two in my room and the rest sleep here on the couches" I offer those two options to the boys. They all take a second to think.

"Why don't we all just sleep here in the living room? I'm pretty sure we can all fit down here anyways right?" Namjoon spoke up.

"Yeah that's true, I don't want you guys sleeping on my bed anyways so yeah let's stay here, I'm going to see if I have any air mattresses cause I can't really remember if I have any to begin with...." I get up and off the couch, turning around to walk out of the room.

"Here I'll help you look" jimin gets up from the couch and comes up to me before I can leave the room.

"Thanks chim" I make my way out of the room, jimin following me from behind.

Taehyung's Pov

"Alright, while their looking we can decide on the sleeping arrangements" Jin spoke up making me look in his direction. I'm curious to see what he means by that...

"I think we should stick to our usual sleeping partners" Jin suggests

"What are your guy's usual sleeping partners?" I questioned since I have no clue on what that means for me.

"Oh right, my bad...sorry Taehyung. We usually sleep in pairs of two, like say since we have to share the couches and maybe air mattresses tonight, me and Namjoon would get one couch for example." Jin explains to me.

"Ok, what are the usual pairs then"

"Usually it's me and Namjoon, and it sometimes switches between yoongi, jimin, Hoseok, jungkook and Jade. But tonight I'm thinking the pairs would be...me and Namjoon, yoongi and jimin, Hoseok and Jade, and you and Jungkook, that sound ok to you?" I think about Jin's suggestion for a minute or two.

"That or you can sleep with Jade and Jungkook and Hoseok can sleep together..."

"But I want to sleep with Jade~" Hoseok whines and objects.

"And I want to sleep with taehyung" I can feel Jungkook's arms wrap around my waist as he says that sentence, causing my cheeks to flame up due to the sudden contact.

"Well it's not what you guys want, it's what taehyung feels the most comfortable with" Jin points out.

"I-im fine with either option, I'll wait until Jade comes back..." I stutter out as I feel Jungkook slowly move me to his lap, I try to get out of his hold but his grip on my waist tightens, making it impossible for me to break loose.

"What are you guys waiting on me for?" We all turn to Jade and Jimin, each holding an air mattress that needs to be inflated.

Jade's Pov

I look over at the rest of the guys with a eyebrow raised, waiting for one of them to answer me. Looking at each person individually and noticing things about them, like how Taehyung is trying to get out of Jungkook's grasp while jungkook has an innocent smile on his face that is directed towards me. Jin and Namjoon are obviously always together and Yoongi is practically already asleep next to Hoseok. I wait for another minute.

"Is no one gonna answer me?" I feel Jimin take the air mattress I had in my hand, probably to go plug it in so it can inflate or something.

"We were talking about sleeping arrangements and for taehyung I was thinking he either sleeps with you or Jungkook, he can't decide so he was waiting on you" Jin answers me, resting his head on Namjoon's shoulder.

"Oh well, I'm fine with either option as well, as long as your comfortable Tae. Did you guys want to sleep with any one of us specifically? Jungkook and Hoseok?" I look over at two and see their smiles widen when I ask them that question.

"I'm glad you asked Jade cause I want to sleep with you" Hoseok smiles brightly at me, I feel my cheeks start to heat up. Him being so direct never fails to embarrass me.

"And I want to sleep with Taehyung~" Jungkook pulls Taehyung closer to him and nuzzles his face against Taehyung's back causing Taehyung's face to turn a bright red and freeze on the spot.

"Well alrighty then, Tae are you ok with that?" I look over at Taehyung, still red from being in Jungkook's grasp.

"Umm...h-how about we get ready for bed and see how I feel afterwards..." Taehyung looks desperately at me, his face screaming for help which I get the clear message. I nod at him.

"Yeah sure, let's all get ready for bed, why don't you guys take turns doing what you need to do in the bathroom down here while me and Taehyung get ready up stairs ok?" The other boys nod while Jungkook and Hoseok look at me, a little skeptic towards the idea. I sighed.

"Chill Jungkook, he's my best friend. I'm not gonna do anything to him or see anything and I don't know why you seem to not like the idea Hoseok." Again, Jungkook and Hoseok are taking aback by my comment and look away quickly, making the boys giggle quietly, expect for yoongi who is pretty much asleep on the couch.

