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*Next morning*

Jade's Pov

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"I am SSOOOO happy that I came over early just for this~" I whisper to myself, a wide smirk across my face, looking/checking through the pictures I just took.

"And good on me for bringing my professional camera, good job Jade~, you've earned yourself a treat after this." I steady my camera back up, taking more shots at all different angles. One of these pictures I'll maybe set as my lockscreen later~, I don't wanna get caught just yet...

What am I taking a picture of you ask? Oh just the most adorable scene I've ever seen in my life~!

I keep taking pictures, moving around sliently until I get the most perfect angle ever...
Jungkook and Taehyung, clinging onto each other in a sweet embrace. Taehyung resting his head on Jungkook's head, not even bothered at all at jungkook's hair. He's holding jungkook close to his chest, arms underneath jungkook's, clinging onto his back to keep him close. Meanwhile jungkook is using the crook of Taehyung's neck as a pillow, arms wrapped around Taehyung tightly, their legs tangled with each other and mouth slightly parted, their soft snores in perfect sync. I cover my mouth to hold in my squeal. Skdnbdsjjdbdjsndjfbrhd their so fUcKiNg cute I cAnNoT!!!
I steady my camera and fire away~

*5 minutes later*

In the middle of the photoshoot, jungkook starts to move around (but not away from taehyung of course). Shit...I need to leave before I get caught...I take one last picture and start to pack up. Tip-toeing my way out of the room.

I doubt I'm going to be hanging out with Tae today, judging by the current situation and knowing Jungkook...
I'll see what the boys are doing today and see if they're free~

Once I'm out of Taehyung's house, I go to my contacts on my phone and call Jin.

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"Hello?"

"Hey Jin~, are you and the guys free today? I wanna hang out"

"Yeah, I'm actually with the boys right now, we were going to call you and Jungkook later to see if you two were free. Want me to call jungkook or-"

"No need, I know he's not coming with us today, he is...busy~" I smirk to myself. Very busy~

"Really? Aiisshh that boy...were supposed to record today...ugh" shit, now I feel bad....

"Sorry to hear that Jin hyung..."

" No it's ok, I'll give that boy a scolding later. Anyways we're actually already close by, we're at the ice cream parlor that's close to your house"

"You guys tried to get ice cream without me??!! The betrayal by you of all people..."

"Not my idea, it was Namjoon's!"

"NOT TRUE JADE!! DONT LISTEN!!" I heard Namjoon over the phone.

"You have me on speaker Jin?"

"Yeah, if I didn't have you on speaker the guys would be climbing all over me to hear our conversation"

"Understandable"

"Again, Not my idea! It was Jimin's!!"

"NOO~ IT WAS HOBI HYUNGS IDEA!"

"Jiminie how dare you?! It was Yoongi Jade!"

"Bullshit, we all know it was Jin's idea so stfu"

"YAH EXCUSE ME?!"

"Listen! Either it's one of you, or ALL of you that's paying for me, I'm already on my way so who's paying"

"......."

"Jin hyung"

"YAH!!"

"Alrighty then~, see you soon" I hear Jin sigh and whisper something along the lines of 'these damn kids' which made me laugh as I was walking.

Wonder how Taehyung and Jungkook are holding up...😏

Jungkook's Pov

I woke up in a warm embrace... looking up to see Taehyung still asleep, face buried in my hair. The sunlight coming from the window was shining on him, highlighting his jawline and just making him glow in general. Fuck he is too perfect...I shifted in my spot, our legs were still tangled together, I just moved up a little so my face was directly in front of his. His hair was almost covering his eyes, I could see his cute little moles up close this way, and his lips were the perfect shade of pink, slightly parted open, letting little snores fall out. I am loving this...

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I look down at my stomach and try not to laugh. Wow that was loud. I decided I would wake Taehyung up because I was getting hungry and as much as I could stare at Taehyung all day I was getting pretty bored without him. Mmmmmmm~...how should I wake him up?
I sit up to straddle him, looking down and thinking of what I can do to wake him up...I wonder if Taehyung is ticklish...

I smirk down at him and start attacking his sides, making him squirm and jolt awake, his beautiful laughter echoing throughout the room in an instant.

