Chapter Thirty-Nine: *Heart & Tears*
~H E A R T & T E A R S~
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There are times in our life, that make us feel like another chess piece. We are played by fate, and dictated by the blind heart..
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Sakura Haruno's POV
"Sakura!!"
I ignored their calls.
And continued to run away from them. Run away from the pain of my past, that I know will still haunt me in my present and future.
Pained tears rolled down my face.
It was a miracle that I haven't lost much body fluid from all the tears I shedded tonight.
What they said was right.
Tears are made up of 1% water, and 99% emotions.
And telling you, the emotions I feel this evening have only been pain, hatred and regret.
Pain, for I was lied to. After all this time..earlier, I thought Sasuke and Konoha were the only ones who lied to me,
But to my dismay, the only person I thought was true to me, turned out to be the worst liar and the best actor there is.
Hatred. I hate them. Yes, all of them.. Now, where will I go? I have no where to go home to. I can't go home to Konoha, and certainly, I can't go back to that house.
I am now an outcast. A mere chess piece in this world.
Regret. The most intense emotion I feel right now. Why, you ask me?
Because I regret loving him. Them. All of them.
I regret entrusting my heart to Sasori, and even once to Sasuke.
End of explanation.
I took a turn to the left.
The mistaken path I took before, is now the right path I am taking.
I held on to the only object I valued now. My silver wristwatch.
Yes, it still reminds me of the puppet master, but I grew attached to it somehow. I learned to treasure it.
If he said before, was true and not some white lie, it was the only one his late mother left him.
I smiled bitterly.
No one cares for me in this world anymore.
And with a broken heart, I stopped, only a few feet away from the edge.
Of this cliff.
I took a peek down, and all I can see I darkness. What Akasuna said was true.
It was deep.
It was perfect.
I took a step closer, estemating that in only three more steps, I can finally say good bye to this world.
"Sakura!"
Faint voices called out from the forest behind me.
I took in a deep breathe and conceal my chakra signature.
I averted my eyes at the night sky. Seeing the moon at its full beauty made me envy it and also the twinkling stars..
"Its a good thing you don't have to endure the pain I am enduring now. You have people who loves you.. People who gazes up, just like me and get amazed by your magical appearance.."
I know I look stupid.
But like a liar once said to me, he'll put the cause of death, stupidity in my death certificate.
Well, if I ever get one, that is.
I took a step. Two more and I'm through.
But I'm happy...
I can finally be free from this world.
"I am Sakura Haruno... The disciple of the Fifth Hokage, the Slug Sannin. A ninja, a daughter, a friens, a student... A lover."
I took another step.
I guess this is it..
I let my tears pour down. I'll miss this life. I wonder if they will ever remember me?
Who knows.
"..And I lived..in a world full of love, and lies..."
With one last step,
"SAKURA!!"
They called me.
But it was too late.
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