"Come on Taehyung, let's head up to my room, oh jimin! Did you plug in the mattresses?" I look over at Jimin.

"No I didn't, give me a sec" jimin goes over to the air mattresses, I follow. We plug them in, creating a loud vacuuming sound. That's how I know the air mattresses are being inflated. I hear a loud thud echo throughout the room right after me and Jimin plugged in the air mattresses. I look over to see Yoongi on the floor, groaning from the fall. I laugh and make my way over to him.

"You ok yoongi?" I giggled while looking over him.

"Yeah, just great. What's that sound?" Yoongi gets up slowly and sits back on the couch, eyes still closed from his little nap.

"That's the air mattresses being inflated" I ruffle his hair a little bit since it looks too messy not to ruffle. Bed head yoongi~

"When will it stop..." Yoongi puts two pillows by his ears and lays back down again.

"When the air mattresses are full of air, they shut off by themselves when that happens so let's get up yoongi and do what you gotta do before going off to bed" I take one of the pillows off of his ear so he can hear me and held my hand out for him to take.

"Come on~" yoongi grumbles to himself and grabs my hand, I pull him up to his feet, he rubs the sleep from his eyes and moves past me.

"Jimin, wanna guide yoongi to the bathroom? I'm afraid he might trip over something~" I wink in Jimin's direction, his cheeks glow a soft pink and he nods at me, hurrying to yoongi's side. I smile at them.

"Let's go Tae" I head up to my room with Taehyung following behind me.

Taehyung's Pov

Once we're inside Jade's room I quickly close the door and turn to her.

"Jade...I don't think I can sleep with Jungkook again!!" I panicked and start pacing back and forth throughout the room.

"Why? What's the problem here Tae?" Jade opens her closet, looking for some clothes for herself and for the others I'm guessing.

"Cause everytime he literally touches me I get all weird and tingly and my face goes red and my heart literally beats out of my chest" I cover my face when I feel my cheeks heat up at the thought of Jungkook's touch.

"Then how did you end up sleeping with him last night" Jade wiggles her eyebrows at me as she throws some shirts on her bed.

"I was feeling sleepy and...he sang me a song to help me fall asleep...." I flop down on her bed and cover my face in embarrassment again at my confession.

"Omg! Are you serious!!" Jade looks shocked but her smile is wide and bright. I nod and hid my face in one of her pillows.

"Taehyung!! Jungkook is super shy about his voice, I'm super surprised you got to hear how his voice sounds in real life so quickly" I look up at Jade, who is now sitting next to me.

"What do you mean by that?"

"It usually takes a while for Jungkook to warm up to people, considering how shy he is but with you, it looks like you two have known each other for forever" I tilt my head to the side.

"So...what is Jungkook like when he's with other people?"

"Well, besides him being with us, he's usually very cold when it comes to other people, he's not very outgoing or friendly...only with us. He's quiet and an introvert through and through if I had to describe him with one word, he's an introvert with a love of sports and music but nobody knows that besides us." Jade tried to explain but I have an general idea of what she's talking about.

Does that mean I'm.....special??....why does that make me happy?...strangely...

"Whatcha smiling about Tae Tae~" Jade leans in with a wide smirk, her eyebrows wiggling at me, I blush and push her away.

"I-its nothing...."

"Ssssssuuurrrrreeee~, by the way you still need to tell me what happened between you two yesterday, your not keeping anything from me~" Jade laughs and smirks at me. I blush at the thoughts of what happened last night....oh boy...

"You can tell me while we're brushing our teeth so come on!!!" Jade stands up, grabs my hand and pulls me up quickly and drags me to the bathroom.

I feel like this is gonna be a long night for me....

*Time skip to a few minutes later*

Jade's Pov (I explain stuff better when it's her point of view, sorry~)

After my interrogation on Taehyung while we were getting ready (which he told me everything I wanted to know~). We both headed downstairs, the shirts I picked out for the boys in my arms as I rushed downstairs, Taehyung following close behind me. Once we arrived I started handing out the shirts to the six of them.

