Jade's Pov

The morning comes rolling in and I feel myself waking up, the sun blinding me in the face as I slowly open my eyes....oh wait no, that's just Hoseok....
I blink a few times to get my eyes used to the lighting that is Hoseok and the actual sun combined. By that I mean I am greeted by the most breathtaking sight I've ever seen in my entire life...

Hoseok is still asleep, facing me, the sunlight coming through the windows shining on his face making him shine brighter than he usually does. The sunlight makes his already handsome facial features stand out making him even more handsome, making things like his surprisingly long eyelashes, perfectly shaped nose, beautifully shaped soft pink lips and flawless skin literally glow more thanks to the sun. I've had a crush on this man for years and I still can't get used to the amazing sight I get greeted with at times like this...takes my breathe away Everytime.

I grab my phone that's on the coffee table in my living room and take a few photos of his sleeping face, adding to my collection of 'hoseok sleeping' photos I have an album of in my phone.

After I'm satisfied with the amount of pictures I have taken, no photo being a bad photo I quietly put my phone back down on the coffee table and get ready to get out of bed, while I try and raise up slowly and quietly I realize something is preventing me from getting up and out of bed, I look down and quickly notice it was because of Hoseok arms that are wrapped around my waist, not too tight but not loose enough for me to free myself so easily. I try to remove his arms so I can get up but every time that I do his arms quickly wrap back around me, the grip getting tighter than before.

I've done this so many times to the point where he grumbles in his sleep, wraps his arms around me again, this time pulling me back into bed and into his chest again, shifting around to get comfortable. I'm frozen in place, my cheeks feeling hot and my heart beating rather loudly against my chest. I sigh and figure out what I can do to free myself from Hobi's hold, (which mind you I kinda don't want to get out of but I want food so).

Not even a second later, Hoseok pulls me so close...my face gets buried in his neck which is a REALLY BIG weakness for me since I'm such a sucker for his neck and I just..really love his neck....maybe I have a neck fetish? Maybe I don't...I'll never know unless I get down and dirty at some point, preferably with Hoseok...so yeah anyways~

After Hoseok's sudden unconscious action, I'm left completely paralyzed, trying so hard not to freak out and lose it. I take deep breaths to try and calm myself down, which results in me inhaling his intoxicating scent which isn't helping me at all...

Trying not to faint or freak out or lose control (especially when I can feel the softness of his skin...). I quickly start to think of ways I can get out of this situation and then it hit me! I can tickle my way out...

I slowly move my arms to his sides and start tickling him, not so much force as to jolt him awake but softly, enough to cause him to stir and move away from me. Which works, he giggles in his sleep and moves to turn his back to me, squirming a little bit while doing so. Thank God he's a heavy sleeper....

I sigh and finally get up, stretching and yawning i look around at everyone else who is still asleep and the sight is just too good to be true...yoongi and jimin, Namjoon and Jin, Jungkook and Taehyung, each pair cuddled up with their sleeping buddy or should I say, future boyfriend~

Yes I ship my best friends together, why? Because they obviously like each other but it's that cliche situation where they like each other and everyone knows it expect them themselves, they don't know that they like each other and it makes them seem like their blind and then they go on this cat and mouse chase after each other that leads to drama, angst, misunderstandings that eventually lead to their long lasting relationship which could have happened way sooner without anything or anyone getting in their way but that just makes it for a good frustrating story that I myself can't handle!....I read too many fanfics if you can't already tell...

Back to the present

I cover my mouth to prevent myself from letting out an accidental squeal because the sights in front of me are just too adorable and too good.

First we have Yoongi and Jimin. Both of them are laying sideways, in the classic spooning position. Yoongi being the big spoon and Jimin being the little spoon, yoongi's back is up against the couch cushions while he holds Jimin so CLOSE to his chest, looking like he's making sure jimin doesn't fall off the couch, even though there is plenty of room for the both of them trust me...