"YAH! HAHA YAH! JUNGKOOK!SSTTTOOOPPP! HAHAHAHA~" I stop and rest my hands on either side of him, trapping him in my hold and hovering above him. I smile down at him.

"Good morning~" I watch him calm his breathing down slowly from violently squirming before. His chest going up and down, cheeks tinted pink, mouth parted open, a second later he's licking those sinful lips of his...fuck...I gulp and look up, making eye contact with him...big mistake...his eyes are halfway open from being tired, and with the way his hair falls halfway over his eyes while staring at me is...too much for me to handle...he swallows before raising his arms up above his head and stretches out from beneath me. I gulp again before sitting up and clearing my throat to control myself. Deep breaths jungkook...one step at a time...control yourself...I take a few deep breaths to calm myself down because that scene was...wow...

Taehyung sits up once he's calmed down and smacks me on the shoulder. Lucky he doesn't hit hard but I wanted to tease him.

"AH! Taaee~" I pouted and held into my shoulder and start rubbing it like it was in pain.

"Yah! You could have just shook me awake, not tickle me!" I looked down like a child would when getting scolded by their mom, still rubbing my shoulder like it was in pain.

".....did I hit you too hard?..." Taehyung looked a little concerned. I huffed and turn away from him. Crossing my arms over my chest like a child, pretending to be mad.

"Oh... jungkook I'm sorry..." Taehyung touched my shoulder gently but I didn't budge. I hold in my smile...he is too cute for words~

"Jungkook-ah~, I said I'm sorry..." Taehyung back hugs me this time and I can't hold back anymore. I swiftly turn around and tackle him in a hug, nuzzling my face in his chest with a big smile on my face.

"I forgive you~ hehe~" I hear Taehyung chuckle and wrap his arms around me, giving me a little squeeze.

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We burst out laughing at the sound of our stomachs, both sounds echoing throughout the room.

"Alright, wanna have breakfast?" Taehyung asks as he sits up but I'm still clinging onto him.

"Yes please~"

"Did you already wash up? How long have you've been awake?"

"For like 5 minutes before I decided to wake you up~" I nuzzle into his chest again, secretly smelling his sweet scent of aftershave and strawberries. What a wonderful combination~...I could get used to this~

"Well do you wanna wash up before breakfast? You could either use my bathroom or the guest bathroom." He starts brushing his fingers through my hair. Calming me down immediately at his delicate touch...

"Mmmm~...I'll use the guest bathroom. Let's stay like this a little longer though..."

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"Haha! Are you sure~" I feel the vibrations in Taehyung's chest as he chuckles at the growling from my stomach.

"Ok ok~" I get up despite not wanting to. Stupid stomach ruining the moment...Taehyung gets up before me and goes towards his closet.

"Do you wanna borrow a shirt? I don't think I have big enough pants for you to wear unfortunately but I do have a lot of oversized shirts that you could borrow" he opens his closet a little and goes through his clothes.

"A white shirt is fine if you have any" you probably won't get it back for a long while so a white shirt would be perfect.

"Ok" Taehyung then throws a white shirt at me before quickly grabbing some clothes for him.

"Follow me, I'll take you to the bathroom" Taehyung starts heading out of the room. Me following after him.

We head down the hallway and stairs, take a left towards his living room and take another left to the bathroom. This is confusing...his house is so big, does Taehyung live alone?

"So here's the bathroom, when your finished go to the kitchen which is just ahead over there" He points in the direction of the kitchen, which I can see from here. "Either I'll be waiting for you in the kitchen or you'll be waiting for me, we'll decide on breakfast when we're done."

"Do you mind if I take a shower?"

"Nope~, don't take to long though, wouldn't want you to get more hungry if you do." He flashes me his beautiful box smile, making my heart flutter at the sight...this boy is too much for me...

"I'll try not to take too long either." He turns around and heads through the living room, turns and goes up the stairs. Leaving me in front of the bathroom.

Alright...time to come up with a plan...

Taehyung's Pov

I quickly go up the stairs and down the hallway to my room. Flying the door open and flopping down on my bed. The events of last night and this morning rushing through my head, causing my cheeks to heat up. I roll around my bed in embarrassment.

