i don't have an authors note. but hi.

please go follow me to get me to 1k, im so close!

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was there anything worse than watching the one you love slowly fall in love with someone else? it felt like the world was slowing on its axis, i could feel every sudden shift and i could feel my heart slowly becoming forgotten.

"ethan and r/g/n made it official on instagram last night. can you believe it? they're totally my otp." one of r/g/n's friends said from behind me.

ah yes, instagram official. is it really a relationship if it isn't instagram official?

i scoffed and plugged in my headphones. i had heard enough of ethan and his new dream girl, the one who will never be as good as me. she'll probably get fed up with awful texting habits and the way he laughs when someone dies in a movie. she'll hate when he blasts the soundtrack from shrek and the way he fakes his skateboarding accidents. she won't appreciate the way i do.

all because i listened to my anger and not my heart.