To top all off, one of yoongi's hands is around Jimin's waist, the other is under Jimin's body, holding on to one of Jimin's hands that is close to Jimin's chest, hands almost interlocking. Yoongi's head resting on Jimin's shoulder, turned slightly and into his neck. Legs tangled together, sound asleep still~

I clutch my heart at the cute scene, I then turn my head to Namjoon and Jin. The sight of the two of them cuddling not helping my heart in the slightest!

Namjoon is laying down, facing up, his head resting on the crook of the couch cushions and the couch arm rest. Jin laying on top of him, head on his chest, one arm wrapped around Namjoon while the other is on top of Namjoon's left arm, their hands interlocking together. I gasp quietly at this...I swear to God they are dating! I am calling it right now, this group of friends does not hold hands like that! I swear to-

I look down at their legs and noticed Jin is in between Namjoon's legs, which are wrapped around Jin's legs, and Namjoon's right arm is resting on his back, holding him close to his chest...I swear to God they have to be a couple by now, no doubt about it...I just need more evidence to confirm it.

A smirk appears on my face from my thoughts as I turn to Jungkook and Taehyung. The sight of them cuddling again makes me fan my face to quickly dry the tears that are threatening to fall from the adorable sight I have been blessed with for the second time.

They are in the same position the first time I caught them snuggling together, expect this time it's Jungkook holding Taehyung close to his chest, a small smile on his face, holding Taehyung so close to him. Taehyung snuggling into Jungkook's chest, different from the first time  which was jungkook who buried his face into the crook of Taehyung's neck with such delight.

I move back and forth between the 3 (soon to be, mark my damn words) couples. Cooing continuously at the 3 adorable sights. I quickly grab my phone and start taking pictures before they start waking up.

After a few minutes of taking pictures with my phone I'm certain their not going to wake up anytime soon so I quickly and quietly run up to my room, grab my camera, run back down and start firing away. Taking so many pictures of all three of the couples from different and perfect angles~(of course taking some more perfect and gorgeous pictures of Hoseok as well).

*30 minutes later*

After the photoshoot I went ahead and started on making breakfast for all of us. I decided to make some egg fried rice (gyeran bokkeumbap), since I have lots of rice left over from yesterday despite how much the boys ate, plus it being super easy to make so I decided 'why not right?'.

After bringing out all of the ingredients and all of the pans and bowls I need. I open the eggs, ready to crack one into a bowl. But before I can someone's arms slide around my waist from behind, their head resting on my shoulder. I can see from the corner of my eye that it's Hoseok and finding that out causes me to blush profusely.

"Good morning Hoseok...I'm surprised your up already" I shyly say, cracking the first egg into the bowl, Hoseok doesn't say anything, he only leans his head on to mine more, letting out a sigh before clearing his throat so he can speak.

"Morning Jade, why are you up so early..." Hoseok yawns, his voice sounding a little raspy even after clearing his throat to speak.

"It's already 1:00 Hoseok" I chuckle at him while whisking the eggs together before setting it down to butter up the pan. Hoseok let's go and walks behind the counter that's in front of the stove, very slowly. I look up at him seeing he is indeed still very sleepy, his hair is everywhere and his eyes are still kinda closed as he leans onto the counter. Watching me cook.

"What are you making?" Hoseok asks, opening his eyes looking at me. I smile at him, finding him incredibly adorable with him being so sleepy in the morning.

"gyeran bokkeumbap" I say, looking down and continuing with the task at hand, I pour in the whisked up eggs into the pan, turn back to the counter to grab the green onions and scallions that are already chopped and sprinkle them into the eggs. I go to grab the rice that is in a tupperware.

"Are you still tried Hoseok? You can continue sleeping and I'll wake you and the others up later once I'm done here" I look up at Hoseok who was watching me the entire time.

"That's very sweet of you jade, and even if I wanted to sleep more I don't think I could"  Hoseok says while wiping away the sleep in his eyes.