"I cAn'T bElIeVe wE CuDdLe aNd I cAn'T BeLiEvE hE's bEeN sO cLoSe aNd tOuChY wItH mE oH mY gOd tHiS cAn'T bE rEaL nO ThIs iS tOo gOoD tO bE rEaL lIfE oH mY gOd aNy MoRe oF tHiS aNd mY hEaRt wIlL dEfInItElY  eXpLoDe oUt oF mY cHeSt I cAn'T AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH" I scream into my pillow.

"I don't understand...." And then it hit me...Jade!

"I FORGOT SHE WAS COMING OVER TODAY OH NO!!" I quickly grab my phone from my nightstand and call her.

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"Hey Tae what's up?"

"Are you still coming over today?"

"Well, I thought you would be busy, considering you have a current...guest over~" I heard Jade giggle on the other line and feel my cheeks get hotter.

"HOW DID-"

"you said to come over early and so I did, and witnessed an adorable scene so I decided I would leave you two alone cause it looked like you guys wanted that~" She teases me through the phone and I know she's probably winking at me while doing so.

"Still want me to come over? I don't think I can either way without bringing the whole crew so" I widened my eyes a little.

"Are you with them?"

"Yeah, I was ready to hang out with you but you were preoccupied and I didn't want to go home so"

"Ok...."

"Hey~ don't sound sad, you have jungkook so you won't be alone. Btw you HAVE to tell me EVERYTHING!" I laughed

"I will later, I need to take a shower and then make some breakfast for Jungkook"

"I hope your not cooking Taehyung, I don't want you to, you know this, have jungkook cook for you instead or go out"

"I'm low on money and Jungkook is my guest, the host should be the one cooking if anything"

"Taehyung I don't want you to get burns like the last time! Please Taehyung, I'm not there with you so-"

"JADE IM NOT A BABY OK!" I shouted at her through the phone.Which i immediately regret afterwards.

"J-jade...I'm sorry I didn't mea-"

"It's ok Taehyung...you should go take a shower, don't keep jungkook waiting...."

"But jade-"

"Bye...be careful at least..." She whispered the last part before hanging up on me.

"Oh no...I messed up...."

(Quick) Jade's Pov

I end the phone call quickly, my heart starts to ache...this happens often, but not too often. I always worry about taehyung because of his condition and after all these years of being with him, watching all the times he had to go to the hospital, having to take him to the hospital....watching them hook him up with tubes, needles poking into him, the ventilator blocking my view of his face, watching him lay on the hospital bed...lifeless...with the electrocardiography in the backroom....going at a slow pace...everytime....
Beep......Beep......Beep......
I've seen it all...not only watching what they do to him in the hospital but watching what got him into the hospital in the first place, all those times of him fainting, bleeding, bruised and beaten...you could say it was all pretty traumatizing having to witness all of it. And I would have to agree to with you...that's why I worry, that's why I baby him...I want to protect him...he doesn't deserve any of this pain...he shouldn't have to deal with this...i should be the one to deal with all if it...i-

"Jade? Are you-" I look up to see the boys hovering above me, their faces scream of concern and worry once they get a good look at my face, posture and actions...

"Jade?! What happened?!" Jimin is the first to kneel down, the others following his action. I'm a little confused but soon realised when I lower my hands away from my hair and touch my face, looking around me. I guess I didn't notice my tears....
or my hands that were gripping my hair...or my crouched and hunched over position on the ground. I get up slowly and fix my hair, and wipe my tears.

"I-im fine guys..." Yoongi was the first to stand up and push through the others to stand in front of me. I lower my head and hear the shuffles of the other boys getting up as well. Suddenly I get my arm yanked by yoongi, pulling me into his embrace...

"Bullshit Jade...your obviously not ok... we're here for you Jade, remember?" I grip hard onto his shirt and bit my lip, trying so are not to cry in his chest. I start shaking in Yoongi's hold.

"Let it out Jade, don't fight it..." Fuck he got me...I let out a quiet sob, more and more are coming out.....my breathing being more and more unsteady and rapid, flashback...memories just bouncing around in my head, overwhelming me, causing my sobs to get louder and louder as I tightly hold onto yoongi, he rubs my back to comfort me and I bury my face in his chest in attempts to quiet my loud and helpless sobs...I feel another person hug me from behind, followed by another, and another, trapping me in a big group hug.

