I just wish I could escape somewhere

Anywhere, away from here

Away from this world, where I'm drowning in fear

Where you gotta work, even if your mind is being seared

Where there's no help, just pain and suffering

I try to find my place, but I'm just buffering

All I want, is freedom and money

And an end, to my loneliness

My pride doesn't let me beg

But writing these words, I won't regret

Cause somewhere after all, the truth must come out

That I'm dying, but the words won't come out of my mouth

I shed tears, overwhelmed with sorrow

I die today, die again tomorrow

It goes on, the pain is never ending

If God is there, where's the help he was sending

But then maybe, it just might be coming

For though these words are despondent, I'm still mending.