Feeling desolate and empty inside

Guess how that's life is for me, its alright

Try to convince myself one day it'll all be right

Dark clouds of hopelessness accompanying me in my stride

Try to shake them off, but they here to ride

In the darkness its rather hard to see the light

And then there were the days I woke up hopeful

Full of life and zest and not wanting to rest

Feeling that the world is within my grasp and I'll easily pass the test

Haha, too bad life just said next, threw me back to my regrets

And shown me my likely future, which I can't do anything about

Just a powerless insect cruising in the void, obstacles I barely avoid

But to get what I need I must grow and change

But I can't find it within my capacity, it seems out of my range

Try and fail everyday, like someone deranged

What's the use of struggling if I don't even make it

So I settle in my inertia, even though it leaves me estranged

Even though it makes me feel that I don't belong in this world and everything's strange.