I don't deserve any of this... they're all too good for me...you fucking worthless piece of shit... worthless.... stupid.... annoying....unbearable....you don't deserve to live.....

I close my eyes so I wouldn't have to see those words flash around me and I feel my hot tears steam down my face but get dried by yoongi's shirt. My thoughts, flashbacks and memories slowly consume me until I pass out completely in their arms...my mind getting too much for me to handle....

Oh taehyung....I'm sorry....

(Back to) Taehyung's Pov

I get out of the shower, dressed and cleaned but my heart still felt heavy with guilt and regret over the phone call with Jade. She's done nothing but take care of me and stay by my side through all these years...I need to talk to her later...

After I'm done drying my hair, I head downstairs to the kitchen to see Jungkook on the stove cooking something. Oh no I took too long...

"Oh, I'm sorry Jungkook, I took too long" Jungkook looks up from the pan and flashes his cute bunny smile at me.

"Its ok, I wanted to cook for you anyways~, it's the least I can do since I came over uninvited"

"But that was a fun surprise in my opinion~" holy sh- did I really just say that?! Jungkook looks as taken back as I am for a moment until he laughs and flashes me a smirk, I blush. Oh fuck....

he puts the eggs onto the plate, next to already prepared toast and a small bowl of strawberries and handed the food to me.

"Here, eat up~" he starts cooking another set of eggs for himself. I watch him as I take a bite of the eggs, I widen my eyes at the food.

"This is so good!" I practically shove the food in my mouth and hear jungkook chuckle.

"Thank you" he sits beside me with his own plate of food.

"It's just eggs but it tastes so good! How did-"

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"Hello?" Jungkook answers his phone, he looks at me apologetic but I wave it off.

"Hello?" Jungkook questions again, I guess he's getting no response because when he takes the phone away from his ear to check, the caller on the other end just hung up.

"What the-"

Jungkook's Pov

I go through my call history to see who just called then hung up on me and I found out it was Yoongi. I was a little confused since he almost never calls me so I call back to see what's up but the call goes straight to voicemail. Ok now I'm worried...I call again, straight to voicemail, I call jin, Namjoon, Hoseok, jimin. All straight to voicemail.

"What the heck...."

"Everything ok?" I look to see Taehyung already washing his plate.

"I'm not sure..."

"Why? What's going on" Taehyung puts his dish away to dry and sits beside me again.

"Well...yoongi just called, and I've been trying to call him back and the other guys but it just went straight to voicemail..."

"Have you tried calling Jade? She's with them."

"Really? I'll try calling her than" I pressed on her contact to call her...it went straight to voicemail.

"Her too..."

"What?" Taehyung looked at me concern.

"The call went to voicemail too...and she always answers...should I be worried?" I look up at Taehyung and I can see he is just as concerned as I am.

"I don't know...now I'm worried too"

Back to the boys and Jade: Third Pov

"Jin, we should tell jungkook..."

"I know, I want to tell him but you heard Jade...she doesn't want us too..."

The boys are now at Jade's house. They carried Jade home in panic after her metal breakdown at the ice cream parlor once they realized she fainted. They're not sure what to do since the last time this happened...which was when she was an 8th grade.

"Jungkook could help though! We can't just stand here and do nothing! We should take her to a hospital or something-"

"No....no pls..." Yoongi and the others turn their head to Jade, she was tucked in her bed with Hoseok and jimin beside her, clutching onto hoseok's shirt whispering pleads of no. Hoseok got into bed with her, putting her head on his chest while he held her close, rubbing her back to calm her down. Both Hoseok and jimin's eyes were teary, everyone was beyond worried...they absolutely hated seeing Jade like this...

They all gathered around her, some sitting, some standing. All looking concerned and helpless...

"Just rest Jade...we won't call anybody and we won't leave you...just close yours eyes and rest, we'll be h-here..." Hoseok whispered to Jade, his voice cracking halfway. A few tears left Jimin's eyes. Hoseok holds Jade closer, tighter.... suddenly, her phone rings again.

