Dear Me,

I don't hate him, I dislike him.

I can't let go of the grudge because I can't forgive myself. I can't forget, I just can't. I can't forgive myself for hurting people, I can never let myself feel worthy because I'm not. I can never forgive myself.

Hate is a strong word with a strong meaning, and,

I hate me.

From the heart of mine.