At times, it feels like there's no place safe, no place quiet and there's no place to escape. I'm just so tired, it feels overwhelming sometimes, but I got no choice . I want to be gone, I want to be at peace for once, but it doesn't feel like I deserve it.

For all the people I've hurt, all the pain, misery and disappointment I've put them through- I don't feel like I deserve anything at the moment. I feel so teared apart, so incomplete and fragile. Like I might break away any second.

At this point, I'm confused about many things.

At this point, I'm tried of myself.

At this point, I'm almost broken completely.