"What do you mean Hoseok?" I asked a little concerned. Has he not been sleeping well???

"Don't sound so worried, I mean I wouldn't be able to without you~" Hoseok smile at me, causing me to blush from his response.

"O-oh? And why is that?" God damnit Jade why the fuck do you have to stutter!

"I enjoy our cuddles and they help me fall asleep~" Hoseok comes up to back hug me once again. I chuckle and turn around to hug him back.

"I enjoy them too..." We stay hugging for a few minutes until I let go to check on the eggs.

"Is there anything you need help with?" Hoseok peeks over my shoulder and watches me continue to cook again.

"Mmmmm~, you could wake the boys up for me. Food will be ready soon and while their waiting they could wash up and stuff, you could wash up too" I pat Hoseok cheek and go back to cooking, Hoseok nods at my response and walks out of the kitchen and into the living room.

"WAKE UP~!!! YAH! TIME TO WAKE UP LETS GO~!!!" I hear Hoseok in the other room, I laughed out loud at the groans of annoyance I hear from the other boys.

*20 minutes later*

I finish serving by the time all seven boys trickle in to the room. Each boy's hair still super messy.

"I thought you guys were freshing up?  Everyone still has messy hair" I chuckled while putting stuff away.

"We did, next time can you wake us up Jade? I don't like waking up to Hoseok on top of me in the morning..." Jungkook grumbled while grabbing a plate of food for himself.

"Maybe if you woke up at the sound of me yelling than I wouldn't have to resort to jumping on you guys" Hoseok remarks, grabbing a plate of food for himself as well.

"WE DID!! WE COULDN'T GET UP THOUGH BECAUSE YOU KEEP REPEATEDLY JUMPING ON US WHEN YOU KNEW WE WERE AWAKE!!!" Jin throws his fork at Hoseok, luckily it was plastic so it didn't do much damage. I've learned not to trust these boys with real metal utensils over the years since we've been together.

"WOAH! HYUNG!!" Hoseok freaks out and hides behind me, I chuckled.

"Yeah, next time you do that Hoseok I'll slit your throat." Yoongi glares at Hoseok, who hides behind me more at his glare.

"Alright guys, just hurry up and eat your breakfast, and don't kill Hoseok I asked him to wake you guys up anyways" I said while patting Hoseok's head and assuring him to go sit with the rest of the boys.

"WHY!!" everyone shouted expect for taehyung, who was already eating his breakfast like the good child he is.

"Because someone had to wake you all up and I was busy cooking, get over yourselfs and eat your food already!" They all grumbled in response and starting eating away while I was washing the dishes.

"Thanks you Jade~" they all said in sync after taking a few bites. I laugh thinking they sound like a bunch of kindergarteners. I look over at Taehyung who's been pretty quiet the whole entire time.

"How did you sleep Taehyung? Was jungkook hugging you to tight by any chance~?" I watch him choke on his food at my question. I laughed a little and got him a glass a water, bringing it to him while patting his back. After Taehyung's choking session he clears his throat to speak.

"I...I slept just fine, thank you for asking" Taehyung looks down at his food and continues to eat. I raise an eyebrow at his behavior. Well something is definitely up with him...

*Couple of hours later*

We all settle back into the living room after eating and cleaning up after ourselves. They all helped me put away the mattresses and everything before settling down and talking, deciding what we want to do today.

During this time I've noticed Taehyung has been oddly quiet the whole time and I'm starting to worry...I think it's time for me to step in.

"Taehyung do you think you can help me with something in my room" Taehyung nods, he stands, no emotions on his face. Looking like he's deep in thought almost.

"Do you want me to help too Jade?" Jungkook tries to step in.

"Sorry kook, I just needs Taehyung's help."

"Are you sure~?" Jungkook pouts at me. I shake my head at him.

"I'm fine really, come on Tae" Taehyung slowly follows behind me, like a zombie almost, up the stairs and into my room.