"Here you go, you guys can sleep in these shirts" I handed Jimin the last shirt I have. The boys all stood up one by one and started taking off their shirts before I could close my eyes, but before I could see them all completely shirtless, I'm meet with darkness instead.

"What?...what's going on" I touch my face and quickly notice someone is covering my eyes, and I already know that someone is Taehyung.

"Taehyung, why are you covering my eyes? I can do that myself you know"

"They were too fast and you were too slow, luckily I'm just as fast and got to you in time before you were exposed and corrupted" I laughed at Taehyung's comment.

"Oh I wish I had any innocence left within me Taehyung..."

"What's that supposed to mean?!" Taehyung jerks me around, his hands still covering my eyes. I laughed at his reaction.

"Yah! Ok! Hahaha...are they almost done yet?"

"Still waiting on one my person" I laughed at Taehyung's tone of voice, which makes it sound like it's directed to that one specific person in the room.

Taehyung uncovers my eyes, and now I see that the boys are fully dressed with squinted eyes. I let my eyes adjust before speaking.

"Ok, let's rock paper scissors to see which pairs gets the beds, last two people standing get a bed to sleep on. Ready?" The boys gather around me in a circle, fists out ready to play.

"Ready." all seven of the boys say in sync.

*10 minutes of cheers, screams and groans later*

Jungkook and Hoseok are the last ones standing, jumping around in victory while Jin and jimin sulk, and Yoongi and Namjoon are already settled on the couch not caring about what they ended up with. I laughed at the screaming winners.

"Settled down and let's get to bed you two, I'm really tired" I yawned while putting up my hair into a bun.

"Wait but...who's sleeping with who?" Hoseok asked while looking at me.

"I'm sleeping with you and Taehyung is sleeping with Jungkook~" I secretly wink in Taehyung's direction, causing him to blush and glare at me.

"YYYEEESSSS! HAHAHA!!" Jungkook picks up Taehyung and swings him around, getting a yelp out of Taehyung but he started laughing in the end anyway.

*click~* *click~*

They both stopped immediately.

"Did you just take a picture of us Jade??" Taehyung and Jungkook both questioned, completely shocked.

"Nope~" I say, looking at the pictures I just took of them on my phone.

"But-" I cut them both off when I flew a pillow at their faces.

"Enough questions and time to go to sleep" I get a notification all of a sudden.

Jungkook: can you send me those pics later pls~

I laughed out loud and look over at Jungkook, who is smirking and giving me the thumbs up behind Taehyung.

Me: sure~

Jungkook's phone goes off, he checks it and let's out a slient yes. Making me laugh. I crawl onto the air mattress, Hoseok watching me from above. After I get all comfy I look up at him.

"You coming?" Hoseok smiles down at me.

"Yeah..." Hoseok crawls in and gets all comfy as well. I look at him, admiring things like his handsome face, strong jawline, perfect collarbone...

"What are you staring at Jade?" Hoseok whispers to me once the lights are off, thanks to one of the people on the couch.

"N-Nothing..." We stare at each other for a while, my eyes start to feel heavy.

"Do you mind if I come in closer? Maybe cuddle?..." I whisper, my eyes feeling heavier and heavier...

"Of course~, you didn't even need to ask." Hoseok pulls me in closer by my waist. I wrap my arms around him and rest my head in his chest. Relaxing in his hold, his warmth welcoming me...I feel his head rest on top of mine, tightening his hold on me which makes my heart beat faster but it soon dies down when I steady my breathing, matching his. Which slowly lures me to sleep, the sound of his heartbeat, steady breathing and warmth being the last things I remember before losing myself to sleep...

Hoseok Pov

As time passes by I start to hear Jade's little snores, which made me laugh a little bit.
I look down and adore her sleeping face...I really treasure these moments I have with her...when I get to look at her face up close and admire her unique and beautiful features, her long eyelashes, cutest little nose and plumpest of lips...I feel my heart beat quicken the longer I look at her lips...so tempting...I look away quickly.

I look back down, watching her chest go up and down along with her breathing. My eyes go up from her chest, to the little bit of her collarbone I can see from this angle, up her neck and to her jawline which makes me look back to admire the whole picture that is her beauty. The baby strands of her curly hair framing her face perfectly.

