i just wanna sleep forever.
btw, has anybody listened to alex aiono's song: 'Question'
becauseeee, that song is amazing

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dear ethan,

if you're reading this, you're too late. for i have done something that cannot be undone. im sorry. it's not enough but i am really sorry, ethan. you seemed to be the only light in my life and i treated you like a shadow. you deserved more than what i gave you and i'm sorry for treating you that way. if there is-was-anything i could've done better, it was treating you. after all, you were the first love of my life. and i know that you're blaming yourself, stop. it's not your fault. i couldn't be fixed, im not a machine. you couldn't save me, ethan. nobody could, not even myself.

- with all the love i have left within me, y/n.