I close the door, locking it and turn to Taehyung, who is just standing there... looking down at the floor with no visible emotions.

"Tae...what's up?" I take a few steps to stand in front of him, concerned about his well being.

"What do you mean Jade?...I'm fine." Taehyung tries to avoid the question. Walking away to sit on my bed.

"Taehyung. You know I can see there is something clearly bothering you, what's going through your head Tae..." I ask softly, sitting next to him.

"Jade, there is nothing wrong so just drop it.." Taehyung sighs out of frustration.

"Whatever is going through your head right now obviously needs to be talked about. Your not very good at pretending you know that?"

"And you need to stop acting like you know everything about me!" Taehyung starts to raise his voice at me.

"I don't need to act like I know everything about you because any person can clearly see something is up with you. You look like a damn zombie earlier it's hard not to notice."

" Oh Yeah?! And why the fuck do you care?!" Taehyung stands up and looks down at me, clearly angry. I stand up, absolutely furious with his attitude.

"Kim Taehyung don't even pull that shit with me! You know damn well I care so much about you!! So much so that I've stayed with you after all these years, I could have left like everyone one else but I didn't, why??!! Because I care about you immensely and endlessly! You've done so much for me in return and you dare pull that shit on me??!! Do I have to remind you, and list all of the things you've helped me through I just told you about yesterday??!! What makes you think I don't care huh?? What makes you-" I stop to look up, blinking my teary eyes away. I look straight at him again.

"ANSWER ME!!! What makes you think I don't care huh?!" Taehyung stays slient, his face that showed anger slowly falls and is replaced with guilt.

"Nothing...I know you care...I'm sorry Jade, I'm just...so frustrated..." Taehyung sits down again, pushing his hair back in frustration.

"Damn straight...don't make me remind you again" I sigh and wiped away the tears that almost fell. I hear Taehyung scoff playfully.

"So, what's bothering you Tae?" I sit back down beside him again. Taehyung sighs before answering.

"I've just been thinking...." I tilt my head in confusion at Taehyung's vague answer.

"About what?"

"About...." He sighs, I can tell he's starting to get uneasy.

"Come on tae~, you know you can tell me anything~" I lean my head on his shoulder, I can see Taehyung flash a little smile before sighing again.

"I've just been really... confused? And frustrated...about my feelings lately..."

"Ok~? What are you exactly confused and frustrated about??" I turn my head to look at him. I can tell he's getting super nervous.

"Well..." He rubs the back of his head, and avoids eye contact with me, looking everywhere around the room expect at me.

"Alright. How bout this...what lead you to become confused and frustrated in the first place?" I shift my body to face him, sitting cross legged on the bed fully instead of on the edge. Taehyung notices and copies my actions, facing me but still doesn't make eye contact.

"Ok...I'm confused because...let's just say there's this certain person...who makes me feel weird, and funny almost all the time. Even though I basically just meet them" he pauses to take a breath "and I'm frustrated because...I don't know what these feelings are exactly...." I smirk, getting an idea of where this is heading~

"Can you explain to me, what causes you to feel weird and funny around this certain person?"

"Well...I guess...just being around them...whenever we talk or when they get really close to me...I feel weird..." Taehyung face turns red as he continues to explain.

"But what to you mean by weird though?" I ask, a big smirk still on my face. Having a pretty good idea of what his problem is.

"I don't know! It's just...my heart just beats out of my chest when we talk and laugh and whenever he gets too close I grow red and my heart wants to just burst out of my chest! I get so sweaty and clammy and nervous, I fidget and get all jittery but I try not to show it!! And when we actually slept together last night I couldn't go to sleep so I took a breather outside, don't worry I didn't say out for too long, but then he followed me out, then we had a talk and we promise we would never leave each other and then-" He stops to take a deep breath "wewenttosleeptogetherandI'venever feltsosafeandsecureinmylifeeven whenheheldmesocloseevenafter havingyoubymysideforsolongno offensetoyouanditwasthebestfeeling tohavehimholdmecloselikethatandI can'tgetoverhowhemakesmefeelbut I'mjustsofrustratedIdon'tknowwhat thesefeelingsareandIjustfeelall jumbledandmessedupand-UUUUGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!" He face plants into his hands and falls backwards onto the bed in complete embarrassment, his whole face by now is as red as a lobster.