My admiration was cut short when she moved even closer towards me in her sleep, causing my heart to beat rapidly, a little taken back by her actions. After a few seconds spent frozen, I take a deep breath and move one hand behind her head, pulling her body closer by the waist first and then her head. I plant a little kiss on her head and close my eyes...fully taking in everything, her breathing, her heartbeat, warmth, being so close... everything. You'll probably never know how I truly feel about you Jade...and that's ok for now. I'm willing to wait for the perfect moment to tell you how I truly feel, for now I'll be satisfied with what I have. I just hope I'll be able to hold out for a little while longer...I focus on her breathing and warmth and take in her calming scent. My eyes feeling heavier and heavier then more I focus on those specific things. Sooner or later, I'm completely asleep...

*Timeskip to a couple of hours later*

Taehyung's Pov

I've been lying awake in bed for who knows how long...trying to go to sleep like everyone else but failing miserably thanks to a certain someone sleeping next to me...the position we are in not helping me at all either...the big spoon and little spoon situation.

I'm the little spoon, Jungkook is the big spoon. His arms are wrapped tightly around my waist, my whole back side completely touching his whole front side. His head touching mine which leads me to believe his mouth is somewhere VERY close to my neck because every time he exhales his breath tickles my neck and sends shivers down my spine, causing my heart to go into a chaotic frenzy...

I...can't go to sleep like this...

I slowly move my hands down to Jungkook's, slowly trying to remove his hands from my waist. Which takes a while because of the death grip he has on me in his sleep.

Once I successfully got out of his grip, I slowly get up and out of bed, making my way to Jade's dinning room balcony. I look back towards the living room again, making sure everyone is asleep (especially Jungkook) and very quietly opened the door that leads me to her outdoor balcony, very quietly closing the door behind me afterwards.

A gust of wind sends shivers down my spine as make my way to the railing, admiring the view of the city lights in Seoul from Jade's balcony. I wish I had a balcony. I thought to myself. I look behind me to see what's on her balcony, since it's been a while since I've last been on here before.

It's small but spacious, not much is out here besides a few of her plants, a small desk which I'm guessing she goes to, to either write music or draw when she wants to get some fresh air since she doesn't like to stay confined in her room. And her outdoor bed, it's round and full of fluffy blankets and  pillows, it used to be the kind that hangs by the ceiling, until I broke it by swinging on it too much one day...

I go to sit down on the bed and look up at the night sky full of stars. I'm lucky enough I can see the stars from this neighborhood me and Jade live in, far away from all of the light pollution caused by the city lights. I take a deep breath, taking in all of the scenery. I better head inside soon before the air pollution gets to me.

"Taehyung?" I turn my head to see Jungkook, yawning while wiping the sleep away from his eyes, his bed head very messy and prominent.

"What are you doing out here?" He closes the door behind him quietly and slowly comes up to me, I stand up and make my way to the railing. Very jittery.

"I-i couldn't sleep..." Jungkook stands next to me, leaning on the railing. He stays quiet, I can feel his intense gaze on me, which makes me more nervous...

"Did I...make you uncomfortable? In anyway?..." I quickly turn to Jungkook, shocked.

"What? NO! No no no no ummm...w-why would you even ask that?? Jungkook..." I grew more nervous after my sudden outburst. Stupid Taehyung! Why did you have to shout! Ugh can the earth just swallow me whole right about now cause that would be really great...

His face was neutral but serious, his eyes staring at me with such intensity. The moonlight shining on his face, making him glow and...is it just me or is this moonlight making him more handsome than ever?! My face heats up at my own embarrassing thoughts. I look away so he doesn't see how red my face has probably gotten, even though it's dark, I'm not taking any chances.

Suddenly, I hear him chuckle that slowly breaks out into a quiet laugh. I suddenly feel really embarrassed.

"Yah!...why are you laughing?!" I hit his shoulder, which causes him to laugh even more. I glare in his direction, my cheeks I bet are getting redder by the second...

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry" he let's out a final chuckle before standing up straight, flashing me his (what I like to call) famous bunny smile. He let's out a sigh.

"Well, with how you've been acting towards me I thought I made you uncomfortable by being a little too touchy...to be honest I'm usually not like this, but...I can't help it when I'm with you..." My eyes widened at his sudden confession. I feel my heartbeat start to quicken very quickly, butterflies erupting in my stomach.