"You make me beggggiiiiinnnnnnn-"

Yoongi hung up quickly, knowing that was jungkook.

"Jade...you sure you don't want me to call jungkook? He could help-"

"No....pls..." Jade clutches onto Hoseok again, she doesn't want jungkook to know, cause if jungkook knows what's happening, than Taehyung will know and if taehyung knows then he'll see just how weak and pathetic Jade really is and he'll blame himself for all of it, and Jade doesn't want that because it's not his fault, it was never his fault...it's all Jade's fault because she's so weak and pathetic in the first place and doesn't deserve such amazing friends like Taehyung or jungkook, she doesn't deserve anything and-a-nd.....

Tears start falling from her eyes, everyone starts to panic. Hoseok rubs her back and shushes her in order to calm her down. Jimin grabs a hold of her other hand with both hands, more tears coming down his face sliently, the state Jade is in breaking his heart completely. Jin sitting down the opposite side of Hoseok and jimin on her bed, his eyes getting teary, feeling helpless... Namjoon trying to calm down his breathing and mind, trying to think of logical things that can help Jade. Yoongi pacing back and forth around the room. His mind coming up with theories, does jungkook have anything to do with this? Is that maybe the reason we can't call jungkook? Maybe it has something to do with taehyung? Maybe not...

"God dammit" yoongi whisperes to himself.

"I'm sorry....I'm s-so sorry" she chokes out a quiet sob.

"Don't be Jade.... we're sorry, we don't know how to help...." Namjoon pipes up, hand rubbing her arm back and forth gently in attempts to calm her down and hopefully comfort her.

"Just stay here...with me...if you leave.....I'm afraid I'll get worse.....so pls stay....." She moves so she is on her back, facing the ceiling while wiping her tears away with her sleeves.

"We'll stay...don't worry...." Hoseok hugs her while she wipes her tears away, everyone else agreeing with Hoseok.

"Thank you guys....I don't deserve you...." Jade chokes out more sobs while desperately trying to wipe the tears away. Jin grabs a box a tissues from her bathroom.

"Hey...Jade, sit up" Jin helps her sit up and offers her the box of tissues to which she grabs.

"You deserve much more than just us...your so beautiful and bright....don't think of yourself in that light. We love you, remember that" Jin pulls her into a hug before pulling away and wiping her tears away with a tissue. Jade sniffles and shakes her head.

"Your all to good for me....I don't deserve you guys...I don't deserve anything...I-" this time yoongi speaks up.

"Jade, that is not true...you deserve so much its not even funny, your worth everything..."

"Get some rest Jade, you deserve so much and are worth everything to us..." Hoseok pulls her in for a hug. "We love you so much..." Jade sniffles again, returning the hug.

"Thank you..."

*15 minutes later*

Jade is now fast asleep in Hoseok's embrace, as well as Hoseok and jimin. Jimin sleeping on the opposite side of Hoseok, spooning Jade. Namjoon, Jin, and yoongi are still awake and watching over them talking things over and trying to figure out what happened that led Jade to have another mental breakdown, they haven't seen her like this in years so how did this happen in the first place?

Knock knock knock

All three of them spare glances at each other. They all get up and out of the room, closing the door of Jade's room behind them and make their way over to the front door.

Knock knock knock

The knocking is made once again by the time they make it to the front door, being more frantic this time. Yoongi opens the door, to be greeted by Jungkook and Taehyung, panting and worry written all over their faces.

"Hyungs! Why didn't you pick up my calls? Did something happen? I-"

"I'm surprised your here, I thought you were busy" Yoongi spoke with an unnecessary amount of venom in his voice. Jin nudged his shoulder and turned to face them.

"I thought you were busy too, what are you two doing here?"

"Well...yoongi called me first...I tried calling all of you but none of you picked up...including Jade"

"I think you should go home Jungkook, Taehyung...your already too late...." Namjoon tried closing the door on them, but Taehyung held it open, staring them down.....

"Where's Jade..."

To be continued...

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I'm not entirely sure where I'm going with this in the next chapter...I had something more cheerful and cute and then...yeah.
Am I going too fast? Can I have some feedback here please?

Until next time~