Even though he talked so fast I understood every word he said and the smile on my face was so big, I would be considered the lost long twin of the Cheshire Cat. I am literally so happy right now im-

Taehyung peeks out from behind his hands and notices the huge ass smile on my face.

"Why are you smiling at my distress!" Taehyung springs back up, his face is still red but now exists a big pout on his face.

"I'm just so happy~" I cover my smile as to not let out a squeal instead.

"What about my distress makes you so happy?!" He grabs a pillow from behind me and smacks me on the head with it. But that didn't get rid of my smile.

"Because your distress is clearly a sign of romantic feelings towards this certain person~, to who I am guessing is Jungkook~" I tease him, earning another hard smack to the head.

"Your diagnosis is wrong!! I do not have romantic feelings for Jungkook!!!" He keeps on hitting me with the pillow. Causing me to laugh out loud.

"The symptoms are there Taehyung! Clear as day!! Do not deny this fact!!" I grab another pillow from behind me and start defending myself, hitting him back.

This turns into an all out war for a few minutes straight before we hear knocking, causing us to stop. I run up to the door and open it real quick. Jungkook and the rest of the guys coming into my room.

"What were you guys doing up here? We could here you all the way from downstairs" Namjoon questions as he looks around the room.

"Where you guys having fun without us??" Jungkook pouts at me, referring to all of the feathers that now decorated the room, and to the big smiles and slient chuckles coming from me and Tae.

"A little, I wanted to cheer Taehyung up since he seemed a little gloomy" I hide the pillow behind my back, swaying back and forth from the tip of my toes to the back of my heels repeatedly.

"What was Taehyung so gloomy about?" Jimin questioned. I turn and smirk at Taehyung.

"Why don't you explain it to them tae~" I watch as Taehyung's face grew bright red again, he turns his head to glare at me.

"SHUT UP!!" He throws his pillow at my face. I laughed out loud at his reaction again and throw my pillow back at him, hitting his face.

We continue throwing pillows at each other, sometimes we would dodge each other's attacks, hitting the other guys in the room. Causing them to join in on the pillow fight one by one. We ended up playing for a good while, our laughter bouncing off the walls. We stopped and took a short break, talking and then deciding what we wanted to do for the rest of the day. Which we ended up playing things like video games for the rest of the day since nobody wanted to go out in the first place. (lucky for taehyung)

We played and hung out all day until each person had to go home since me and Jungkook had school tomorrow, and the other boys besides Taehyung had college to go to. Each person leaving one by one and before I knew it, me and Taehyung were the last people standing.

Taehyung then convinced me to let him stay over again since he really hated being alone at his house all the time. We talked for a good while and then watched a movie, Taehyung fell asleep halfway through. I woke him up again so he can brush his teeth and change. To which he obeyed, half asleep while getting ready for bed.

The moment his face hit the soft sheets of my bed he was out like a light, resulting in me having to tuck him into bed. I turned off the lights and climbed into bed, staring at the ceiling. Thoughts swimming through my head, I feel my eyelids start to get heavy as I yawned.

I wish moments like these would last forever, for taehyung's sake and mine. These moments I truly do cherish and I pray they last forever...

I closed my eyes, and sliently pray to myself.

If there is a God out there...please help Taehyung...help him get better, help him to become the strong healthy person he deserves to be...he deserves so much love...

I hope Jungkook can give it to him...

I drift off to sleep, my prayers being the last thing I remember before losing myself to sleep completely.

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