"I...I-i actually don't mind..." I look down, fidgeting with my fingers out of nervousness.

"I-its just...sometimes, you throw me off guard...a-and it's causes me to get a little nervous, s-since I'm not used to..being so close with someone I kinda just meet...but! I actually...don't mind.." I look up for a second and see he's been looking at me this entire time, looking quite shocked. I look away quickly and start to fidget with my fingers and shirt, feeling more nervous than ever.

"So...you don't mind..." I feel Jungkook's presence move behind me. "If I...hug you from behind? Like this?" He slowly wraps his arms around my waist, pulling me closer to him from behind. He puts his chin on my shoulder too, my breath hitched from this whole action.

"Your ok with this right Taehyung?" Before I could answer him, I take a deep breath and close my eyes, focusing on things like his warmth, breathing, his heartbeat, which strangely enough is beating very wildly, just like mine...the more I focus on it...the more I feel relaxed and slowly I start to fully relax in Jungkook's embrace...

Suddenly, we start moving backwards, but I'm not worried or alarmed or anything which is unlike me. I kinda feel lost in Jungkook's embrace...

We move down and sit, I'm guessing we're now sitting on the bed, he is anyway. I end up sitting on his lap. I open my eyes and go to move off of his lap but he stops me almost immediately, holding me tighter than before.

"Stay, I'm cold..." I giggled at his little whine, he sounds like a baby~

He moves us to lay down, the fluffy blankets and pillows cushioning us as he does so. We both let out a blissful sigh, giggling afterwards at the reaction we both had to the blankets and pillows. I watch Jungkook close his eyes and get comfy, wanting to do the same until I remembered: I can't stay out here for too long!

I shot up into sitting position and looked over at Jungkook, a little panicked but I tired not to show it. Which I'm guessing is not working since Jungkook looks really concerned and sits up as well.

"Tae, what's wrong? Is everything ok??"

"Yeah, I'm fine, we should head back inside though, like right now" I stand up and make my way to the door but I'm stopped by Jungkook's hand holding onto my wrist.

"Why? What's wrong Taehyung" Jungkook spins me around and makes me look down at him, looking at me with a serious yet worried expression.

"It's just...not good for me to stay out here for too long..." I look away, hoping he doesn't ask any further questions about it.

He stands up and pulls me into a sudden hug, I don't know why and I'm a little surprised by it but I return the hug anyway, because I secretly like his hugs.

"I know you won't tell me yet and I won't ask anymore, not until your ready to tell me yourself, but I want to let you know that I can help and take care of you just like Jade does...I know we're not that close yet, but I want to let you know that I am someone you can trust, and someone you can turn to... I'm also someone you can't get rid of either way your pretty much stuck with me~" his last sentence made us both laugh a little, he pulls away from the hug to cup my face with his rather large like hands, making my eyes widen and face turn hot and red at the sudden contact and close proximity.

"I want to get to know you better Taehyung, and I want you to tell me everything so I can help, but only when your ready and close enough for you to trust me fully." I smile brightly towards Jungkook, truly happy with Jungkook's words...but suddenly my face falls at remembering why I was so afraid of meeting him and the others in the first place. I hesitate to speak, but work up the courage to do so.

"But what if...once I decide to tell you everything...you won't want to be friends with me anymore? And then you'll....leave me.." I look into Jungkook's eyes, which look taken aback and shocked by my response.

"Why would I want to do that taehyung??" Jungkook asked in disbelief.

"There's obviously something wrong with me Jungkook...you've seen only a little bit of it but-*sigh* you've seen enough to know I'm not normal..." Jungkook grabs my chin and makes me look up and at him, into his eyes.

"Taehyung. What I've seen doesn't make me want to leave you or think any less of you. It makes me want to help you! I can't say I fully understand why Jade wants to protect you but...from what I've seen and heard...I just want to protect you too, and I've only hung out with you a few times but, your a really fun and likable person to be around Taehyung. I would never want to ditch someone like you."

"Really?" Jungkook nods at me. A sincere look in his eyes and face.

"...can you promise me then? That you won't leave me??" Jungkook holds up his pinky to me, smiling softly.

"I promise." I smile back and intertwine my pinky with his, sealing our promise with the thumb stamp. (Look it up if you don't know how it works)

Once we let go I envelope him in hug, to which he returns happily, I pull away and smile brightly once again at him. Truly happy.

"Thank you Jungkook...we should head back inside now. I'm tried" I let out a yawn and make my way to the door. Jungkook right behind me, a big smile on his face still.

I quietly open the door and head inside, waiting for Jungkook to come in and close the door behind him. We quietly walk through the dinning room, into the living room, to our bed and quietly climb inside. I get focus on getting comfortable first, before relaxing completely. I look ahead of me to see Jungkook smiling at me, his big smile never seemed to fade.

"What's up with you?" I quietly chuckled a little confused by his expression.

"Oh nothing~, just happy about the promise we just made~, we get to stay together forever~" he whispered and giggled to himself. I widened my eyes at his answer and quickly cover my face, which is definitely red again by now, with my hands. My heart beating way too fast.

"Aww~, don't be embarrassed~, your stuck with me now." Jungkook whispered and giggled again, scooting closer to me, wrapping his arms around me to give me a hug. Staying there for a bit but then pulling away quickly.

"I'm sorry, do you mind if we cuddled? Or do you want your space." I get more flustered by his question and instead of answering verbally. I scoot towards him, wrapping my arms around him this time and burying my undeniably red face in his chest, my heart beating loudly against my chest from my choice of action.

I feel Jungkook go stiff, probably surprised by my action, his heart is beating just as loudly as mine is. I feel him loosen up though and he soon wraps his arms around me. I take a peek up at him, getting caught in his stare immediately, his big cute bunny smile, so wide that it looks like his eyes almost disappear. Looking down at me, causing my heart to skip a beat even with how fast my heart is beating. I quickly hid away in Jungkook's chest again. Causing him to let out a quiet chuckle.

I take a few deep breaths in order to come myself down. Accidentally inhaling his scent...quickly liking his sweet smell of cookies and coconut~. The more I smell it, the more it gets me to relax and soon, my eyelids start to feel heavier and heavier.

"Goodnight Taehyung..." I hear Jungkook say, his words were kinda muffled because his face was buried in my hair, his head resting on top of my head.

"Goodnight..." I let out a breathy reply. Sleep quickly taking over me thanks to Jungkook's scent and warmth helping me out a lot. My eyes close and a few seconds later...I blacked out, Jungkook's heartbeat being the last thing I remember...

(Quick) Jungkook's Pov

Not even a few minutes after his reply, I hear his light snores. I look down at him and see he's already asleep. Oh wow, he must have really been tried then...how cute.

I slowly move my hand up to his hair, running my fingers through his soft locks. Taking deep relaxing breaths, his smell of strawberries and expensive aftershave welcoming me once again, expect this time I smell a lot more strawberry than aftershave. This is like yesterday's position, expect this time, he is the one cuddling up to me~....oh man, I may be more whipped than I thought I was originally...I look back down at his adorable sleeping face, every detail just as perfect and the same as it was last time. But can someone really blame me though...this man is just beyond perfect...I move my hand that was in his hair, to his cheek, feeling his soft smooth lightly tanned skin. And his skin is just so soft...he is just beyond the definition of perfection...I can feel my heart beat faster and faster the longer I move my hand against his skin, I slowly move it back up to his hair and run my fingers through it again. Trying to calm my, not-so pure thoughts down, feeling my face burn from my blush...wow jungkook...you need to calm down, i think i better go to sleep now....I close my eyes, still running my fingers through his hair since that is calming me down, I start to focus more on his breathing and heartbeat. Both at a steady pace, helping me get more sleepy by the minute. Soon my breathing and heartbeat is matching with his, as well as sleep taking over me. Now completely helping me fall asleep...

A picture of Taehyung's adorable, wide and happy box smile he made after we made our promise flashes through my head...making it the last thing I remember before losing myself to sleep....

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Finally I am done, writing this chapter was so hard tbh, and I'm still seriously sorry it took me forever to publish but I hoped you enjoyed this chapter.

I will come up with a schedule and stick to it.

For now, Until next time~